A/N: hey guys, Shannon here…

I just wanted to throw this authors note out here because I need to get a few things cleared out.

Someone PMed me and had a few concerns. They wanted to know why Billy and Jake have a red bug, and even why Billy is still alive. Well, I'm going to be honest. I have no clue why Billy's alive, or why they have a red bug… this is my third story and it's not much better than my first two which I don't think they are very well written stories. I forget what else the private message said but all I know is… I have done some thinking and I think I'm going to take a break on this story and start updating If I Could Just See You and my newer story Into Your Arms more because I feel that they are better constructed stories than this one. I mean, come on, I thought this story would have turned out better than it came out to be. I thought it was going to have a plot line and everything would work out but that's not the case. This story has:

No plot

No point (get real? Edward without Bella? No way. Even I'm doubting that plot line the more I get into this story.

I'm sorry for those who really enjoy this story but I just need some time to think.

Your thoughts would really help me on this because I have no idea where to go from here. If you guys have any ideas for following chapters, feel free to tell me because I'm open to everything

Thanks for putting up with this mess of long periods of waiting for an update and weird pointless chapters all the same.

-Shannon

p.s. I am NOT giving up just yet… I'm just taking a break