Mhmm, you lucky duckies have another two chapters to look forward to after this one, I decided to do an extra chapter because of some ideas i've had.

Another thanks to Chandini, Alex and Hajjir.

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APOV

"Alice, I can't stay here while your like this!" Jaspers outburst made me jump and I ended up nutting myself. Wonderful.

"Owh" It was the first thing I had said since my overly dramatic Jasper take me home.

He had taken me stright back to our hut obviously, where I had curled my knees up to my chest an wrapped my arms round them. I had caught a glimpse of myself in one of the gold plated mirrors, I looked like I was having a mental breakdown.

"I'm going to get Edward, I can't, I just... Ugh" He rubbed his hand over his face and ran, at vampire speed, to the place Edward must have been.

"Alice?" There was a knock at the door. Edward.

Oh just come on in.

The door swung open. Edward was stood in the doorway with one eyebrow raised, just like I knew he would.

"Jasper couldn't take little miss fucked up overly dramatic vision girl then?" I mumbled and wrapped my arms tighter round my legs.

"Obviously not" He chuckled an came to sit next to me "I must admit, that vision was very messed up ...And I don't just just mean that rediculous pink bow in your hair" I laughed and let him carry on.

"So, did James change you?" I gasped alittle at the thought and there was a few small dry sobs.

"I-I have no idea" I looked up at him confusion eched all over my face.

"So, how are you? I mean Carlisle has already got himself a crash course in phycology starting the day we go back, so soon you will have your own personal phycologist. But until then your stuck with me" I laughed.

"I'm, gee, i'm actually fine" He raised an eyebrow "It just sorta shook me up" Mann, can his eyebrows go any higher then they already are?! "Well, shook me up lots an lots an lots. But I'm oooooohkayyyyyy now" I put emense enthasis on being ok.

"Good, Emmetts dying to give you a monster bear hug" I burrowed my head in my knees an moaned.

"Whats wrong?" He put his hand on my shoulder very lightly.

"I hate all this attention, its so-so-so RALPHY!" I shouted the last bit and raised my head out my knees.

"Its like, I don't know. Its just embarassing. Its so dramatic and isn't what I want at all. All this-this STUFF isn't me. Non of it is" I looked up at him, his eyes huge and understanding.

"You can even see it. When i'm in the visions I don't see myself as me. Its not a part of me anymore, I don't want it to be!" I put my head back in my knees an sobbed alittle as he rubbed my back.

"Alice, honestly. They havn't a clue what you've seen you know. I didn't tell them, and Jasper asked for no one to listen to our conversation" Releif flooded me, soon to be replaced by more fear.

"But I will have to tell them. My past is a part of me, however much I don't want it to be" I rolled my eyes at the dramatic conversation we were having. He read my mind.

"It can wait for another day, week, month, year... or so" We both seemed deep in thought for a few minutes.

I was visited by some small images fluttering through my head of the family jet skiing in a few hours. Eeeesh no no no. I turned to Edward with my mouth hung open at what I had seen.

"No, just no" Edward said an we got up to put the family off jet skiing.

About ten minutes later I found myself sat with Jaspers arm wrapped round my waist on a orange beanbag. This was the "kids" chill out "pad" acording to Esme. How very motherly.

I streched my legs out infront of me and my diamond covered toe nails reflected fragments of light around the room. I smiled at the pattern it made against the walls.

"NO ROSE THATS MY FAVOURITE PEN!" Emmett screamed.

"Well you shouldn't leave it lying about..." Rosalie continued to use the pen to fix the t.v set.

I snuggled back into Jaspers chest and inhailed his sent again.

Jasper had appologised numerous times for having to leave while I was having my mini breakdown. I had insisted it wasn't his foult an it didn't surprise me he didn't know what to do seen as I wasn't talking at all.

"Ayyyh!" Rosalie shouted as she got a t.v channel up "And the channel is..."

"Hello and welcome to uncle Allys tip of the day!" Uncle Allys by the sound of it.

Everyone scrambled forward to get a good look at screen, everyone seemed very intreeged by this misterious uncle Ally.

"You can hear my tip after this short advertisement about quality dentists and how not to be ripped off like I was" He then continued to talk about a very boring story to do with one of his fillings.

Emmett turned to me wide eyed "Alice whats the tip?!" I laughed.

"I had just been thinking the very thing..." I scrunched up my nose trying to think. The nose scrunching is what I do when I try to think, it also happens to make everyone laugh.

"Awhh, thats so cute" Bella giggled as I carried on trying to think.

"The tip is..." I waited for silence "Never sleep stright after eating because it turns stright into fat" I un-scrunched my nose.

"Now why would anyone, human or vampire, want to know that unless they were obsessed with foo-" Rosalie stopped before finishing the word food, she had just received a tap on the arm from Emmett. Everyone looked over at me. I looked at the floor.

"So yeah, I was expecting better from our uncle Ally there" Emmett said changing the subject.

"Yeah, be to bruv" Jasper agreed shaking his head in disapointment.

A shot of pain hit my head, I lifted my hand up to my head to where the pain was, having to hide it with a sneeze when everyone looked at me.

"Alright there Alice..?" I looked up from my pretend sneeze with wide eyes, i'm a fantastic actress.

"Yeah, you know what i'm like with sneezing. Lil bits of fluff just getting up my nose an all..." I purposly didn't make eye contact with Edward.

"Erh, yeah so...." Emmett looked around aimlessly.

"NOOOO!" Rosalie screamed suddenly. Carlisle and Esme both ran into the room.

"Whats wrong kids?!" Carlisle said running his hands through his hair to put it back in place after the run that had messed it up.

"My-my-my-my-my..." Rose stuttered.

"Geez spit it out" Edward rolled his eyes, Esme glared at him and went over to Rosalies side.

"My bloody nail is chipped" We all, except Esme and Rosalie, joined Edward in the eye roll this time.

"They don't grow back!" I sighed.

"Thats why you get false ones" I held up my own tiny hand to display my purple false nails, that were very expensive false nails at that "Please don't tell me all this time you have been preserving your human nails?" She looked at the floor and shifted slightly. Everyone laughed an carried on with there chatter.

My head was still banging like a drum being played by an overly excitted four-year-old. I looked over at Edward who met my gaze. He would be reading my thoughts.

Edward, don't say anything. Its fine.

He nodded an started a conversation with Carlisle an Bella about pear drops or shoe boxes or something.

"So, what are we going to do today angel?" Jasper asked, looking down at me. I thought for a moment.

"We shall make a jigsaw" He smiled, that guy loves jigsaws I swear. Jasper picked me up, raised me up from the beanbag with my hand elegantly.

"And erh where do you think your going?" Esme asked, we were obviously ruining her family fun.

"To make a jigsaw" I said and walked stirght out before she could object with Jasper close behind.

One very, very, very long hour later.

"Jazz, can't find the sun!" I collapsed onto a beanbag in our hut burrowing my ahcing head into the sweet smelling bean bag covor,

"Awhh, ita ok baby" He rubbed his hand over my shoulders and calmed me, these things seriously stree me out "We can live without a-"

"No! We can't go without the sun!" I looked over at the 29999 peice jigsaw. We were missing the sun. So the picture of a beach and lighthouse was not complete.

"Ali, i'm sure it will turn up" I wasn't leaving the jigsaw like that. I jumped up off the beanbag making Jasper jumpo about three feet in the air.

"It....Has....to....be....here....somewhere!" I shouted half inside the sofa with my butt sticking out.

"Alice...." Said Jasper anxiously.

"What?" I poked my head out the sofa.

"Its only a ji-" I was litrally fumming now, I wasn't allowing Jasper to calm me down.

"Just a jigsaw, no it isn't!" A glared round the room.

At that moment the door flung open to revial Rosalie and Esme laughing so hard they had to hold themselves up on the door frame. I raised one of my little eyebrows and returned to Jaspers side.

"W-w-w-w-w-w..." Rosalie stutering again. Mayber we should send Carlisle on a stutering course aswell...

"We have the sun!" Esme giggled.

"Erh, say wha'?" Jasper said with his mouth hanging open is agner an disbalief at the yellow jigsaw peice in Rosalies hand.

"Well great, thanks for that" I walked over an yanked it out her hand. They laughed even harder.

"Oh grow up" Jasper slammed the door which deffinitly made contact with both faces. I finished of the jigsaw an took a picture. How pretty.

"All 300000 peices" Jasper sighed kissing my forhead "Well done munchkin" I laughed and we made out way back to the rest of the family.

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I might be away over this weekend, but I will bring my laptop with me so when I get back I can upload the chapters I write in the car stirght onto here.

Tomorrow is the last day! Woop. Which means, no regular updates because of holidays and days out an such things. Also, my birthday on the 27th this month! YAY!

I am going to leave my sequel till when I go back to school in september I think. But over the summer I will be working on a number one oneshots and a story for my lovely friend Hajjir.

Thanks to you guys who always review, and to those who read and don't your pants ^.^ Please review.

xxx.