I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT OR ANY SONGS I USE
BPOV
"Ok Bella we're going to take it from the top you, and want you to put your all into it, Lets rock baby girl." Said, Diddy, I don't know how me and Diddy became friends but after Twilight's first single came out we been together.
"All righty then, let's get this started, I still need to get ready for my vacation with Dean and Jazz," I said. The music started and I felt it embrace me, letting out all my emotions I began to sing.
Because of you Kelly Clarkson
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
This song I wrote on my own, it came from me reading one of Renee's old diaries.
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
When I fell I still had my loves, my family friends to ketch me
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
My first love is for my daughter Jasmine. Everyone thought I was crazy to give birth to my rapist child, but I don't. My baby girl is not her father, and when I look into the big doe eyes of hers I'm at peace.
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
My second love is for my family, Charlie and Phil are the two of the most constant men in my life, and both are my fathers and have helped me through so much.
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
My third love is my band and my music, Nadine, Nicolas, and Dean. Those guys are my family, my best friends, my teachers, my consolers, no matter what I will always have their unconditional love and support
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
And then there are the two men that are at a tie, Dean and Edward. Both men at a time loved me so strongly, so absolutely amazing that it's damn near impossible for me to have a single thought of another man in any other fashion
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
One of these men still loves me and the other will always be apart of me.
Because of you
Because of you
"That was beautiful Bella baby," Diddy is so energetic its weird but hey He's Diddy.
After recording my new song I left the studio. I still had so much to do; packing, buy some books and activates so Jasmine, make sure Dean packed his nose plugs, and make sure Dean brought enough of his "special vitamin water". This vacation should be great; the band is taking a break; we're all going solo and I hope that one day we can all get back together, but right now I'm just going to do my thing and sing my new songs.
I had just reached my car when my phone range. I hopping in and turning the ignition, the radio immediately coming on, I turned it down just a little and pushed talk.
I wanna hold em' like they do in Texas , please
"Bella speaking" I pulled out of the parking lot trying to hurry home.
Fold em' let em' hit me, raise it baby, stay with me
Luck and intuition play the cards with spades to start
And after he's been hooked I'll play the one that's on his heart
I was proud of Naddie; Poker was a really good song.
"Hi Bella, its Angela" Ah how I love my best friend
Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got me like nobody)
"What's up Angela, how are you and Ben? Are planned that wedding yet?" It was cute how they both accidentally proposed to each other.
"Everything is fine and no I haven't planned the wedding yet. I was thinking that Ben and I could elope." That wasn't such a bad idea, they're both still in school and won't let me help pay for anything. "Any way I just wanted to call and ask about the contest I can't believe Edward Cullen won." slamming the brakes, I almost crashed against another car.
"SAY WHAT!" I screeched into my phone. It was such a great response
AN: HELLO MY DARLINGS THIS IS THE SEQUEL TO THE CONCERT. SONGS WERE Because of you BY Kelly Clarkson and Poker Face BY Lady GaGa. I WANT TO THANK MY BETA (YES I FINALLY GOT A BETA AND I'M HOPING SHE WILL BECOME A CO AUTHOR ON SOME OF MY STORIES) Kinky-Vampire69 aka G.A.D.T.
I REALLY HOPE YOU LOVE THIS CHAPTER AND ENJOY THIS STORY. MAJOR LOVE TO MY READERS
s m Neal
R&R