What's Meant to Be

Author: Me! :P Spazz!

Summary: It all started on the night Sonny had thought was the worst of her life. Picking up the pieces of a broken heart isn't easy... and it's harder when everyone's against you. Even those Sonny considered her friends are on the other side. All alone in So Random!, there's only one person she can go to... until he hurts her, too. Love is found and lost, people are betrayed, and in the end everything has changed.

Rating: T for some mild language

Author's Note: Okay, I'm trying out some interesting writing styles here. :P As you can tell, the first chapter is just a poem. There will probably be some other poems, songfics, normal form... etc. I hope you like it. :) It's NOT just a Channy fanfic (yes, of course, there will be some Chad and Sonny here. I don't want to give away too much so I won't say anything more about that). So don't think it's all about them. It's not. Not even halfway. The first chapter is in Sonny's point of view... some others might have Zora, Chad, Tawni, Nico, Grady, Portlyn, and possibly some OCs or minor characters.

Disclaimer: I do not own Sonny With a Chance or any of its characters.

The First Moment of Insanity
Sonny

It is raining tonight
Oh, heck, it's always raining
and I feel like my heart is splitting in two
as I race out of that restaurant
crying and wishing so damn much
that these limos don't exist
and I don't have to put up with a driver.
All I want is to be alone.

I thought I was in love
ell oh vee ee, love, for the first time
that's what a person thinks when some guy comes along
right? I'm not alone here, right?
Because with everything I've been through
God, I can't deal with it if I'm through it alone.
Even though, physically,
all I want is to be alone

It's not like I didn't see this coming
It's not like I didn't see it in his eyes
the feelings haven't been mutual for a while
but I guess I clung on because,
once, a while ago,
I thought he was the best thing that had happened to me
But now, because of him
(I won't lie though, he wasn't a jerk, he didn't cheat
maybe it would be easier that way)
all I want is to be alone

I'm melting down now
with tears spilling down my cheeks
and there are the flashes, the unbearable flashes of light
I can't take it.
Hollywood sucks.
I can see all the magazine covers now
and I wish I only had someone to blame
but I'm in this alone
and here I was before, thinking
that all I wanted was to be alone?

I'm mistaken, like I guess I was, and have been
about everything
This is a cold that won't go away
This is a movie scene that will be deleted
This is a cold knife against my back
This is the worst
Get me out of here

I climb into the limo
ignoring the gaze of the driver
I don't have anything to answer to.
I'm not answering to anything.
I drive, drive, drive away
with tears still a pool at the bottom of my eyes.
So much for sunny
when it's a rainy day
and sunny is all gone

Author's Note: Haha, punny! :) Oh, whatever. Anyway, please review! I'll probably post the next chapter soon-ish. Pleasssse tell me what you think!

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