I do not claim any association to Stephanie Meyer or her characters. This story is based off my own fiction novel I am currently writing. I changed the names to get more exposure. Edward, Bella, Emmett, Rose and any other names you see here from the Twilight Saga belong to Stephanie Meyer..I wish I were that lucky! This disclaimer goes through out the entire book. Thanks for reading..I love reviews and feedback! No I do not offend easy so if you have some constructive criticism bring it on, please. Thanks again.. With ever comment and review an angel gets it's wings!

Prologue

I was sitting in the passenger seat of his silver Volvo. Listening to the latest hit station; blaring through his sound system. Everything seemed so surreal. The fact I even was sitting beside Edward was a miracle. He was wearing black slacks, a midnight blue button up shirt with a black tie. I was in a simple pink and white strapless sundress with cute white flats. Today we have been together for a year and he was taking me somewhere, not sure where, he insisted it being a surprise. We turned into LaPush reservation near our hometown just as the sun was begging to set. I saw Rosalie's new car parked by itself, near a gazebo that was lit up with white Christmas lights. Now I understood why he had me dress up. I looked at Edward with wide surprised eyes. He had his classis crooked smile plastered on his face. His smile just intensified my love for him. I couldn't speak, the whole drive I had been bugging him about where we were going, and never once did he give me a tiny clue. He parked his car, and walked to my side to open my door the way he has always done. Rose smiled at us and drove off, waving and blowing us a kiss.

Taking my hand he led me to the gazebo. It was painted white and had built in benches on every side. Soft classical music was playing through a radio I could not see. A table covered in white linen sat in the middle of the gazebo. The table was set for two, with white and gold china plates, and real silver silverware. In the center was a vase full of white and red roses. Looking down, the floor was also covered in red rose petals. I felt like I had walked in to a Disney Princess movie and was being sweep away by my Prince Charming.

Pulling out my chair I sat down still not speaking. Leaning over me Edward kissed the top of my head and ran his fingers though my curled hair. "I hope you're hungry Love", he whispered to me. It was the first words spoken since we pulled up to the state park. I looked at Edward and I was so overwhelmed with joy; I started to feel tears sting my eyes. "Starving", was all I managed to say with out breaking out into tears. He walked away heading toward his car. I watched him pull open the hatchback and fumble with something that sounded like metal being clanked together. A minute later, he was walking back to me carrying a covered silver tray; like a waiter from a fancy restaurant. I fidgeted with my dress, pulling it up, making sure I was not busting out the top. He sat the tray down on the bench by where he was going to be sitting. Lifting off the top I heard him mumble "perfect". Turning around he sat down a Reese cup peanut butter sundae in front of me. I covered my mouth hiding the laugh that was threading to ruin the perfect moment; as the tears I'd been fighting spilled over and ran down my cheeks.

I never did eat the sundae. I stood up and wrapped myself into his arms. I never wanted him to let go, I never wanted this moment to end. I was a Princess and I had my Prince Charming. We started dancing with the music. Not having to speak, our eye met and spoke for us. Leaning in he tipped my chin up and placed a sweet soft kiss on my lips. Looking deep in my eyes he said "I love you beyond comprehension Bella Swan, and one day," he brushed his nose against my cheek moving toward my ear and whispered "I'm going to make you my wife", he kissed my lips again and pulled me closer to him. He led me around the gazebo, our bodies moved as one. Releasing his kiss he let me go and dropped to one knee. My heart pounded as if it were going to explode. He dug in his pocket and pulled out a black ring box. I instinctively covered my mouth with one hand and placed the other over my heart, trying to prevent it from beating out of my chest. He opened the box and inside was the most beautiful engagement ring I'd ever seen. I couldn't hold it in, I started to cry.

"Bella, you are the most important person in my life. I never want a day to pass without you in it. Will you honor me in being my wife?" Edward took my left. I shook my head yes, still unable to speak. "Yes," I finally said thought my tears, "Yes of course I'll marry you!"

"Read the inscription on the band" he handed me the ring to read.

"Your Angel is never far away" I read aloud. I handed it back to him, and he placed it on my finger. I was going to be Mrs. Edward Cullen. He stood up and grabbed me in a big hug lifting me off the ground. We heard a noise from near his car. We turned to see someone approaching us…

I always wake up after that. Covered in sweat and swollen tear stained eyes. I wanted to remember, I want to hold on to him longer. I wanted to hear his voice, but I couldn't. The images that happen that night are so horrid even my subconscious wouldn't allow me to think of it.

There are something's in life I have to accept, one being I will never again be touched by Edward Cullen. It has been six months since Edward's death and I still cannot bring myself to move on. I keep thinking it's not fair, that I should not live on this Earth without him. Yet here I stand; alone. Facing another day; walking in the mists of bodies. But today is not a typical day, today; I face the person who killed my beloved, my angel, my Edward. If I had to do it again, I wouldn't change a single second. I learned the hard way things aren't always as they seem. I know love never is.