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"Forbidden Love Affair"

A Contest of Hidden Desires

Penname: michellemybelle202

Title of One-Shot: The Doctor's Son

Pairing: Jasper & Edward

POV: Jasper

Rating: M or NC-17

Theme: homosexuality

Word Count: 9,993

Summary: Dr. Whitlock accepts an offer to join Carlisle Cullen's medical practice. Shortly after his arrival in Forks, however, he finds himself instantly attracted to someone he can't have—his new boss's favorite son.

This one-shot is being posted in participation with the above mentioned contest hosted by bemylullaby, goldentemptress, kyla713, miztrezboo, and Nostalgicmiss. Please see any of the aforementioned author's profiles for complete contest information, or see the C2 community 'Forbidden Love Affair, A Contest of Hidden Desires'.

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"Don't you need to leave for the airport soon?" Angela asked me.

"Not yet. Their flight doesn't get in until 1 o'clock, so I'll leave in about an hour and a half," I responded to my assistant.

"My entire afternoon is open, correct? I won't need to come back after I drop them at home?"

"As soon as you sign off on Mr. Banner's chart you're free and clear for the rest of the day," she told me with a smile. Angela had only been with me for about a year now but she had quickly become one of the few people in this town that I felt comfortable with. I could have used a sweet girl like her as a friend when I arrived in Forks three years ago.

Prior to my arrival here I had been floundering in an overcrowded and underfunded hospital in San Antonio. I had completed my residency there and had agreed to stay there as an attending in the emergency room once my program was finished, but after five years in San Antonio I was ready to move on. I had gotten married and then divorced during my time there, and when I made the decision to find a position somewhere else I knew I needed a complete change of scenery.

So, at the age of 31, having never even visited the Pacific Northwest before, I accepted a position at Cullen Family Practice in the tiny town of Forks, Washington. I found a great house on the river and though it needed some extensive remodeling to meet my tastes, I was excited at the prospect of taking on the work myself.

Forks was smaller than any place I had lived before, and there didn't seem to be too many people my age with whom I had much in common—although it's not as if I was the type of person who made friends easily to begin with. But between my new job at the practice, the ER shifts I took on at the hospital, and my remodeling project, I didn't have too much time to dwell on my loneliness.

Besides me, there were three other doctors in the practice that Carlisle Cullen had begun right out of his residency almost 20 years ago. Like Dr. Cullen, Dr. Gerandy and Dr. Jackson were both significantly older than I was. When I was hired I joined the practice under the stipulation that I undergo a six month probationary period, during which I could be let go for any reason. This was a common practice in the industry and allowed Dr. Cullen and the other doctors to ensure that I would fit in well at the practice before I joined them permanently.

About a month and a half after my arrival in Forks my remodeling was coming along nicely, but a plumbing problem forced me to hire an outside company to do some work. The job would leave me without water for a full week, and when Carlisle discovered that I was intending to stay in the local motel during that time, he put his foot down.

"That's nonsense! Esme and I have more than enough room. She would have my head if she found out I had allowed you to stay anywhere but with us," he explained.

"I don't want to impose, Carlisle. Didn't you say that your kids will be arriving home from school for the summer soon?"

"Edward just finished his finals so he should arrive probably by Monday or Tuesday, but Alice won't be finished for another week. Esme is flying down to L.A. on Monday to help her move into the apartment she'll be living in next semester. And since Emmett has his own place now it will just be Edward and me for the week."

I'd heard countless stories about Carlisle's three children and was looking forward to meeting them. Emmett, the oldest, had recently started his own construction firm in Forks. He was engaged to his longtime girlfriend and they were to be married in the fall. Edward was following in his father's footsteps and had just completed his first year of medical school at Stanford, and anyone could tell from the way that Carlisle spoke about him that he was clearly the favorite. Carlisle had arranged an internship for Edward at the hospital for the summer, and the plan was that after graduating he would join our practice. Alice was the youngest and was about to finish her sophomore year at UCLA where she was majoring in business.

"I appreciate this Carlisle. You've made me an offer that I can't refuse."

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I hadn't yet visited the Cullens' home, but knowing Carlisle I wasn't surprised by the grandeur I found when I arrived there Monday night. Carlisle greeted me at the door where he gave me a spare key to use for the week and then showed me to a guest room on the third floor that had a private bathroom and looked to have been professionally decorated.

Work on Tuesday brought nothing out of the ordinary, and my mood was light as I made my way back to the Cullens' that evening. I pulled into the long driveway and parked next to a Volvo that I assumed must belong to young Edward. I entered the house through the side door that opened into the kitchen, and found myself slightly awed at the sight before me.

He had his back to me as he stood resting his hip against the edge of the counter, but I immediately knew that he was beautiful. He was tall, maybe only an inch shorter than me, and I could clearly make out his muscular back beneath the sweat-drenched gray t-shirt that clung to him. He had his head tipped back and was greedily gulping from a Gatorade bottle.

He didn't appear to have noticed my presence, which was a good thing because he would have found me openly gaping at him. And if I hadn't been holding my suit jacket in front of me, he might also have noticed the raging hard-on I was sporting. I had never had such an intense physical attraction to anyone before, and certainly not to another man.

Though I considered myself straight and had been married to a woman, I had had a sexual relationship with a man before. Peter was my college roommate, and when an early spring blizzard had kept us from the bars for an entire weekend we got drunk off of Absolut and he initiated a more satisfying alternative to studying. After that weekend we had been together on a few other occasions, but only when both of us had struck out with the ladies at the weekend parties.

That had been many years ago, however, and so I was stunned at my reaction to Edward. After a few more moments of staring I had the presence of mind to shut the door behind me, and the vibrations caused Edward to turn his head in my direction. When he noticed me he pulled the ear buds from his ear and dropped them and his iPod onto the counter.

"You must be Dr. Whitlock. I'm Edward," he said with a grin as he reached out his hand for me to shake.

I stepped forward to take it and reveled in the soft feel of his skin and the strength of his long, elegant fingers. After insisting that he call me "Jasper," we talked for a few minutes before I escaped to the guest room, claiming a need to cleanse myself of a day's worth of hospital grime. My cold shower wasn't successful in curing me of my erection, though, so I flipped the water to hot and indulged myself… I approached Edward from behind as he stood in the kitchen and pressed myself to his sweaty back. I reached around him and slipped my hands under his t-shirt and up his bare abs and chest. He moaned as I suckled his neck and thrust my hard cock against his ass… I didn't get much further than that when I climaxed into my hand.

Afterwards I made my way back downstairs and found Edward had also cleaned up and changed out of his running clothes. He asked if I wanted to order some food, explaining that his dad would be gone for the evening at a board meeting for a local charity he was a part of. Once the food arrived we settled into the living room couches and ate and talked while watching the Yankees pummel the Mariners on the family's flat-screen.

We joked and laughed for several hours, and our conversation covered everything from my adjustment to Forks, the Mariners' chances in the AL West this season, and his most recent ex-girlfriend who he generally referred to as "the Harpy." When our discussion moved to his future plans, I was surprised when he openly admitted to going into medicine purely out of a desire to please his father.

"He's a royal pain in the ass sometimes, and it's just easier to do the things that I know will make him happy. It's not like I'll be miserable as a doctor, and I'd rather just give him what he wants then have to argue with him about it. I can't even say that I resent him for all the pressure he puts on me—I know I'll have a successful future and it also means that he'll stay off of Emmett and Alice's backs."

Finally, after chatting until well past 1 a.m., I declared it my bedtime, and after promising to meet him for an early morning run before work I headed upstairs to get some sleep.

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For the rest of the week we met to go running each morning and then got together in the evening to eat dinner and hang out. We got along extremely well, and though I was of course still physically attracted to him and fantasized about him in the shower frequently, I never showed my hand and decided I didn't want to risk the only real friend I had in Washington.

Saturday was my last day at the Cullens' and I was more than a little sad that my time there was coming to an end. After our morning run and my shower, I stood in my room wearing nothing but a towel as I searched for something clean to wear. I looked up when I heard a knock on the door and Edward strolled in with the CD he had made me promise to listen to. He stopped short, though, when he saw my barely-dressed state, and I could have sworn I saw his cheeks flush. He stared for a moment, and then realizing what he was doing he apologized for barging in and left abruptly. I was slightly puzzled by his reaction, but was honestly pleased by it as well.

After tugging on some jeans and a t-shirt I went downstairs where I found him concentrating at the piano. For the rest of the day the mood around the house was tense, where previously it had always been light. I made conversation with Carlisle and watched a Bond marathon on TV, while Edward kept to himself. After a dinner of leftover takeout Carlisle was called in to the hospital for a patient emergency and Edward disappeared to his bedroom. By 10 o'clock I decided to head to bed, resigned that I wouldn't be seeing Edward again that night.

However, sleep refused to come to me that night. Finally, at 1 a.m. I gave up trying. With the intention of finding something to watch on TV, I crept out of the guest room and down the hall. But, when I passed Edward's room I could hear him muttering and realized he couldn't sleep either. I knocked on his door and his muttering stopped abruptly.

After a short moment of silence Edward called out a "Yeah?"

I turned the knob and cracked the door. The room was completely dark and Edward was lying on his back in the middle of his large bed. His covers were tossed back and he was wearing only a pair of dark boxers. Seeing that it was me at his door, he quickly propped himself up onto his elbows and eyed me quizzically.

"Can't sleep?" I asked.

"No. But I never sleep much anyway," he responded.

"You should be exhausted after that run we had this morning."

"Same could be said for you."

I stepped fully into his room and after a second of thought, closed the door behind me. Once my eyes had adjusted to the darkness, I made my way toward him.

"Well, I've been thinking about something that I just can't get off of my mind," I told him. He watched warily as I took the last few steps and stood next to him against the side of his bed.

"What's on your mind then?"

"I think you know what's on my mind, Edward."

I sat down on the edge of his bed and heard his breath pick up considerably. When he didn't say anything I leaned toward him and raised my hand to run a finger across his bottom lip. He made no response, but kept his gaze locked on my face. When he made no move to stop me I licked my lips and leaned forward even further still and pressed them against his lips.

Edward remained completely rigid, but since he still did nothing to stop me, I remained seated but moved my hands so they were pressed against his bed on either side of his hips and put more of my weight behind the kiss. I brushed my lips along his and softly worked my top lip in between his lips. I pulled his bottom lip between my own and sucked it lightly before running the tip of my tongue along it. Edward exhaled heavily at that, and parted his lips slightly. Seizing my opportunity I slipped my tongue into his open mouth. I raised one hand and pressed it to the back of his neck and then slid it into his hair. It was gloriously soft, just as I had fantasized it would be. I grabbed his locks and pressed his face closer to mine. My tongue found his and started to massage it. Edward finally surrendered to me and began to move his tongue against mine, tentatively at first but then more purposefully. I moaned at his acquiescence and eagerly pressed my mouth even harder against his.

After a few moments I dropped the hand that was in his hair and placed it back on the bed. Shifting more of my weight onto my hands I gently pressed harder against his mouth to nudge him back. He slowly reclined until he was lying fully on his back, and without breaking our connection, I shifted until I was leaning over him on my hands and knees and then began to lift my left leg to bring it over his body so that I could hover over him.

At my movement Edward pulled away and he sounded apprehensive when he asked, "What are you doing?"

"It's all right. I'm just getting comfortable."

Although he still looked wary, Edward didn't protest as I slowly lowered myself down over him, keeping my weight on my knees and forearms as I returned my lips to his. When we finally broke for air I tilted my head away from his mouth and started to kiss along his jaw. I kissed up toward his ear and then back down to his chin, where I lightly nipped the skin there. As I moved down his throat he tilted his head back to give me better access, and I smiled at the realization that though he still seemed guarded, he wasn't ready for me to stop. He soon lifted his arms from his sides and lightly gripped my waist.

When my mouth reached his Adam's apple I sucked on it briefly and then moved down to the hollow at the base of his throat to swirl my tongue there, eliciting a delicious moan from him. I brought one hand to his chest, and as I moved my mouth back to his I began to rub small circles over the part of his chest that I could easily reach. I had seen Edward's beautifully muscled bare torso on a couple of occasions, but feeling it was even better than I had imagined. I ran my fingers across his abdominal muscles and he tensed and released them at my touch. When I moved my fingers to the V of his hips, he moaned into my mouth once more.

I shifted once again and brought my right leg to rest in between his. My upper body was pressed against his right side but my legs were now tightly straddling his right leg, and I was suddenly able to feel his hard-on against my thigh. I shifted my hips into his side so that he could feel my own erection.

Having stopped kissing while I shifted my position, our mouths were now a few inches apart and our gazes locked. Keeping my eyes on his, I slowly and deliberately moved my hand until my fingers rested on top of the waistband of his boxers. Edward's breathing sped considerably and his hooded eyes followed my fingers as I moved them even lower to brush along his erection.

"Edward, I want to make you feel good. Please let me make you feel good."

He clenched his eyes shut and sucked in a breath and then slowly nodded his head.

I eased my hand inside his boxers until I found his cock. I moved them down just low enough to release his impressive length, and it sprung free.

Edward opened his eyes and his gaze followed my movement as I licked the length of my hand several times until it glistened with my saliva and then lowered it back to his cock. Using firm pressure I grabbed him at the base and then with two quick strokes I moved to the tip and back. Edward groaned and clenched his eyes again, so I leaned my mouth back to his and engaged him in a soft and slow kiss while my hand continued to pump him steadily. Soon he began to rock his hips in time with my pace and brought a hand up to clench his fist in my hair.

As he neared his release, he pulled his mouth from mine and buried his face in my shoulder. As his muffled moans got progressively louder I put my mouth to his ear.

"Edward, you're such a sweet boy. I just want you to feel good… God you're so beautiful. Such a beautiful boy… Come for me Edward. It's all right, just let go now. Just let yourself feel this, feel me touching you."

Suddenly he sucked in a gulp of air and threw back his head. His hips stilled and then with one final thrust into my hand, he came. Hard. I let go of his softening cock and reached over to grab the box of tissues from his nightstand. I quickly wiped him and my hand clean, and then I pulled his boxers back up to cover him. I then grabbed his hip and pulled him so he was lying on his side facing me, with our chests pressed together and slid one arm under his head so that he could nestle in against my shoulder while I ran the other hand slowly up and down his back. As his breathing slowed and he drifted to sleep, I finally let myself relax. Though touching him had left me fully aroused and I hadn't had a release, getting to see the look on his face when he came from my touch made it all worth it.

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When I awoke the next morning I opened my eyes to find Edward still in my arms and looking like an angel in his sleep. I knew that I needed to get up soon, because Carlisle could arrive home at any time, and we couldn't risk being caught. But the idea of disturbing his sleep in order to detangle myself from him and having to leave him was heartbreaking. I didn't know how he would feel about last night's events in the light of the morning, and I dreaded the possibility that he would regret what we had done. However, Carlisle's reaction to finding me in his son's bed would likely border on murderous, and I decided to bite the bullet and get it over with.

I lifted my hand and softly brushed my fingertips over Edward's cheek and kissed his forehead. As he started to stir I softly whispered his name and moved my hand to caress the back of his neck.

"Good morning," I whispered when he finally opened his eyes.

He stared at me for a moment, and then greeted me with a quiet "G'morning" of his own.

I leaned forward tentatively and pressed a soft kiss to his lips, and then pulled back slightly. Edward surprised me when he leaned forward to kiss me again, but I quickly recovered and parted my lips for his warm tongue. As he explored my mouth I realized that with my thigh still wedged between his legs I could feel his hard morning wood against me. I shifted my leg against it and he hissed.

As our kiss grew heated, I again took the initiative and rolled him onto his back and rested my body atop his. I thrust my hips into his and he groaned. Soon we were sharing an urgent, frantic kiss and grinding our erections together. When Edward pulled away to catch his breath I grinned at him.

"I want to make you feel good again." His eyes grew wide and I didn't wait for a response as I started dropping hot, wet kisses down his throat and onto his chest. When I reached his nipples I flicked them with my tongue and Edward gasped. I kissed down his stomach where I traced the definition of the muscles with my tongue. By the time I plunged my tongue into his belly button Edward was softly whimpering.

When my lips reached the trail of light hair that disappeared under his boxers, I hooked my fingers into the waistband and looked up into Edward's eyes. He watched me intently as I slowly pulled his boxers all the way off. I lay back down between his legs and, holding my weight above him on my elbows, lowered my mouth to his cock and swiped my tongue across the head. Edward immediately thrust his hips up while throwing his head back with a loud grunt. After one more swirl across his tip I took him into my mouth.

"Oh fuck… Oh God, Jasper," he managed to cry out in between his panting breaths.

I hadn't given a man head since college, but at the sensation of his warm, hard dick in my mouth I reacted purely on instinct, moving up and down over his shaft quickly while periodically stopping to swirl my tongue around his the head. Soon Edward gripped my hair and set the rhythm for me while rocking his hips at the same pace. As I allowed him to fuck my mouth I brought up one hand to massage his balls. His moaning grew progressively louder and occasionally soft curses fell from his lips.

After just a few minutes Edward warned me, between heavy gasps, that he was about to come. I kept him in my mouth and as his cock thrust to the back of my throat one last time he released into me. I swallowed it down and quickly licked him clean. With one last gentle tug on his balls I crawled back up his body and ravaged his mouth with my tongue. I wanted him to taste himself on me; taste the cum that I elicited and then swallowed for him.

When my own cock throbbed with need, I couldn't hold out any longer and thrust it against Edward's hip. I desired Edward's touch, but since I was positive he had never been with a man before, I knew that asking him to get me off this soon might scare him off for good. With that in mind I quickly rolled off of him and onto my back with a sigh.

Edward looked at me nervously. "I don't know if I can—"

"Edward, it's all right. I understand. But you won't mind if I take care of myself?"

Edward shook his head and stared as I lowered my boxers and grabbed my aching cock. I closed my eyes and began to pump myself, imagining it was his hand on me. When I felt the bed shift next to me I looked over and saw Edward return to my side with something in his hand. It was small bottle of lube.

I quirked an eyebrow at him and he gave me a sheepish grin. He shrugged as he explained, "I haven't had sex since The Harpy and I broke up three months ago… I was starting to get a little raw."

I expected him to hand me the bottle, so he did next left me thoroughly surprised. He dispensed some lube into his hand and then tentatively reached down and gripped my cock. He glanced quickly up to my face and then back down to his hand as he slowly pumped me.

I desperately wanted to watch his face so I could see the emotions displayed there as he jerked me off, but I couldn't bring myself to tear my eyes away from his beautiful, strong hand as it glided over my dick. I was mesmerized that Carlisle Cullen's son, who I'd met only days before but had felt an instant desire for, was now bringing me the most intimate and intense type of pleasure. Soon I was thrusting myself into his hand and I found myself unable to control anything that was coming out of my mouth.

"Oh fuck yes… Oh God yes… Don't stop. Never stop… So fucking beautiful… "

Only moments later I reached orgasm with a long, loud moan, and my hips fell back to the bed. When I finally turned my eyes toward Edward's I was stricken by the panicked look on his face.

"I think my father's home."

Shit.

With what little strength I could muster I rose out of Edward's bed and yanked my boxers back up. After chancing a look to make sure the coast was clear, I jogged down the hall and back to my room. Just as I closed my door I heard Carlisle's heavy footsteps as he made his way into the kitchen.

After a quick shower I repacked the two duffel bags I'd brought with me, remembering that after my shift today I would be returning to my house. On my way down the hall I stopped outside Edward's bedroom, but moved along when I heard his shower running. Once I made it downstairs with my bags I found Carlisle rummaging through the refrigerator. I was uncomfortable at the prospect of facing him after what I'd just been doing with his favorite son, but I also couldn't risk being so rude as to leave my new boss' home after a week of hospitality without so much as a 'thank-you.'

Luckily Carlisle was exhausted from a long night at the hospital and was, like me, not inclined to have a long conversation. I thanked him again for putting me up and promised to see him at work the next day.

When I arrived at the hospital I was dreading a lazy Sunday shift where I would have too much time on my hands obsess over the events of last night. However, not long after my arrival a few difficult cases were admitted and I was kept busy most of the day. Although I didn't have much time to myself, I was hard for most of the day, because every spare moment that I did have was devoted to the memories of Edward's hand on my dick and his tongue in my mouth.

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I called Edward when I arrived home Sunday night, but when he didn't answer I left a brief message promising to see him at work the next day and wishing him luck for his first day. I didn't see him again until Monday afternoon when I found him feeding a dollar bill into a 4th floor soda machine.

I approached him under the guise of inquiring how his first day was going. However, when he turned to look at me I was startled by the glower on his face.

"Not here," he growled at me before stalking away quickly. His behavior stung, but I thought maybe he was afraid people might be suspicious of our relationship.

However, I quickly realized that his anger was not short-lived. For the rest of the week every attempt I made to contact him or make casual conversation at work was rebuffed. He was resignedly polite to me in the presence of others, especially his father, but that was the extent of our contact.

At first I worried that I had taken things too far and had somehow taken advantage of him, but that worry eventually slipped away as my own anger grew. It wasn't as if Edward wasn't a grown man who could have stopped me at any point.

By Friday afternoon the situation remained unresolved, and I welcomed the freedom of the weekend, having grown tired of spending each day consumed by my thoughts of Edward's rejection.

I spent Saturday alone working on my remodeling project, and luckily I had plenty old drywall to take my frustrations out on. I was angry with Edward's response to our situation, and I was angry with myself for not being able to put this situation behind me. I've had plenty of one-night-stands in my adulthood and if I were smart I would write this off and move on.

But obviously I'm not smart. Not only did I initiate a sexual encounter with the son of my new boss, which would be awkward all on its own, but I did so only one month into my six-month probationary period. If Carlisle were to learn of my indiscretion with his cherished Edward, I had no doubt he would invoke his right to terminate my position at his practice. And now, even though Edward was offering me the perfect opportunity to forget the entire incident and go on about my life, I couldn't get him out of my head.

After several hours sweating through my aggravation, I called it a day and jumped in the shower. I was surprised when my doorbell rang just as I was stepping out of the bathroom and I reached the front door just as I finished pulling my t-shirt down over my chest. I was stunned to find Edward standing on my porch.

"What are you doing here?"

"I need to talk to you. Can I come in?" The blank expression on his face gave me no clue as to his current mood.

"Why not?" I attempted to answer nonchalantly.

As soon as the door closed behind him Edward dropped his eyes to the floor, and I stared at the top of his head while I waited for him to speak. After several minutes of awkward silence I cleared my throat impatiently and he finally lifted his eyes.

"I'm not gay," he said suddenly.

"Okay," was the only response I could think to give.

"I've slept with a lot of women." When I remained silent, he continued, "And I loved it. Before I met you I never once imagined what it would be like to be with a guy. I mean, Christ, I don't know what the fuck is going on here. We were just friends, and then all of a sudden I'm getting hard thinking about you in the shower after our runs. And then when you came to my room… If that had been any other guy I would have punched his fucking lights out."

He seemed genuinely distressed, and I decided to let him off the hook. "Look Edward, I don't go around doing that either. But I can't lie, I've never been attracted to anyone like I am to you. But nothing else has to happen. We can go back to being friends and forget about this."

"God! That's the thing though—I can't forget about it. I spent a week trying to convince myself that it didn't matter, but it didn't work. The memory of that night and the next morning replays in my head over and over, and I feel like I want to puke every time I think that I might never get to feel that again."

He looked a little panicky as he finished his diatribe, and I hated to see him so upset so I stepped toward him and lifted my hand to cup his cheek. His eyes closed and he leaned into my touch. Right then I knew that nothing else needed to be said.

I led him by the hand up the stairs to the master bedroom. Once inside the dimly lit room Edward looked at me and he seemed a little lost. As I stood in front of him I reached up and stroked his cheek and I used my other hand to grasp his hip and pull myself closer to him.

"Edward, my sweet boy, just relax. Allow whatever feels right to happen."

I slowly tilted my head towards him and nuzzled my nose against his and then pressed a sweet kiss to his warm lips.

Edward put his own hands on my hips and drew me even closer as he nipped and licked my bottom lip before slipping his tongue into my mouth. I moaned at his forwardness, and my hands quickly found their way back into his silky hair. Then it was his turn to moan as I gently tugged on his bronze locks. As our kiss grew more urgent his hands began to wander up and down my sides before he brought them down to the hem of my t-shirt. He slowly tugged it upwards and I lifted my arms so he could remove it completely. While we were parted I took the opportunity to strip him of his shirt as well.

We resumed our kissing and my fingers soon landed on his belt buckle which I began to unclasp. As my fingers next moved to the button of his jeans he slid his own hands down my sides and inside my sweatpants. He pulled his lips away with a low gasp followed by a long groan when he realized that I had neglected to put on boxers after my shower. I grinned at him.

"No time. Someone was at the door."

I quickly discarded his jeans and boxers and he pushed my sweats down my legs until they were low enough that I could kick them off. I gently coaxed him onto his back on my bed and I crawled in next to him. We lay on our sides facing each other and continued kissing as our hands eagerly explored one another's bodies. Soon we were both unbearably hard and I moved my kissing to his chest and abdomen. I looked up to meet his eyes.

"Edward, I want to make you feel good. I promise that you'll feel good, and I'll stop if you want me to. Is that all right? Will you let me?"

"Please, Jasper."

I quickly reached into the nightstand and pulled out a bottle of lubricant. I then turned back to Edward, who was still lying on his side, and scooted down the bed until my face was level with his groin. He groaned as I took his cock into my mouth and I in turn moaned at the connection I felt to him as soon as our bodies were joined once again. I sucked him deeply into my mouth several times before I paused to apply some of the lube to my fingers. I then pulled his top leg toward me by the knee and rested his thigh on my shoulder. I brought my fingers to his rectum and spread some of the lube around his entrance before dipping a single finger inside of him. He moaned and bucked his hips, and I took him out of my mouth long enough to ask him if he still wanted me to do this. He gave me another breathless "Please, Jasper" before I continued.

As I worked my finger in and out of him I slowly began to feel him loosening and relaxing, so I added a second finger. By the time I inserted the third finger he was moaning and thrusting wildly into me. He quickly reached his orgasm as I stroked his prostate, and I swallowed his cum and licked him clean before nudging him onto his back and climbing up to hover over him. I kissed him deeply again and he hummed against my lips in satisfaction. Though his body language told me that he had thoroughly enjoyed himself, I wanted to confirm that he was all right.

"Mmmm, Edward, my sweet boy. You did so well. Did you enjoy that?"

"God yes, Jasper."

"How do you feel?" I asked.

"Fucking amazing," he murmured against my lips. He was clearly impatient to end the conversation and continue the kissing. I didn't argue.

We continued making out and fondling one another lazily for a while before our movements became frantic once again. I sought friction for my hard-on by pressing it against Edward's stomach, and I noticed that his cock was returning to attention as well. When we finally broke apart for air I couldn't keep my desire to myself any longer.

"Oh God, Edward, I want you. I need to be inside you so badly. Can I have you?"

"Yes, Jasper. Please." My heart thundered as he answered me and I was almost overcome with my lust for him.

Edward watched me with hooded eyes as I lifted myself up to my knees and grabbed a condom from the nightstand, quickly rolling it on. I kept him on his back and prompted him to bend his knees and stretch his legs open wide for me. I applied more of the lube to my now-covered erection and then slid my fingers back in to stretch him a bit more. When he was ready I placed myself at his entrance and leaned over and kissed his forehead and then his lips.

I lowered myself so that I was hovering just above him with my weight on my knees and elbows which were resting on either side of him. After one more quick kiss to his lips I pushed forward and stopped once the head was fully inside him. Edward fisted his hands in the sheets and took a deep breath, and then I pushed in further until I was all the way in.

He was so tight and warm around my cock that I feared I would come as soon as I was fully inside him. I fought desperately against my natural urge to thrust in and out of him and kept still while I waited for him to adjust to me. I felt a twinge of guilt when I caught him grimacing in discomfort, but I knew that this initial pain would be worth it once his body acclimated to the intrusion.

Just as I thought my self control had finally ended and I wouldn't be able to hold out much longer I felt Edward shift against me slightly, and my body involuntarily reacted by bucking into him. He groaned loudly and turned his head so that his cheek fell to the bed. I buried my face in his neck and began to thrust slowly in earnest, unable to control my moans.

Soon I lost control over my mouth and I started talking, which is something I would soon come to realize happened whenever I was close to a naked Edward Cullen.

"Oh God, Edward... My sweet boy, so fucking amazing. God, I love to be inside you… Had to have you, had to take you… Need you… Mmmm, love fucking you. I'll never stop. Can't ever stop…"

Edward's moaning began to rise in pitch and my panting grew louder as my thrusts became more and more erratic. When I knew for certain I couldn't hold off my longer I begged Edward to join me.

"Almost there. Come with me Edward."

I turned my head and pressed my teeth into his shoulder and Edward fell over the edge. I felt his hot cum coat both our stomachs and I came hard into the condom. I thrust twice more and finally stilled inside of him. Edward relaxed his legs and slid them flat against the bed, and after taking a moment to catch my breath I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and rolled us until we were both lying on our sides.

We lay still in each other's arms for a few more minutes while I softly stroked Edward's messy hair and sweaty back. We eventually got up to shower together and I helped Edward wash his spent body. Afterward he called home and told his parents that we'd had several beers while watching a baseball game, so he would spend the night on my couch rather than drive home. When he finally climbed into bed with me he curled up on his side and I wrapped myself around his back, holding him tightly.

I awoke to find us in the same positions we fell asleep in the night before, but I didn't fear awkwardness or regret like I had the morning of our previous encounter. When Edward finally roused he smiled lazily at me and though he was tired and I'm sure pretty sore, he was anxious to make love again. We spent the day lounging around my house, and when he finally left for home that evening we kissed sweetly at the door.

We shared an unspoken agreement that the true nature of our relationship needed to remain a secret. We spent the rest of the summer finding ways to be together as often as we could. We saw each other all day long at work, and he spent most evenings at my place eating takeout and watching the Mariners games on TV. He often spent the weekends helping me remodel the house, although a sweaty, bare-chested Edward often led me to take many more breaks than I would have indulged in had I been working alone.

We remained completely discrete and Carlisle never showed any hint that he suspected our relationship was anything more than a strong friendship. My position at the practice remained safe, and once my probationary period had concluded I was made an official partner.

x-x-x-x-x

After finishing up my charts and noticing it was finally time to leave for the airport I hopped up from my desk and gathered my things. As I locked the door behind me and made my way down the hall, I passed Nurse Mallory and had to laugh to myself at the memory of the day that summer when the mere sight of her talking to Edward had me seething with jealousy.

It was a Thursday in mid-July when I had rounded the corner down the hall from my office on my way to the nurses' station. I spotted Edward leaning against the counter in conversation with the new nurse. Upon Lauren Mallory's arrival at the hospital she quickly became enamored with Edward and tried daily to corner him into accepting a dinner invitation. Though he always politely declined and did his best to avoid her altogether, that didn't stop my desire to drag him away from her and into a deserted examination room every time I had to witness her shameless flirting.

As I approached the counter where he was standing, I heard the tail end of Edward's newest excuse for why he was unavailable that evening. Once he noticed my arrival he turned to me, and I interrupted before he had a chance to speak.

"Edward, I have some free time right now if you'd like to discuss the research on blood disorders you've been doing for me." My voice was terse, but that's about all the politeness I was able to muster. He jumped at the chance to get away from Mallory and followed me back down the hall to my office.

Once the door was closed I quietly flipped the lock and turned to look at Edward. "God Jasper, I really didn't think she was going to take 'no' for an answer this time. I was seriously considering faking a seizure or something before you came along and gave me an excuse to escape."

"Are you sure you wouldn't like to have dinner with Nurse Mallory? You're not interested in finding out if her homemade lasagna is really all it's cracked up to be?" I asked.

"What?" Edward went on, "Jas, you know it's not like that--"

"Oh, do I know that?" I asked, cutting him off. "Because I'm not so sure right now. You looked like you might have been flirting with her back there."

He started to protest, but stopped and immediately tensed as I raised my right arm and slowly trailed my hand from the collar of his crewneck t-shirt down his chest and over the muscles of his stomach. "I think maybe you need a little reminder of who you belong to."

When my hand reached the hem of his shirt I slid it over until it was pressed firmly against his right hip and then took two steps so I was now standing directly behind him with my arm wrapped around his waist. I pressed my chest to his back and leaned down to whisper in his ear.

"Hmm? Maybe I need to remind you that you're mine? Show you that your body responds to me in ways it never could for someone else?"

I drew my tongue along the curve of his ear, and when I reached the lobe I bit it sharply and then flicked it quickly with my tongue. Edward quietly gasped and his breathing grew labored.

"Or maybe we should show Ms. Mallory? I'll invite her to join us here and she can watch you drop to your knees and suck my cock. She'll hear you moan around me and see how much you love it when I fuck your sweet little mouth."

As I whispered to him I slowly began to run my hand along his stomach over to the other hip and then back again. Edward shifted his weight and groaned softly when I began to lightly finger the waistband of his boxer briefs that were sticking out slightly above his scrub bottoms.

"Do you think she'll get turned on, Edward, when I bend you over my desk and slide into you? How could she not? It's so fucking sexy when you cry out my name while I'm fucking you. Because you love when I'm inside you, don't you? Filling you up? Moving with you and making us one?"

Edward only whimpered, so I lifted my left arm to grab his left hip sharply and repeated harshly, "Don't you?"

"God, yes!" he cried softly and pressed himself more firmly back against me, his ass rubbing against my growing erection. I lowered my eyes and looked over his shoulder to see his own erection was straining against the fabric of his pants.

"Mmmm, Edward. You're so hard for me, aren't you my beautiful boy?" Edward moaned affirmatively, and I dropped several wet, open-mouthed kisses along his neck while slipping my right hand inside his boxers to palm his erection. No longer able to stand still for another moment, Edward turned quickly in my arms and pressed his mouth to mine, forcing his tongue between my lips. He roughly explored my tongue with his while he simultaneously ground his erection against my own. We both groaned at the contact.

As I brought my arms up to rip off his shirt he did the same to me, and I followed by pulling the drawstring of his pants. I then walked him backwards toward my desk and when we reached it I yanked down both his pants and boxers and he eagerly kicked them off along with his shoes. I pressed down on his shoulders to get him to sit on the edge of the desk and when he complied I crouched low enough to lick the bead of pre-cum from his tip. He cried out and I quickly rose to press my lips against his as a silent reminder that we needed to be quiet.

"God, it's been days since I've fucked you, Edward," I murmured against his lips. "Need to be inside you. Need you now."

"I want you, Jasper. So badly. Please!" Edward punctuated his plea by undoing the knot in my scrub pants and pulling them down along with my boxers. He grabbed my erection and, using my pre-cum as lubrication, pumped it twice. I grunted at the feeling and pushed him down to lie on his back, and then reached over him to the other side of the desk and into the top drawer to grab lube and a condom from the stash I kept there. As I straightened back up to my full height I reached down and helped Edward to bend his legs and lift them up until his feet were anchored against the edge of the desk, level with his gorgeous ass.

I had to stop and admire him for just a moment as he lay there panting and wide open and ready for me. Standing between his legs I leaned over him and kissed him softly and slowly. When I pulled back I looked into his green eyes, darkened with lust for me, and whispered, "I'm going to make you feel so good my angel boy. Let me make you feel good."

He then thrust his hips up against mine and I chuckled at his impatience before standing up. I ripped open the condom wrapper and rolled it over my erection and then applied a generous amount of the lube to my fingers. I slowly circled his entrance with just my index finger before slipping it inside him. He moaned softly at the intrusion, and after preparing him for a moment he was soon ready for me.

Clutching his hips for leverage and keeping my eyes locked with his, I pressed my cock against him and slowly pressed into him. He moaned my name as I slid in fluidly the rest of the way until I was fully seated within him. I stilled for a moment to enjoy the delicious pressure of his tight ass enveloping me, before I began thrusting steadily in and out of him. He continued to whisper my name over and over until the pleasure quickly rendered him incoherent in his murmurings. As I fucked him we both became sweaty from our exertion and I dug my fingers into his soft skin as my hands tried to maintain purchase on his slippery hips.

We were both startled when my Blackberry began to ring on the edge of the desk where I had left it earlier, and I immediately recognized the ringtone as Carlisle's.

If he only knew what I was doing at this moment. The thought caused me to grin wickedly.

Ignoring the ringing phone I lowered myself until my chest was pressed against Edward's and I removed my hands from his hips so that I could slide my arms under his body. The undersides of my forearms were now pressed underneath his shoulder blades and my hands reached around the tops of his shoulders to grip him there. Edward whimpered at the change in position—with our torsos now pressed together his cock was squeezed between us and he was undoubtedly enjoying this new friction. In this new position my mouth was level with his ear and I sucked his lobe briefly before I couldn't hold back my thoughts anymore and began to whisper to him.

"Do you know who was on the phone Edward?" I didn't wait for a response. "That was your father. Mmhmm. I wonder what the good doctor was calling about. He'd probably be very shocked to know I was buried balls deep inside his son right now, don't you think? Mmmm. He'd be even more surprised to know how much you love it, wouldn't he? How his Golden Boy begs me to fuck him? How much you need my cock inside you?"

Edward's moaning increased in volume as it always did when I talked dirty to him. I quickened my pace now as we both sped toward our climaxes, and I resumed my whispering.

"That's right my sweet boy. It feels so good, doesn't it? God, I can't get enough of you, I want you all the time. I think about you all the time, here with me like this. It will never feel like this with anyone else. Never."

I could barely get the words out as we rocked together faster and faster and I turned my head to bury my face in Edward's neck, and he did the same. Soon he sucked in a large breath, and his whole body stilled, and then with a soft moan of "Jasper" against my skin, he finally came. The sound of my name on his lips as he orgasmed was all I needed to reach my own climax and I released into the condom.

I remained still atop Edward and we panted together, as we waited to regain our breath. Edward soon stirred and then dropped his legs to let them hang over the edge of the desk, and I slipped out of him. I hated the intense feeling of loss that always came the moment when we were no longer connected. Edward lifted his hands to my hair and stroked my scalp. He left sweet, chaste kisses up my neck until he reached my ear, where he stopped and whispered, "You always make me feel so good, Jasper."

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Edward's return to school in August marked the end of our comfortable arrangement. Though neither of us was enthusiastic about our separation, we had discussed it and decided that it was best for both of us to return to our normal lives and remain open to meeting new people. Even once my probationary status at the practice had ended it would never be possible for us to have an open relationship in the small, conservative town of Forks. It would surely cause a scandal that could ruin the Cullen Family Practice, and, furthermore, neither one of us wanted to jeopardize Edward's relationship with his father or my working relationship with the elder Cullen.

Edward met Bella shortly after he returned to school that August. She was still an undergraduate at Stanford studying English literature, and he was immediately taken with her. They started dating right away, and the relationship soon became serious. I was happy for him because I knew that he was lonely at school, and it was obvious that Bella took great care of him. I met her for the first time when Edward brought her home at Thanksgiving, and we connected instantly. She was adorable, and though it tore me up a little bit inside to see him doting on her, I was glad that at least one of us was happy.

"Jasper!" The sound of my name caused me to look up from the arrival board I had been watching for the past five minutes. I was greeted by the sight of Bella jogging toward me with a broad smile on her face. Edward, sporting his own wide grin, followed behind her at a more leisurely pace. When Bella reached me she threw her arms around me.

"Well, how was it?" I asked as I lifted her off the ground and returned her hug.

They had spent the last seven days in Hawaii as an early birthday gift for Bella. Bella chattered about the details of their trip as Edward and I loaded their luggage into the trunk and then made our way back to Forks.

As I had gotten to know Bella over the years we had developed our own friendship, and I understood why Edward was so crazy about her. He proposed to her during the summer following his third year in medical school, and they had decided to wait to get married until the winter after Edward's graduation, in order to give him time to settle into his residency.

They moved back to Forks right after Edward's graduation in May, and the three of us had spent a great deal of time together in the three months since then. Bella understood my reserved nature and reluctance to get close to very many people, and therefore she didn't begrudge me the time Edward and I spent together. I was invited to dinner at their home several times a week and was frequently brought along when Edward's siblings arranged for weekend outings and get-togethers. Edward and I also got together at least three mornings a week to go running before work.

Bella wasn't threatened by our friendship, in fact she had formed her own tight bond with Alice Cullen. Bella knew that our friendship was important to Edward, and she also knew that he loved her very much.

What Bella didn't know was that after each of our morning runs I made love to her fiancé. In the same bed where we'd had sex for the first time.

Once we reached Forks I dropped Bella off at Alice's apartment so that her soon-to-be sister-in-law could grill her about all the details of the trip. Edward offered to join them, but Bella, knowing he would be miserable spending that much time with his sister in her tiny flat, sent him off with an order to hang out with his best friend. He readily agreed and promised to see her later in the evening when she came over to my place for the small welcome home gathering I was hosting.

When we finally reached my home I parked in the garage and followed Edward into the house. As soon as the door was closed I yanked him back and pressed him against it. Edward snickered at my eagerness but was silenced when I roughly forced my tongue into his mouth and wedged one of my thighs between his. With one hand he grabbed me by the hair to press me closer and his other hand slipped inside my shirt and traveled up my back. When we broke apart to breathe I moved my mouth to the side of his neck where I licked and sucked the skin there, enough so that I could taste him and feel his soft skin on my tongue, but not so hard that I would leave a mark for Bella to find.

While I worked on his neck Edward played with my hair and I could hear the grin in his voice as he teased, "So, I guess you missed me, Dr. Whitlock?"

I stepped back abruptly to take in his beautiful face, and he looked disappointed when I pulled away. But his distress was short-lived and his face lit up with a sly grin as I dropped to kneel in front of him and reached for his belt buckle.

"I want to make you feel good, Edward."