This is my first fanfic so be nice!
Disclaimer: I do not own Sonny with a Chance or the characters.
"Good."
"Good."
"Good."
I got tired of it and decided to hang up before he said it again.
Right now I'm sitting in my dressing room getting ready to go home for the night. I couldn't wait because the past week I have been staying at Tawni's because my mom has been visiting back in Wisconsin. But luckily she flew back today so i would finally be returning to my home. I still don't understand why she wouldn't let me stay home alone I mean who wouldn't trust there sweet 16 year old daughter to say home alone for a week? Well, not my mom.
Just when I was about to call my mom myself somebody else called from a number I didn't know.
"Hello?"
"Hi sweetie," it was a women " I'm Becky, I'm your moms cousin. Remember me?"
"Oh, Yeah! I saw you at Aunt Kelly's wedding last year. Whats going on isn't it like," I looked at my watch "12am in Wisconsin?"
"Yeah, i know its late but its the only chance I've got to call you" she paused "Is your mom around?"
I got suspicious and worried "No...Why?
"Well you're mom didn't want to hurt you sweetie but you needed to know" She sighed "You're... Grandmother passed away last Monday and you're mom flew out her for the funeral. I'm sorry."
What? No she is lying lying lying lying I hate her for lying to me why would she tell such a horrible lie?
"No you're Ly-lying to m-me" My voice started cracking
"I sorry but Hun you needed to know you're mom was going to wait until you absolutely needed to know but i thought you should now. I wish i could of told you before the funeral."
I paused for a long time questions fluttering my mind I needed to say something it was so hard to make my mouth move
"How'd she die?" My voice was on the edge
"She was just old..." she drifted off
"She was only 75"
"Yeah bu-" I hung up before she could continue.
That's when I let the tears fall out and I ran outside. I didn't want to talk to anybody see anybody or hear anybody i just wanted to be alone. Now I'm outside at the side of the studio by the exit on the steps staring into nothing and making no noises while the tears ran down my face. I loved my grandmother we were close she kinda filled in when my dad died when I was seven. She was so great. She was the hardest person to say goodbye to when i moved away.
I sat there thinking about her more and more and more and became angry that i didn't get to go to her funeral. But my sadness showed more while my breathing became irregular and high pitchy and the tears came falling down harder. I just looked down and put my face in my hands and cried louder then ever before.
A half a minute after i ran outside i suddenly heared foot steps and looked up immediately and quickly wiped the tears out of my eyes.
"Sonny are are you alright?" Chad asked me
"Yeah I'm fine what are you still doing here?" You could tell by my voice i was crying but i tried to hide it with being harsh. It wasn't working.
"To get some quiet time. Obviously that's not what you were doing." He smirked a little i guess he didn't tell I was crying or he really is a jerk.
"Yeah anyways-" I stopped when a few rain drops fell on me.
"Yeah anyways what?" he looked up " Oh, crap its raining this is a new suite!"
he looked at me again and sat down next to me he looked at my eyes surprised "Hey, are you okay?"
"Yeah I'm fine." I even didn't believe myself.
"You don't look fine. Take my jacket." he started to shake it off "Its no good anyways now" The rain started to pour a little harder.
"I don't want your jacket! I'll be more soaking wet stupid!" I snapped at him I just wanted him to shut up. I needed to think about her. How could I not? Rain was hers and mines favorite thing. This is how i felt close to her, but now...I don't feel like she's anywhere. Just dead.
"Sonny! What is your problem?"
I got in his face "You know what my problem is?" He looked at me surprised nobody has ever seen me this angry "The one person in the world besides my mother that I knew would always be there for me and always care about me died on Monday and my mother didn't even tell me about it so I couldn't even go to her funeral I jus-" I couldn't fish the sentence because by this time i was crying again. I might of been embarrassed but i just didn't care.
Suddenly I felt his arms around me in a sorta awkward hug. I could hear him saying through my crying.
"God, Sonny I'm sorry."
After a few minutes I pulled away and wiped my tears.
"I'm sorry i put this all on you." I turned to him "You can go now if you want."
"Why would I want to go?" He replied
I was confused. He didn't want to go? I knew I Mean I knew that he didn't like crying girls and things not about himself. And this situation consisted of both. So why hasn't he left yet?
"I don't know...I just don't want to make you unconfrodable i guess."[its still raining btw]
"Well that doesn't matter." He paused "We should go inside its pouring out here."
"Yeah okay." We both got up and our faces got really close for a second and my heart started beating really fast but before i knew it I turned away and walked towards the door and forgot the moment. I tried to pull the door open but it wouldn't budge.
"Try to push it open" Chad said and i continued to do that with no luck.
"Crap, this is the only door they are to suppose to keep unlocked."
He sighed "I know." he paused " I could take you home and you could just get your stuff tomorrow."
I looked at him "Yeah, i guess that could work."
We walked to the car in silence but in my head I couldn't shut up I was thinking about what just happen the whole chad actually caring and my grandmother dying it was all to much. And plus looking back i felt really embarrassed for crying like that.
Once we got to the car Chad opened the trunk and took out two towels, he then ran to the car door and unlocked it and got in then unlocked my door. Once I opened the door he handed me one of the towels.
"Put this on your seat." He paused and looked at me "Please?"
I put the towel on the seat and sat down. He then started the car and started driving.
"Wow Chad actually said please?"
"Yeah maybe I'm a new guy."
"I doubt it."
He smirked a little then continued driving
Luckily i cried myself all out for now but I would definitely have to keep my mind off it for the time being so i could continue after i go to bed. For now i just needed distractions.
"So you were uhhh" I tried to think of something " staying late for some quiet time?"
"Yeah its been hectic at my house lately with the new dogs."
"You got dogs? I thought you hated dogs?"
"My point exactly."
I smiled.
"So Sonny I'm sorry about your grandmother and if you don't want to tell anybody about this then that's okay." he blurted out really fast and suddenly.
My smile faded.
"What do you mean? Why would I not tell anybody about this? Chad?" We just looked at each other for a moment until he put his eyes back on the road "What, are you embarrassed of me?"
He just looked away not answering me
"Oh my God you're embarrassed of me! I can't believe-" He interrupted me
"I'm not embarrassed of you okay? It's just the cast of both of our shows would be mad at both me and you if they found out what happened tonight."
"Oh well aren't you caring? Besides its not like we did anything. You just comforted me because" I swallowed "My-grandmother died and then drove me home."
"I know but you know how they over-react"
"Yeah sure whatever"
We sat there for ten minutes in pure silence. The weird part was it seemed natural. But I was still pissed at him. It was obvious that he was embarrassed of me and when my grandmother just died? He is really a jerk.
"FYI I'm not embarrassed of you okay? I could never be embarrassed of you. The Mackenzie falls cast vowed they would 'ruin' you if ANYTHING happened between us even if I just took you home."
I just looked at him surprised not sure what to say so i blurted out-
"Oh."
"So...I just wanted you to know that."
"Okay."
We sat in silence the remainder of the car ride. Once we pulled up we both noticed that the lights were off.
"Crap i forgot to call my mom to tell her i would be home early. Could i borrow your phone? Mines at the studio."
"Yeah." He pulled it out then turned it slightly away from me and started doing something on it.
"What the heck are you doing Chad?"
"Nothing" He smiled
That's when i went in for the kill. I jump over and tried to get the phone from him i pulled it away he pulled it back i even tried to tickle him but it didn't work. Then he finished whatever he was doing and threw the phone on my seat.
"Ha! You'll never know!" By this time he was laughing from the incident and because i was still tickling him. I didn't even realize we were so close until i could feel his breathing on my face, I was laying on him in a very inappropriate way. I was so focused on how close we were I didn't even realize that i stopped tickling him.
"Sonny?"
"Right!" I jumped off of him and took his phone and dialed my moms number. I did not dare to look at him.
"Hello?" Suddenly it I'll came back to me my grandmother dying and my mother lying to me. So i tried to stay cool for Chad, i was acting crazy enough tonight he didn't need to see me crying again.
I put my hand over the phone and whispered "I'm just going to take this outside."
I got out and shut the door. Luckily it was still raining so he wouldn't be able to tell i was crying. Hopefully.
"Mom is there a reason you didn't tell me grandma died?" i started tearing up
"What? uhhh how'd you find out?" She seemed so surprised. Idiot.
"I have family members you know? Maybe they told me?" Hot tears and rain were falling down my face.
"Hunny..." I went to sit down on the rock in front of me house "I'm sorry" she was crying now "I was trying to protect you." Great now i was crying even more now
"I know mom but...I didn't even get to go to her funeral. And I would of liked to go."
"I know but we got it on tape for you! Hunny I'm sorry I wanted to tell you myself I'm driving ill talk about it when I pick you up."
"Oh, Mom Chad took me home I'm already here and I left my bag there with the keys so Chad will stay here with me until you get here."
"Oh okay hunny. Are you okay? I know this might be hard for you I could stay on the phone with you."
"No its okay mom i don't want you to get a ticket ill talk to you when you get home. I Love you.'
"I love you to sweetie Bye."
"Bye"
I hung up the phone then ran back to the car and closed the door then handed back Chad's phone.
"She'll be home in 20 minutes."
"Okay so do you want to listen to music?"
"Yeah okay." I smiled i needed another distraction from my grandmother. Chad was really good choice. I would be crying again soon once my mom was home.
He started flipping through the radio stations then turned to me "Which radio station do you want to listen to?"
"Um.. 98.7."
He then pressed the button that said '1'
"Do you listen to 98.7 a lot?"
"All the time." Maybe we did have more in common then I thought.
Suddenly 'Realize' by Colbie Caliat was coming through the speakers.
Take time to realize That your warmth crashing down on me.
Suddenly I was very aware how close I was to Chad and that I could practically feel his body heat.
If you just realize what I just realized, Then we'd be perfect for each other and will never find another Just realized what I just realized we'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now.
I shifted my wait a little because I was so unconfrodable. I felt like they put this song on to mock me. Because this is exactly how I feel about Chad. The song went on and I got more unconfrodable by the second. Again I couldn't look at Chad, or i wouldn't be able to look away.
It's not always the same no it's never the same if you don't feel it too.
If you meet me half way If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.
Why did they have to play this song?
If you just realize what I just realized then we'd be perfect for each other then we'd never find another Just realize what I just realized we'd never have to wonder Just realize what I just realized
If you just realize what I just realized
OoOoOOo
missed out on each other now missed out on each other now
Realize, realize realize, realize
Thank God its over! Suddenly the back round music was completely gone and I looked at Chad(despite my better judgement) while he turned down the radio.
"Are you okay?" He questioned.
"Yeah I'm fine." I said really fast.
"Okay." He seemed suspicious.
CHAD'S POV
"Okay." I was suspicious I mean the whole time Sonny was moving around and fidgeting and she looked really unconfradable, she seemed kinda like me except luckily she didn't even look at me during the song. Maybe she was just thinking about her Grandmother. Maybe I'll doing something to make her laugh, but Suddenly a new song was playing. The beat was familiar but I couldn't remember the song but I knew I liked it.
What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up and I can't back down I've been losing so much time
Oh, it was 'You and Me' by Life house. Great now i can fidget in my seat once again.
'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to lose And it's you and me and all other people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
Suddenly without helping it I looked at Sonny. I stared at the back of her head it was nice. Even if it was all wet. A second later she looked at me we stared at each other for two seconds then I looked away. Stupid Chad she probably saw my reflection on the car window. Yeah that's what it was.
One of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right I'm tripping on words You've got my head spinning I don't know where to go from here
Could this be any more like me? I'm constantly insulting her and rude to her. At first it was because we were rivals but after oooo a week i really started to like her but what I didn't understand how much I did. I tried to bury the feelings for a long time but after awhile I just couldn't help it I liked her a lot maybe love but I didn't really know how love felt like so i wasn't sure. But out of habit I've been mean to her but the past hour I've been on my best behaviour hopefully it will stay that way with her.
There's something about you now I can't quite figure out Everything she does is beautiful Everything she does is right
I laughed. I actually laughed or chuckled. And of course she heared me. Why I laughed you idiot you ask? Because this song was made for me and Sonny she is definitely hard to figure out and duh she is beautiful.
"Why are you laughing?" She asked she was grinning
"uhhh something funny that happen today."
"Oh well can you tell me?"
"Nope, Its a secret."
She smiled "fine whatever.'
Nice save Chad. I still am a amazing actor. But something funny did happen today. Sonny almost found out she was my screen saver on my phone. Fine laugh it off.
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to lose And it's you and me and all other people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
Suddenly the atmosphere completely changed it went from being unconfrodable and awkward to being right and amazing. Call me crazy but I think she felt it to.
"Sonny?"
"Yeah-ah?"
And that was it. I got closer to her and she just stared at me anticipating what was gonna happen. Well since she wasn't backing away I got closer and closer until our lips meant. It was awesome. I put my right hand on the side of her head and kissed her more. Are lips moved in perfect rhythm. We sat there kissing until the end of the song but it seem to be forever. When it stopped she pulled away a little and she rested her head on mine with her eyes closed. I closed mine too enjoying the moment.
"I-I didn't know you liked me."
"Same here."
"Well then how'd you know i wanted to kiss you?"
"Well it seemed like the right moment."
"You were right."
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