Fire, burning fire.

That's what pulsed through my veins. I screamed and thrashed against whatever was holding me. I wanted this to end, the pain was too much. I didn't know how long the fire was burning in me, but I soon heard noises other then my screams. My vision, tinted red from the agony, made me blind from the world. As the pain continued the noises became more evident, crying, whispers, my heart beating faster by the moment and at last my screams.

". . . Bella . . . sorry. . ." was what I mostly heard as my hearing got better.

It seemed like forever before something finally changed. I didn't know if this change was good or bad, but the fire was subsiding from my finger and toes. As it subsided from those areas it increased in my heart. My heart was beating faster than I could ever imagine, it was trying to beat the fire. However I knew it was a useless attempt. I hoped whatever happened the pain would end soon. The fire ceased everywhere in my body except my heart, where it was fighting to remain in control. But my heart then faltered one last time before giving out on me entirely.

I died. I thought to myself. But soon after I thought it I knew I was wrong. I could hear everything around me, the cars zooming down the street, the ticking seconds of the clock, and the closest, breathing right next to me. I dared to open my eyes. When I did I saw everything, every line in the ceiling, every dust mite in the air and Jasper sitting on the bed holding me in his arms. I saw all of this in a matter of 3 seconds. However I was across the room in less time than that, listening to a growl escaping my chest. I then re-adjusted myself quickly, when I realized where I was and who I was with.

"Bella?" Jasper said as he slowly came up to me and touched my arm. I then noticed his skin didn't have the same icy feel to it that it normally did. I immediately jumped to conclusions, I was in heaven and God thought I would be funny to have a Jasper-esque angle here with me.

"Jasper?" I said feeling uneasy. I held my hand up and stroked the side of his face. "Jasper is it really you?" I rubbed my thumb across his cheek.

"Yes, Bella it really is me." He whispered. I looked him in the eyes, and pulled him into a hug. A hug which I would never let go. "Ow, Bella, you're hurting me." I pulled away.

"Sorry Jasper, but if I was hurting you does that mean I'm-"

"a vampire? Yes you are." His face fell at the words.

"Why did you change me Jasper? Why?" I asked frantically, pulling away from him.

"It was for my own selfish reason, I knew I wouldn't be able to handle it if you were human so I changed you!" he yelled walking away and running his hands through his hair.

"So I had no say in this." I yelled back.

"I'm sorry Bella." He now whispered.

"So you changed me out of pity, so I could get out of the orphanage!"

"No Bells, I changed you because I love you, not out of pity." I was furious as he came to hug me. He held me tightly for a few seconds before I pushed him off, causing him to crash into the wall.

"Bella, what was that for?" he asked, however I was already opening the window to make a run for it. I was millimeters from jumping when his hand caught my wrist.

"Bella, please, let me explain."

"What is there to say Jasper?"

"That I love you, and want to be with you forever, and I truly am sorry for what I did, but if you put your anger aside I wanted to know if" he bent down on one knee, I was a little confused at first until he got a little black box, "you would do me the honor of being my wife." I stood there shocked.

"It's ok if you don't want to, I know I've been an ass and everything but I-" I cut him off by crashing my lips to his.

"Jasper I can't do the honor of being your wife because the honor would be mine if you were my husband, I would marry you any day." I said crashing my lips to his once more. I now know I am no longer an un-wanted orphan, but a loved vampire with a whole new family.


A:N/ OK I FINALLY FINISHED IT, I ABSOLUTLY HATE HOW THIS CAME OUT BUT IF GUYS LIKED IT WHATEVER. I HIGHLY DOUBT THERE IS GOING TO BE A SEQUAL I KNOW WHAT I SAID BEFORE BUT I CANT WRITE A SEQUAL IM REALLY SORRY!!! I REALLY HOPED YOU GUYS LIKED IT!!

~MAGGIE~