[ N E R V E S ]
Trunks found himself doing office work during his week off from
school for a number of reasons. For some strange reason, his mother did not want
him sleeping in to one p.m. and spending the rest of the day either doing God
knows what or laying around on the couch playing video games. His protests were
silenced by his mother's reasoning: it was more than likely that Trunks would be
president of the company in less than ten years due to his intelligence and
relation to the current president.
He paused at the end of the
blue-carpeted hallway and leaned against the corner, removing some papers from a
dark blue portfolio and tucking them under his arm. Rubbing his forehead, he
tried to remember what his supervisor had asked him to copy. Frowning, he pulled
six random sheets of paper from the left pocket. It wasn't like copying the
wrong report would get him fired. Errand work was not what he had been expecting
to do here but was obviously going to be his job until he proved he could be of
more use.
The copy room was around the front desk in the lobby, hidden
in a small room. Trunks knew the route well. He had memorized the way. The
information desk coming up on his left, the lobby through the glass door to the
right. It was usually empty at this time of the day.
Trunks didn't
expect the three men sitting on the couch, only one of which — Yamucha — was
neutral ground.
He didn't say or do anything to draw attention to
himself. Self-consciously he pulled the portfolio to his chest, taking half a
step backwards. But his father was terribly alert, his eyes snapping up the
moment Trunks considered taking a different route to the copy room.
No
one broke Vejiita's gaze — ever. It was an act of pure will just to blink if he
wanted your attention and Trunks already felt his eyes water. There was fear
there. Trunks didn't deny that but he did refuse to acknowledge it. He refused
to let fear smother him. It was hard though... Especially after getting his
father's brutal history pounded into him.
Then Vejiita did something
that Trunks thought was a trick. His eyes softened. The corner of his mouth
turned up, at first a scoffing smile but then a wider one, as if Vejiita thought
he was such a silly kid and that there was some special, inside joke between
them that could never be verbalized. Vejiita shook his head and dismissed Trunks
and the teenager hurried around the information desk into the copy room, his
head a worse storm of confusion than it was before.
Vejiita
leaned against the side of the car door and stared out the windshield. They were
driving over the speed limit but it wasn't very fast anyway. Just at the right
speed for Vejiita to zone out, eyes idly following the passing fence posts
lining the road for a few feet before they slid out of his direct line of
vision.
Craig drove away from the city. Away from the Western Capitol
and away from Capsule Corp. They went over a bridge, the fence posts nestled in
green grass giving way to steel and concrete guide rails. And then buildings
started turning up. The outskirts of a city whose name Vejiita couldn't be
bothered to remember. A café that stank of smoke even as the car tore past it,
numerous bars, houses with square lawns and dogs chained to posts. Vejiita knew
where he was in general — he had been in this city many times before since it
was the closest one outside of Capsule Corp. — but not this exact vicinity. They
seemed to be winding through the roads of the housing divisions instead of the
long, straight streets lined with store and malls as they usually did.
Craig pulled over into the parking lot of a small gas station and parked
crookedly in a handicapped space in front of the door. Without a word he got out
and entered the building, only tossing Vejiita an accidental glace through the
dark store window. Vejiita chose to stay where he was..
The other man
came back a few minutes later, tossing Vejiita an orange sucker and pulling a
slim bottle from the deep pockets of his pants. "I'll share, eh?" he offered.
After that, Craig hit the road again, passing the nice houses and
spacious yards until they stopped at a trailer park. It was a small park, not
too junky but not very well-kept either. Grass was grown in patches between
trailers, yellow and dead due to lack of care and a harsh winter season. The
rest of the ground was packed dirt and broken furniture and large rocks tossed
out of the way.
Craig seemed to know where he was going and Vejiita
chased after him without hesitation, untangling himself from the seatbelt and
slamming the car door shut loudly behind him. He was lost in his thoughts,
trying to make Craig's story clearer and nearly tripped over a wooden stoop
because of his thinking. He looked up at the door the stairs led to; dull,
silvery metal, dented and scratched. Craig stood at the door, tapping the bottom
of the bottle against the door, producing a dull clanging sound. After a moment
or two of no response, he slowly opened the door, poking his head through. Then
he smiled and went inside.
Vejiita slipped inside after him, his mind
momentarily cleared of any dark visions.
The interior of the trailer was
dimly lit and warm in that stuffy, humid way. There was a small kitchen on one
side with a square, curtainless window pointing out to someone else's yard. On
the other side there was a living room, strewn with clothes, magazines, and
crushed cans. A couch was facing a black-screened television set, the entire
room black and silent.
"Where are we?" Vejiita asked lowly. Craig nodded
towards the couch. With a soft, exasperated sigh, Vejiita shook his head and
went to the sink in the kitchen. He turned the water on, cupped his hands under
the unsteady spray of water and washed his face. He didn't want to know where
Craig had taken him this time, he wasn't sure he could stand it.
He kept
his head in the sink when he heard Craig walk past him. He heard an ice box
opened and closed then something cool and wet was pressed against the back of
Vejiita's neck. He stood up with a groan, flashing the other man a weak,
discouraging look. "What is it?" he grated out, pushing the can of whatever back
into Craig's hand.
Craig smiled softly, setting the can on the counter.
"Do you mind staying here for a bit?"
"So now will you tell me where we
are?" he snapped. Craig's brow creased but before he formulated an answered, a
soft cough followed by slurred swearing caught the two Saiyajin's attention.
Vejiita turned around slowly, afraid of what he'd see, waiting to lift his eyes
until he was fully facing this new arrival.
Gold. Unnatural, shining
yellow irises whirl pooling around black pupils and a mouth that twisted into an
ironic grin. Vejiita wasn't sure if it could get any worse. It wasn't that he
hated his oldest son, he was simply at a loss at how to get along with him. He
knew next to nothing about him and Gold-Eye knew the exact same amount about his
father. Thus, there was uncertainty on Vejiita's side and an absolute lack of
fear and respect on his son's. The Saiyajin drew in a deep breath and stiffened
his features, set on not giving the young man any insight to whatever weaknesses
Vejiita knew were present.
Gold-Eye wet his lips. "Old man," he greeted.
Two beats passed and Vejiita decided that he lost his chance at a passable
retort and only reacted when Craig stepped forward and nudged him in the side.
"I've taken to calling him Seth but he'll pretty much respond to
anything. Just us two living here after all."
Vejiita turned his head,
nose-to-nose with the other Saiyajin. "For how long?" He lifted a shoulder.
"Not long. Off and on two weeks at the most. Just crashing here because
it's closer to where you live." Vejiita hummed in response and chewed the inside
of his lip.
Still undaunted by the two older men in his kitchen,
Gold-Eye hooked a thumb under the elastic of the shorts he was wearing and
lazily scratched the skin there. He sniffed, blink hard a few times, and said,
"Got the time, anyone?"
"Little after four," said Craig without looking
around for a clock.
"Good thing you didn't wake me up earlier," he
murmured to himself. "I had to get up anyway." With that, he turned around and
trudged back into the living room.
Vejiita had been glowering at
Gold-Eye the entire time, trying to catch his gaze to either get a rise out of
him or have a chill run up his spine. He snapped out of his angry trance as his
object of attention moved out of his line of vision and said aloud, "Where do
you have to go?"
"Work!" he shouted back as if it was the most obvious
thing in the world.
"Where do you work?"
Gold-Eye came back out
carrying a shirt and some black jeans in his arms. He moved past the two
Saiyajin on his way to the sink, handing Vejiita a laminated white card he dug
out of the pocket of his pants. Vejiita squinted his eyes and read the text
printed next to a photograph of his son. "Seth Crossland, Security,
Steveson-Kuhr Architects." "I work the night shift," he explained. "Not bad, eh?
I get to sleep all day." He winked as if working the graveyard shift was some
sort of big accomplishment in life. "I'm outta here by five-thirty. I got some
other stuff I need to do before work."
Vejiita lowered Gold-Eye's ID and
watched him fill a blue, plastic cup up with water and steadily drink it all
down. "Have you lived here this whole time?"
He set the cup back in the
sink where he had found it. "Yeah, pretty much. It was nice till Craig followed
me here." He tossed his head back, popping his neck, flashing Craig a sarcastic
glare. Craig raised an eyebrow, unamused. "I had my reasons, too." Gold-Eye
nodded. Whether he was only humoring the older man or there was a deeper
understanding between the two, Vejiita didn't know. He turned his head at the
exact wrong time and was caught in his son's gaze for a split second before one
of them blinked.
Then Gold-Eye excused himself to a shower.
Giving Craig a sidelong look, Vejiita silently asked, "What's next?"
"Tired?" he asked, rubbing the back of his head and fixing the fur-lined
collar of his shirt. Vejiita folded his arms and gestured vaguely. He was a bit
more than simply tired. "You can crash in my room. Seth's got dibs on the living
room."
"You're going out too?"
"Well, yeah." He grinned and let
out a quiet laugh. He sidestepped Vejiita and picked up the bottle he had lifted
from the store. He unscrewed it, took a swig then passed it to Vejiita
courteously. He stared at the glass bottle, damp from condensation, its contents
murky in the cheaply lighted room. For a moment he was at a loss of what to do,
the simple actions of extending his arms and accepting Craig's offer beyond his
reach. He just suddenly felt horribly empty.
Shoving past Craig, he
pulled out a plastic chair at the yellow cardboard table and sat, cradling his
head between his hands. Craig turned and took a step forward, leaning against
the back of Vejiita's chair. He set the bottle down and slid it so it was
resting in front of Vejiita. "I'm not thirsty," he said stiffly, pushing the
bottle out of his line of vision. He could imagine Craig shrugging
disinterestedly behind him as he rocked restlessly against the chair.
He
patted Vejiita's shoulder, hand sliding up to tug on the hair at the nape of the
other Saiyajin's neck for a moment. "Fine, be like that." The weight against the
chair removed itself and Vejiita turned around, watching Craig turn a corner
down the hallway separating the living room and kitchen. Wary of being left
alone, especially in unfamiliar territory, Vejiita found himself tailing Craig
again.
Two wooden doors. One appeared to be a sliding door, a hollowed
out, metal ring to hook your finger through in place of a handle. He could feel
the moist air from the other side of the room. Loud music remained unclear
through the static and spraying of a shower. To their left was an open door,
showing a room brightly lit compared to the others. Craig was inside, shirtless,
squatting on the floor and paging through a magazine.
When Vejiita
finally made his entrance, he stood up and pointed. "There's the bed. Make
yourself comfortable."
Vejiita nodded in response. The bed didn't look
half bad, considering Craig either got it cheap or free from a casual
acquaintance or yard sale. It was covered with clothes, sheets rumpled, the
pillow tossed aimlessly in the center of the mattress. He bent over and tossed a
glass ashtray off, almost shaking his head in amusement.
"Seth will
probably be out of your hair in a bit," Craig informed him, smoothing a dark red
polo shirt over his stomach. "I dunno when I'll be back, but you'd better be
outta my bed by then." He ended this last part with a wink, finally threading a
belt through the loops and stumbling out of the room.
The trailer door
slammed and the shower stopped. Vejiita moved from his spot only when he heard
his son moving around in the bathroom, shutting the door shut as securely as he
could. The reception of the radio in the bathroom became somewhat clearer and
Vejiita was forced to listen to the nonsense.
Finally, he just lay down
on the bed, not bothering to knock any of the clothes off or pull up the covers.
He had dozed off by the time the door slammed a second time.
"Hey, Vejiita."
He moaned and picked his head up off the
hard surface, resting his chin against the back of his clasped hands and
attempting to focus on the blurry shapes beyond his reach. He had thought Craig
had left.
"Get up, you lazy bastard, pay attention to me."
Two strong fingers pinched his ear, lifting his head and twisting it to
the side. Vejiita strained his eyes, glowering mellowly at his captor. Craig's
lips curled into a smirk, fingers rising to his mouth to scissor a short
cigarette, more ash than paper, and fling it to the side. He exhaled —
fortunately not in Vejiita's face — then leaned forward. The smell of smoke was
in his hair, on his skin and stuck to his clothes.
"What would you do if
I spit in your mouth?" he asked, mouth working.
Vejiita was shocked for
about five seconds, then realized exactly who he was talking to. He returned the
derisive grin and replied, "Try it and find out."
Craig's fingers
massaged his ear, shifting to get a tighter hold. Vejiita felt the grin grow
even wider across his face, showing his teeth. He didn't feel silly or stupid
about grinning for no good reason. He wasn't scared that his head was wrenched
around in such an uncomfortable and vulnerable position. "I can imagine," Craig
said. "A thousand times worse than the most terrible thing you can do to me."
"And a thousand times that."
"I think I'll pass," he laughed,
jerking Vejiita's head back and forth violently a few times before letting him
go.
Here, his vision blurred. Or maybe it actually became clearer,
simply fuzzy around the edges, as if he was seeing this all for the first time.
Vejiita studied the wall before him, only now noticing the shadows that moved
eerily across the smooth surface. Curiosity suddenly getting the best of him, he
whipped around, the room spinning madly.
When the disorientation faded,
Vejiita stood unharmed in the far corner of the juvenile mess hall, particularly
crowded considering the time of the day — late, late night. There were about
twenty young men and women jostling each other, leaving only a quarter of
Vejiita's peers absent from the room.
He took an experimental step
forward, always wary about moving after waking up in a place he didn't remember
walking into. The floor didn't slip up from beneath his feet to engulf him and
he didn't stumble because of inattentive clumsiness. He gazed around, searching
for a familiar face and finding more than he expected. Smoke. The smell of smoke
was still strong, now having stuck to his own clothes due to his close contact
to it earlier. Vejiita looked over his shoulder, spotting Craig and three others
leaning against the wall, absorbed in inane conversation.
Craig pulled a
chair from a nearby table, grinding it back and forth against the thinly
carpeted floor, creating a sound that was hard on the ears. He tossed his head
back, an invitation. Vejiita casually scratched the side of his neck with his
middle finger, trying not to grin.
Never before had he flipped someone
off as a joke.
A howl was released, one not unlike the cries of panic
that Vejiita had always imagined he heard. He turned just in time to duck as
someone soared over his head, the body dropping slamming into the table and
sliding to the floor. Somewhat surprised, Vejiita turned around, fists clenching
and heart sinking at the sight.
With shoulders three times as wide as
Vejiita's and standing at a height of seven feet stood Tanako, the tormentor of
Freeza's younger employees. He had five eyes that Vejiita could see, four of
them running horizontally across his face, working in pairs, and a smaller one
above them in the dead center of his forehead, spinning around wildly as if it's
sole purpose was to distract. His mouth was nothing more than a slit cut through
the middle of his face, parallel with his eyes. It snapped open and shut with a
wet chopping sound, snarling and growling at people between verbal insults. A
reptilian monster, Tanako was despised for more than perturbing appearance.
Vejiita felt his body shut down for a few moments yet panic didn't
overwhelm his system. Paralyzed but unafraid. He was confident that the
paralysis would wear off quickly — and after a few moments it did. He inhaled
deeply. He was so.. assured. He felt full. He was tense and he was ready to do
something about it.
Feigning. He temporarily stifled his feeling of
sureness and backed away from the huge brute who had already caught the scent of
his nerve. He narrowed his eyes and stared straight up into two of Tanako's
glassy orbs, daring him to hit him, daring him to make a fool out of one
of them.
Tanako pulled back his arm and slammed a fist the size of
Vejiita's abdominal cavity into his jaw.
He saw only red.
The
crimson haziness that blurred the edges of his sight. The bloodstained saliva
and teeth he spit out onto the floor, the swelling of the wrist he had twisted
in his unfortunate journey across the room and into the furniture.
Tanako initiated the fight and Vejiita was the victim here. If one of
them ended up dead, Vejiita's name would not be any more soiled than it already
was.
He sprang up from the center of the collapsed table and sent his
fist through Tanako's chest, gliding in smoothly almost to the elbow. He
withdrew a moment later and spun, leg outstretched and it's target obviously the
side of Tanako's head. It was hit away before it reached its target. Vejiita
started to lose his balance and whipped his tail to the side.
His head
never hit the floor. Tanako had him by the ankle, his fingers tightening around
the bare skin. His face twisted into a mean-spirited smirk. Vejiita curled his
arms to his side and returned the grin.
After dealing with a room full
of useless adolescents addicted to drugs and sex, Tanako's grave underestimation
of juveniles in general was comprehensible but by no means excusable. Vejiita
had had just about enough of being underappreciated and shoved around. He felt
that the others felt exactly the same and without further consideration, he
accessed the energy the lingered in the back of his brains and in under six
seconds, Tanako was nothing more than charred remains.
Vejiita felt
himself fall, the feeling of victory and righteousness enough to make him sick.
Blackness swirled down into a vortex of darkness. The blurry
faces disappeared and the smell of smoke was all but gone. Words flashed through
his head, letter by letter, each one holding its own little piece of content.
Anxiety, assistance, fear. Anger along with its own brand of rebellious support.
Then the entire message finally pieced itself together, the letters
written in wet, red spray paint against a brick wall.
YOU ARE NOT ALONE.
Then, for some reason, he woke up. Habitually he attempted to
pinpoint whatever had startled him awake. It couldn't be the lingering smell of
laundry detergent. It wasn't the smell of smoke either; he could easily say that
he was used to cigarette smoke. He opened his eyes slowly. The white wall he was
facing reflected some light into his face but not enough to rouse him from a
dead sleep.
Something unnatural, he decided. His sense of touch suddenly
clicked on and Vejiita felt a heavy pressure on his shoulder. Vejiiita's eyes
flickered to the shadowy shape he had seen out of the corner of his vision.
Focusing, he realized it was only Craig, leaning forward over him. Vejiita
narrowed his eyes and knocked Craig's arm away as he turned over. A menacing
grin spreading over the culprit's face Vejiita's annoyance became clear.
"How you feeling?" he asked through grit teeth.
Vejiita blinked
a few times then had to admit, "I feel good." He let himself ignore the
unsettled feeling in the pit of his stomach.
Craig adjusted himself so
he was sitting on his hands and kept his face close to Vejiita's. "Well, that's
good." Vejiita nodded and murmured an agreement. "I would be too," Craig said,
"if I had slept for eighteen frickin' hours."
"Eighteen...?" Resisting
the urge to rub his eyes sleepily, Vejiita sat up, his attempts to force Craig
to give him some space ignored. Instead, the other Saiyajin dropped his
concerned front, suddenly twisting around and grabbing something off a TV tray
next to the bed.
"Yes, eighteen hours," he snapped, shoving the small,
yellow alarm clock in Vejiita's face. He couldn't focus on the black hands
ticking around the face of the clock. "Eight a.m., Vejiita. You looked about
ready to pass out when I left yesterday. It wasn't even five."
Vejiita
didn't know what to tell him and settled for flashing dumbfounded look at Craig.
He felt great. Those hours had done him well. "Why did you wake me up?" he
asked.
"Get the hell out of my bed, Vejiita."
He sighed and
untangled his black shirt from around his waist, kicking off bed sheets and
other articles of clothing and stumbling out of the room. As he slid the door
shut behind him, he saw Craig toss himself on the bed and lay prone.
The first place Vejiita glanced at was the couch in the living
room. The room was more thoroughly lightened than it was yesterday afternoon and
he was sure that he saw Gold-Eye – or Seth was it now? – already curled up on
the couch, the only place he had expected to see the younger man. It came to
Vejiita that he was not quite alone despite the unconsciousness of the two other
people he knew to be lodging in this trailer.
His breath hitched and his
skin broke out in gooseflesh for no apparent reason; Vejiita's attention was
drawn to the left where, to his horror, he saw that familiar blue haired lady at
the kitchen table. She was sitting in the same chair that Vejiita had occupied a
little over half a day ago. She looked much more in place than he knew he had
felt, he observed. She sat there as if she was welcome.
Vejiita narrowed
his eyes, hanging on to that unnatural but dependable feeling of optimism he had
experienced in his dream. That leering optimism that made him feel...
good. "Why are you here?" he asked.
Bulma had been eying him
similarly to how he had been eying her; with uncertainty and a dash of
suspicion. She was somewhat put off to his approach. "Vejiita... Is this where
you stayed last night?"
He raised an eyebrow. "Yes'm."
She
ignored what appeared to be mock respect. Rubbing her forehead, she said, "You
just took off yesterday. We were worried."
Vejiita shrugged and leaned
against the doorframe, sorting through his thoughts. "So you came and found me."
She nodded in assent. "Okay. You can go now."
"Vejiita –" Her voice
faltered for a moment, remembering this Saiyajin's occasional snappishness when
he was addressed by the wrong name. She continued on, realizing that if he
wanted a distinction to be made, he'd have to make it himself. "Vejiita, I
didn't just want to find you. I want to help you." He shook his head, amused,
but said nothing. Licking his thumb, he smoothed down one of his eyebrows and
waited for her to continue.
"You'll do this how?" he prompted after a
short time.
"A psychiatrist," she answered immediately.
He
started shaking his head and grumbling. "No, I don't want to see a shrink–"
Vejiita could literally feel his rejuvenated feeling slipping away from him,
taking with it his strength and energy. He was left with sore shoulders and weak
knees and leaned against the armrest of the couch, careful not to touch Seth's
feet.
"I think you should consider it." He shook his head stubbornly.
"Forget it," he snapped, shoving away from the couch and past Bulma and
out the door. He paused at the stoop, knowing that she would follow him. This
wasn't her house so she couldn't stay in and he had no where to go anyway, which
they both knew. So he sat down on the dusty stairs and waited for her.
She must have been treading on his heels, the way he was the other day.
Something about this place made strangers uneasy, he pondered. He following
Craig, Bulma following him. She sat down next to him but thankfully didn't
immediately bring up the topic of mental health.
"This is where Craig's
been staying?" she asked. Small chat.
Vejiita nodded. "I suppose so, I
didn't really ask."
"Who was that on the couch?"
Despite
himself, Vejiita felt a smug smile tugging at his lips. "What, inside? That's
Seth, I guess. This is his place."
"How do you know him?" He let the
smile slide into place but didn't answer. He didn't care to let her know;
somehow, the idea of keeping his and Seth's relation to each other secret
striking him as ironic.
"I just know him from way back," he said,
yawning. "Not really a friend though..." He trailed off, having no more
voluntary information to give out. He felt the misplaced sense of humor quickly
deflate himself as he felt the woman beside him grow pensive, considering a new
angle to attack with.
She said thoughtfully, "Don't think that I don't
understand. I know why you don't want to see a psychiatrist." Vejiita doubted
that; he couldn't say that he had crystal clear reasons for his stubbornness
himself. "You have a strange history and I'd be lying if I said that I wouldn't
be shocked if I hadn't known about.. all this before hand." Yeah, he was an
alien all right, an alien with one hell of brutal past. And even more brutal
upbringing. "But just to talk to one, talk to someone like me who will actually
be able to get somewhere with you." Vejiita shook his head but she paid no mind.
"Just a few visits. Only one if you hate it that much—"
Vejiita stood up
and jumped off the stoop. He kicked a rock and said, "Let's just stop pretending
that I have a choice. I know you and I know that you won't stop bugging me till
I go to your stupid doctor. So, let's just go, okay?" He sank his teeth into the
inside of his lip.
Bulma wasn't quite sure if Vejiita was actually right
or wrong; she knew that she could be vexingly persistent but she usually knew
better than to provoke someone into agreeing just to shut her up. She shook her
head slightly. Well, she had gotten him to agree, at least. Whether or not any
effects would come out of his visits to a doctor were unclear, to say the least.
"Okay!" he snapped. "Would you get in your car already?" She nodded
silently and stood up, fishing her keys out of her pocket. Her sleek,
state-of-the-art Capsule Corporation vehicle was locked up tight, of course. It
looked even more appeasing to thieves next to Craig's car.
And speaking
of which...
Vejiita pivoted and ran back up the stoop and into the
trailer, returning a moment later pushing Craig through the door. Although angry
that he had been pulled from a deep sleep, Craig wasn't so upset when he saw in
what a fine environment he would be traveling.
"Who's car is that?"
Vejiita asked quietly as they pulled into the highway. Craig shrugged from the
back seat, pulling out a pocket knife and cleaning under his nails. "I know it's
not yours. Well?" he continued when Craig nodded in offhandedly.
He
flashed him a wicked grin. "I wouldn't worry too much. That car just happens to
belong to the sister or Sano Tadashi." Vejiita could only give him a weak laugh
and a disbelieving look. He turned around in his seat and put the subject of
Sano Tadashi away for some other time.
Vejiita stared at the
opposite wall, anxiously drumming his index and middle finger on the glossy,
curved wood of the arm chair. The room smelt fake. Fakeness trying to act real
and not even attempting earnestly, further increasing the insincerity of the
room.
His gaze shifted down to the worn toes of the shoes he was
wearing. Purposely, he had dressed entirely in black today in order to show how
negative he was of this entire visitation. But his pessimistic undertones were
made for his usual morose behavior and were swept aside, and he was sent to a
mental clinic with no additional worry.
He rolled his head back and let
it hit the wall. Now he was staring at the ceiling and he decided that he
couldn't have been happier. Unconcernedly he wondered if he would last the
entire session, which he supposed would be about an hour long. He had been
himself the entire morning and most of yesterday too. From past experience, he
knew better than to expect good fortune to last very long at all.
When
his named was called — a simple Vejiita; no last name, or maybe no first name —
he pulled himself out of the chair, stretched and popped a few joints and went
through the door. The atmosphere changed subtly; namely, he felt that it was
less fake but by no means a better place to be than in the lobby.
Exactly forty-nine minutes after Vejiita's name was called, a
dark green car pulled out of a quiet highway of downtown Western Capital and
executed a less-than-perfect parallel-park. A man stepped out, his dark hair
swept back and kept in place by sunglasses. His eyes landed almost immediately
on another man sitting on a bench on the corner of the sidewalk.
Not
bothering to pretend to be surprised seeing him sitting there, Craig sat down
next to Vejiita. He slapped the other man's leg, his usual greeting, and said,
"How was it?"
Vejiita, of course, had left the psychologist's office as
soon as his appointment was over and decided to sit in the sun on a city bench
until Bulma or someone came by to pick him up. Like hell, he decided, was he
going to walk home. He needed time to gather his thoughts anyway. "I would
rather take my eyes out with a spoon than do that all over again."
"That
bad?"
"No," he said, "I just don't like talking about myself."
"That's all you did?" Vejiita nodded. "What did you say?"
"As
little as possible." He looked up and down the street, waiting for a familiar
vehicle to turn around the corner. "I suppose I should have said more but there
wasn't a lot of time to really make my point, with the questions he asked."
"He just interviewed you?"
"No. Are you my ride home?" he said
after a few minutes.
"Huh? Yeah, I am. Get in the fucking car." Craig
stood up and waited for Vejiita to follow him. But he just shook his head and
smirked. "No?"
"Of course I'm not getting in a car with you, you moron,
never again." Craig shrugged.
"Okay, fine, you caught me. That girl told
me to tell you to come home somehow. Like, a bus or walking."
Vejiita
stood up and walked away from Craig. Vejiita was disgusted. He was disgusted
with himself and what was happening, sick of Craig and his stupidity and how
everyone was going to treat him and how everything was falling apart. His life
that he hadn't lived was falling apart and it was his fault. He wasn't sure how
to take it.
He had walked down the block by this time and now he found
himself sitting on another bench. Craig had followed him but gazed at the
displays in the window of the building instead of waiting for a bus with
Vejiita. He hated to admit it, but Craig was an interesting subject. Saiyajin,
sure, why not? But he was like Kakarotto — it was all in his blood. He was so
screwed up, somehow, and had been to so many places that race didn't matter to
him any more. He was just a crazy guy who was too strong for his own good but
didn't have a clue didn't care to get one, either.
Craig could be
closed-lipped in an irritating and almost teasing manner. Only after he had
roomed with Vejiita for a year was the subject of his survival of Vejiita-sei's
destruction was brought up. "I slept through it," he had said.
A long
time after that, however, Craig said out of the blue, "I didn't want to tell you
because I didn't want you to get all mad." Vejiita had been on the floor with
his legs crossed, staring intently at a hundred differently-colored tablets
scattered out on a glossy magazine page. Craig's drugs and Vejiita's drugs, all
mixed together in what could be a dangerous amalgam. Vejiita only volunteered to
sort them out because he didn't want to lose his life by mixing medications like
his roommate did sometimes.
"What are you talking about?" Vejiita
snapped, glancing up.
"Why I'm here today instead of floating around as
space dust. You still curious?" He seemed nervous about something. Vejiita
straightened and stretched, pushing the papers and pills away to take a short
break.
"Yeah. Yes, I am. What, then?"
Craig started right off
blaming his family. His father specifically, then he blamed Vejiita's father and
family. "No loyalty. We didn't try to kill anyone, we just pledged jack shit.
They weren't okay with that, Vejiita." So Craig and his father and a few other
family members were exiled to a certain undisturbed planet far enough away from
Vejiitasei to not be in the thoughts of another soldier of the race. Eventually
they found a way off, through Freeza's orders of planet purging, no doubt. Craig
didn't really know what happened to the rest of his family. He just woke up and
no one was around. He never had a strong urge to go find them, he told Vejiita.
No one he knew had that urge.
Vejiita hadn't said anything back then but
had given Craig the cold shoulder for a few weeks. The funny thing about that
confession was that Vejiita had never thought about it before. He was only
remembering it now. But... it wasn't a foreign memory, misplaced and belong to
another.
It was his memory now.