Shinji woke up in a panic in his room, he woke up with his shirt drenched in his sweat of anticipation. He woke up befuddled to the world he once knew. Everything seem dead to him, he had nothing to live for; but he knew that if he was to die now, how was he ever going to know the positive side in life. He remembered when that seem possible to him when he was full of hope and aspiration, he also remembered the time he use to live with Misato and Asuka, at that point Shinji saw the world as a Ugly yet Beautiful place to live in yet, he seemed to feel isolated and out of place during that time. He felt like something was missing but he couldn't figure out what was happening. Its been 5 years since the incident with third impact and he thought everything was going to change for the best after all he save humanity.

But he was wrong it did changed for the best, everybody that was dead came back and his mother as well. Then he remember the day that all hell broke loose, his entire life seemed to just warped and he seemed to blackout. "52days, 22 hrs, 50minutes and 22 seconds" Shinji mumbled out. He remembered that day as it was clear as day; "today's the day, the day that I'll confess my feelings for her, to the women that teased me and out shun me everyday I lived with her" Shinji said. As Shinji walk to the building he started to get butterflies in his stomach, he was nervous as fuck but he knew that if he back down now that he will not stand a chance in the future. As he took the elevator and it stop on his floor he started to receive even more anxiety for each step closer he was to the residence. When he open the door he heard moaning and it seem to be familiar but he couldn't registered who.

As Shinji got half through the hallway he heard moaning that seem to come from 2 different part of the house, Shinji being curious of who was making the noise he went to the closest door and slightly opening making sure that he didn't make any noise when he was peeking in. When he opened the door he saw his guardian being fucked violently by her new boyfriend Charley Matsusaki. "AHHH! Oh my god Charles Faster, faster, oh yeah right there, damn you are big Charles'' Misato said. Charles 7inched dick seem to pleasure Misato in ways that Kaji can never repeat. Each second Charles dick entered Misato's soak and wet pussy she would clench her pussy on his dick and vice grip it to the point where he couldn't pull it out. Every second that shinji spent watching this only seemed to add to his intense sadness.

At that very moment Shinji's heart was torn to bits because every since the 1st day they met Shinji always had a crush on Misato, and now it seem his hopes were crushed leaving him devastated and traumatized. Being cautious and trying not to get caught peeking he closed the door slowly and quietly. Back in the hallway he heard another moan and it seem to come from the back. This moan seem to be the moan from a much young presences, as Shinji walked to the door at the end of the hall, for some reason his heart seem to start pounding hard and out of chest. "what's this feeling I'm getting, I'm getting a feeling that something bad is going to happened." Shinji said pondering and praying. As Shinji opened the door he saw something that he would never see in his entire life never in a million years. "Ohhh Brady baby pound that big as dick into my tight ass." Asuka said. "Oh yeah your getting this dick bitch." Brady said. Brady's dick seem to enter and exit Asuka's ass with ease , and it seem that Asuka was cumin out her wet pussy violently. Every moment that shinji spent watching this a part of him seem to break away, withered and die on the spot. At this moment all he wanted to was to die right here on the spot, he knew that everything he hope to obtain was gone, the chance to end up with Asuka was gone, now he knew what he had to do.

Shinji went to his room brought out his big suitcase and packed everything he had. As he went to the door to leave, he turned around "Goodbye" he said with a tint of sadness in his voice. I just want to know why this had to happened to me, why, why during the time when I built enough courage to go and confess my feelings.