Wow, I've definitely been away from the Sheelos section for a long time. I wonder if anyone missed me. Anyway, I'm extremely nervous about this. It's different than what I normally write. Usually, I stay away from writing first person, but I couldn't get it to work in the third.

Also, I'm writing characters I've never written before, so if I mess up their personality, please let me know and help me make them more in character.

Disclaimer: I don't own Tales of Symphonia.

Why did she act like she wasn't thankful? I know Sheena, and how she was affected by the tragedy with Volt. She had only told me a little about the actual event, like how she was only seven at the time—how could anyone blame a child for that?!—and that she had been basically ostracized for a failure that wasn't even her fault.

But, I guess I could imagine how that would be. Since I have returned to Sylvarant, won't people cast me out for failing to regenerate the world? The only reason they would is because I am still alive, and therefore haven't paid for my failure.

Still, even watching them right now, I don't understand why Sheena was so angry at Zelos for rescuing her. They looked like they were arguing at the moment, but I had learned not to be worried about it. They argued often, even though I'm sure none of it's really serious.

Couldn't Sheena have seen how worried Zelos was when she offered to sacrifice herself? He usually doesn't drop his cheerful grin, but I could see how scared he looked. I wonder if anyone else did. Everyone thinks that Zelos doesn't care about anything, that he's just a carefree Chosen who doesn't worry about the world.

But he's a great Chosen! Sure, he may not act like it most of the time, but he cares about us, and would do anything for us. I still don't understand why Genis is so wary of him. I trust him, I trust him completely. I wonder if Sheena does, since she's apparently known him for a long time.

"Don't touch me, you pervert!"

"But hunny, I haven't done anything this time."

"Yeah, this time. Stupid Chosen."

Is Sheena really as mad as she sounds? Does she really want to insult him like that? And does hearing that over and over bother him? I mean, he doesn't look like the type of person who would admit if something was truly bothering him, or who would give any indication of pain.

Was this all that their relationship had? Fighting and insults? They've known each other for years, weren't they friends at one point? I couldn't imagine only talking to Lloyd like that. He's not stupid, he's amazing.

No, I can see it. They talk sometimes, like really talk, not just bickering, and I can tell that they care for each other. So why can't they act like that all the time? Can't they see the similarities between them? Maybe I could talk to the Professor about it tomorrow, since I don't think I should ask Sheena about it.

"Colette?"

"Hmm? Oh Lloyd, I'm sorry, did you say something?"

"Are you alright? You've seemed really spacey today."

"Of course Lloyd, I was just thinking about something," I answered, giving him a reassuring smile. He always cares so much. I wish I didn't worry him so much.

"You sure? I mean, you can talk to me if you want."

"No, that's okay. I appreciate it though, but it's nothing you need to worry about." That was true; I wasn't sure how much help he could be in explaining why Zelos and Sheena acted to oddly around each other in public.

Was it possible that something had happened to them in the past to strain their relationship now? If something did, it had to be bad to make Sheena seem so hostile around him.

I'm sure they really have a close relationship, even if they don't show it. If they really hated each other, they wouldn't spend so much time around each other, right? People who hate each other never make civil conversation with one another, or risk their life for them, so that has to mean they like each other.

"Colette!"

"Yes, Lloyd?"

"Are you sure you're feeling okay?"

Did I zone out again? I must have, if Lloyd was sounding so concerned.

"I'm sorry. Maybe I'm just a little sleepy." Though it has been awhile, I'm still thankful to Martel that I can sleep and eat again. "I think I'll go to sleep now. Good night Lloyd."

"Uh… okay. 'Night Colette."

As I laid down onto the somewhat soft patch of grass, I smiled at Lloyd as he got up and walked over to Genis and the Professor. Soon after, my smile fell from my face in confusion as I watched her sit up and walk over to me.

"Are you alright, Colette? Lloyd says you've been acting distant all night."

Getting back up, I answered, "Yes, I'm fine. I'm sorry for worrying you two."

With a sigh, Raine said, "Colette, feel free to confide in me if something is wrong. Remember, you don't need to keep everything to yourself anymore."

"I know, but there's nothing wrong. I've just been thinking about something, that's all."

"Can I ask what?" The Professor questioned.

"Well…" How should I begin? "I guess I was wondering if you could love someone, but not act like it."

"Love is complicated, and while I'm quite intelligent, I'm not sure if I can truly explain this. Typically, people who care for each other are in denial if they don't openly show their feelings. Perhaps it could be that they don't wish to admit them."

"I seem," I responded. "I hope you don't mind talking to me about this."

"Not at all. But I'd like to tell you that I don't think you need to worry about that," she replied, giving me a smile that I didn't really understand.

"What do you mean?"

"You'll understand. Sleep well, Colette."

"Good night Professor," I returned to her retreating form.

Thinking back on her words, I realized that the Professor must have thought I was talking about myself and Lloyd. I could feel my face heat up in embarrassment. Had my feelings seemed that obvious? Oh, if she could see them, could Lloyd?

I sighed a little, and returned to my position of gazing up at the stars. I suppose I shouldn't worry about if Lloyd's realized that I love him. Even if he doesn't feel the same way, that doesn't change anything.

Tilting my head, I could see everyone near the fire. Regal and Presea were farther away from it than everyone else, even though they didn't appear to be talking to each other. Lloyd and Genis were laughing at something; it must've been funny, considering that Raine even had a smile on her face. Finally, I saw Sheena laying down, her back to me, with Zelos looking at the fire.

Although, I could tell that he was really looking at her instead. There was something about him at this moment, an aura I couldn't identify. Maybe Zelos was in love with Sheena, and trying to convince himself that he wasn't, just like the Professor had just said. But, why would anyone choose to do that?

More importantly, did Sheena feel the same way about Zelos as I felt about Lloyd?

Please forgive me for the shortness. I'll try and make the other chapters a little longer. I would love to hear about your opinions on this, because I'm excited about writing this. But really, I need to know if other people would be excited to read it. So… can you help me out? I'll try and update soon.