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I don't know why but I can tell he's smiling and instantly I feel awful, its gonna make what I have to say a lot harder. I take him back to our room and I sit on the bed, he stands with his back to the wall, facing me.

"You have a good raid"

"It was ok all I got was looks from Jared and Kyle- especially Kyle because all I did was stare out of the van window". He pauses, "How has it been here?"

I decide to cut the pleasantries short, "Ian, we can't escape it. We can't just ignore it."

"I know," he looks down at his feet," I am so sorry Wanda for how I reacted. I love you and I don't care how old this body is, all I care about is you, that beautiful soul inside the body."

I watch him, his eyes brimming over but not quite spilling over. He composes himself and looks at me.

"Ian, I do love you and I don't want a silly argument spilt us up, but I don't think we should straight back into anything." I take a deep breath, "I think Jamie should stay in this room with me for a while. I'd ask Mel but I think she would say no, or something along those lines." I smile as he laughs at what I said.

He moves to sit next to me. " I understand and I'll find somewhere else to stay for now". We look at each other and slowly and softly kiss. He holds me so gently, that I almost say, screw what I said stay in this room, but I stay strong knowing this is for the best. We part and I whisper "I love you, Ian" and he smiles. He holds one of my hands, "That's enough for me for now. I will always love you and I don't know what I'd do if I lost you."

"Where do you think you will stay?"

"I'll stay in Jamie's old room for now as there will be a space there."

"Good, now how bout we get you some food." He stands up and holds out his hand to help me up. He doesn't let go of my hand as we walk back to the dining hall. We walk in and everyone is watching us, including Burns, I smile at him and while Ian gets food I make my way over to him and Jamie.

"Jamie can you please do me a favour and stay in my room for a while?"

"Yeah, but what about Ian?"

"Well if you agree, he said he would stay in your old room for a while, whilst we sorted things out."

"Yeah, course I'll stay with you. So are you two ok?"

I smile, "Yes." I smile at Ian who's now walking over to us. He puts down his plate a stoops to give me a kiss on my cheek. In that moment I realise I could never live without him, I love him, It's only him.

Ok, if you notice any mistakes, especially to do with tenses, i'm sorry. And i'm also sorry for not messaging back to the lovely people who have reviewed since the last update, you know who you are and you are the best, i will in future make sure i message back. And lastly im sorry for taking so long to update ive been really busy and have not had time, so again sorry.

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