Disclaimer : I do not own Card
Captor Sakura, please do not sue me. This is merely for
entertainment, nothing else.
Rating : R
Warnings : Mild - language, graphic - ness (only a lil bit), rape
(sorta..)
Notes :
Waaaaaaa!! I got 81 reviews!!! I'm so happy...^_^ And I took
FOREVER writing this chapter; GOMEN GOMEN, MINNA-SAN!! But.. I
have finished.. So I hope this is okay.. I think it's a
piece of crap. I'm not good at doing..erm..those kind of..scenes
yet.. x.x;; And NO, this is NOT a lemon! There is NO graphic sex!
..I can't write that. But..uh..what is in this chapter leads
to..you know..-_- I just won't be...writing it out.. x_X (At
least not all of it.. *coughcough*)
Uggghhh... This is uploaded one day late due to the fact that
when I did upload it last night, it was totally screwed up. X_x;;
Sorry!!!
Well, enjoy! XP
Release My Heart
Ch.2
+ Over the Edge +
by Sakura Maxwell
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"Show me!"
Yue snapped his head at Sakura, staring with widened eyes. Tomoyo
did the same. 'Sakura is still too innocent to know what she just
told Yue to do.. Oh no.. Don't listen to her, Yue.. She doesn't
know what she is doing.'
"I will not," Yue said firmly. Inside, Tomoyo sighed
with relief.
"I command you to show me!" Sakura ordered. This
caught both Yue and Tomoyo by ultimate surprise.
"Co-Command?" Tomoyo asked, eying Yue. "No, Yue,
don't listen to her! Please! She doesn't know what she's asking
for! She's still too innocent! Please, Yue! Do not listen
to her! Just this once!! I'm begging you!"
However, Yue did not heed her pleas.
"I must obey my mistress," he spat with disgust.
Sakura blinked and stepped back. "I-I'm sorry, Yue, but
that's the only way I could make you show me. After you show me,
I can help you." She smiled at him. "I can finally help
you, Yue. Cheer up!"
Yue glared at her, disgusted with himself and at her for having
to do this. But, his mistress commanded him to do it, so.. He had
no choice but to grab both of Sakura's slim shoulders with both
hands and press his lips roughly against hers.
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Sakura's eyes widened in surprisement. The kind of kiss Yue
was giving her was one she never felt before. Sure, she had
kissed Syaoran, but behind the kisses were love and compassion,
kind and adoring. Yue..on the other hand, was kissing her in a
different kind of way. Rough, wanting, needing, dominating..
The.. The kiss was..
Lustful.
But in its own way, Sakura felt shivers go down her spine. The
kiss was too much for her to bear, and she surrendered, allowing
Yue's tongue to slip in and caress her own. She moaned in
pleasure; how could one kiss be so enjoyable? She had never felt
this way when Syaoran kissed her.
So caught up in her thoughts, Sakura didn't notice that Yue
had removed his lips from hers. She whined in protest, but that
whine turned into a sigh of blissfulness as the moon
guardians' tongue slipped over her neck and even more
downwards to her collarbone.
It was so pleasing, that Sakura was lost in her own little world
of pleasure, unable to hear or notice her best friend Tomoyo
crying out for Yue to stop.
Yue glanced at Tomoyo, giving her a glare that made her quickly
shut up, then picked Sakura off her feet and into his arms, rose
into the sky, and flew off.
Tomoyo stared at the fleeing figure of Yue. Her knees
couldn't support her; she slid down on the sidewalk and
sobbed.
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Note-- It gets PRETTY graphic here (yes, I'm so gross. Hey I
live in America in a school full of horny kids, what do you
expect? I can't always ignore them, besides, I'm a
teenager. It's not like I DON'T know these things..
Well..not all..) Anyway, I suggest anyone under the age of 13 to
skip this part. As I said, it gets pretty graphic. I'm
scared to know how my friends will react at school after they
read this. ..If I tell them.. Nyahahahaa... Okay, so yea.. Gross
part
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Yue set the smaller female down on her bed, willed his wings to
disappear, and quickly covered her mouth again roughly. He could
hear her moans of pleasure and mentally smirked, hands roaming
down towards Sakura's chest. He rubbed around it, feeling
her breast and her squirm under him. So impatient..'
he thought as he slipped his cold hands under her uniform top and
over her breast. Sakura gasped at the coldness, grabbing
Yue's hair in her fingers and kissing him with need.
Smirking, he removed his mouth from hers, as well as his hands,
causing the female to pout in protest and made an attempt to kiss
the moon guardian again. Yue simply moved aside and tugged at the
end of Sakura's uniform, glanced at her half dazed half
surprised expression and tugged it off, the skirt flying to the
ground, shirt soon following. Sakura earnestly gripped Yue's
sash and pulled it off. Yue, not moving, allowed her to pull of
his top and stopped her hands from going further. I'll
do this myself.. he whispered in a playfully cold tone,
making Sakura both disappointed (lol) and a little timid.
Don't worry..little Sakura.. Yue breathed on the
teen's neck, causing her to shiver. This will
hurt..since you are so..innocent.. But I promise it will be a
pain very pleasurable..
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Okay, gross part over. ^_^;;.. Sorry to all those hoping for a
lemon..LOL! I'm not old enough to write one, and..besides..
I wouldn't exactly know how..O_o;;
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Sakura squeezed her eyes shut tightly, trying to rid the bright
sunlight from her eyes. It did no good; the brightness forced her
to get up, and when she did, her slim body shivered from the
coolness. Hoe..? Why is it so cold--Eeeehhh?! she
exclaimed in a whisper, finally noticing that she was naked.
What the heck?! She moved to get out of bed, then
winced as a sharp pain ran through her body. Her legs..her
arms..her whole body was sore.. Legs and arms bruised.
She quickly pushed herself out of bed, cover
around her body, little bits of memories coming back to her, but
not yet clear. She ran over to her mirror, looked at it, and
gasped. Her lips were bruised too. she asked
herself. What happened to me? Her eyes widened.
Oh my gosh.. Did someone rape me?!
Yue's face crossed her vision.
Eyes wide, she covered her mouth with her hands, tears welling in
her eyes. No no.. This isn't true.. It's a lie..
A lie.. How could it happen..? No way..' The tears slid down
her cheek. It's a lie.. A lie..
Is it, really? It didn't feel like a lie.
Shocked and frightened, Sakura spun around and saw Yue sitting
against her door, head resting on his knee.
she mumbled. He looked up at her, eyes unusually calm and a
little amused. Mistress.. Do you remember what happened
yesterday?
*flashback*
Yue kneeled down and lifted Sakura's face to his with his
fingers. "I told you before, I will not get close to anyone
because they will abandon me. Sooner or later, if I was to let
you be my friend, you'll abandon me. I know how much pain I went
through, and I don't want to experience it again. I admitted to
you that I loved Clow Reed with every part of myself, with my
mind, soul, heart, and all he did was use me, shun me, and leave
me. And the only reason I got hurt was because I let him
do that to me. I won't let anyone else do that to me
again."
"But I won't!!" Sakura cried out, feeling hurt.
"Please! Just give me a chance! I want to be your
friend! Let me be your friend!! Please.. Please--"
Yue cut her off by covering her lips with his fingers. "Be
quiet," he ordered coldly. "You're still a child. You
don't understand."
"But I do!" Sakura protested with anguish. "I know
what Clow did to you! I know! So please, give me a chance.
Let me be your friend!" Yue turned his head away from her.
"So, you know, do you? Fine. You know. You have knowledge.
But you don't have experience. You don't know how it
feels. Both physically and emotionally. Physical pain and
emotional pain. You will never experience what I did. You
wouldn't want to."
"Show me!"
Yue snapped his head at Sakura, staring with widened eyes. Tomoyo
did the same. 'Sakura is still too innocent to know what she just
told Yue to do.. Oh no.. Don't listen to her, Yue.. She doesn't
know what she is doing.'
"I will not," Yue said firmly. Inside, Tomoyo sighed
with relief.
"I command you to show me!" Sakura ordered. This
caught both Yue and Tomoyo by ultimate surprise.
"Co-Command?" Tomoyo asked, eying Yue. "No, Yue,
don't listen to her! Please! She doesn't know what she's asking
for! She's still too innocent! Please, Yue! Do not listen
to her! Just this once!! I'm begging you!"
*end flashback*
Sakura's eyes even got wider. ..Then you.. I did..
You.. That would explain why she was sore all over and why
she had bruises. Still, Sakura did not want to believe it, but
the truth was being revealed and she couldn't force it back.
Yue tilted his head slightly, eyes and lips in an amused
expression. You did command me to show you what Clow did to
me. I couldn't disobey my mistress now could I? His
smile turned into a small smirk when he saw Sakura's
horrified expression and he looked at his hand, lying on the
floor. You know.. I hate to admit it, but.. I enjoyed
myself.. For once, I was the one in control.. The one to do
whatever I wanted.. His hand turned into a fist. I
might actually lose myself if I ever touch you again. He
looked back at her. So, Sakura, he said, using her
name, sounding like an entertained person, now that you
know what I felt, what I went through.. Sakura.. Tell me how you
will help me.
The moon guardian watched calmly as Sakura slid to the floor,
body racking with cries. He slowly stood up and walked nearer to
her. He bent down and whispered in her ear, See you later,
Sakura.. His wings covered his back, and he was out through
the window, out into the morning air, leaving the broken teen in
loneliness.
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Nyahahahaaaaa!!!! So, how was THAT?! Blew you away? Feel like
barfing? Feel like flaming me? AAHHH, WHO CARES! Go right ahead!
You know, it took me about an hour to write this. Isn't that
sad? It only felt like 20 minutes..LOL! Sorry if I grossed anyone
out, really.. But.. Ahaaa.. This is rated R, isn't it?
..Isn't it? *scrolls up* Haha! Yes, it is! So it's your
own fault if you never read the notes and warnings..etc etc. Eh..
More angst by the shovel ahead. I feel like WRITING! AGGGHH!!!
SCARY!!!
To Empress Yue --
So, how was it? Was it okay? I'm sorry for taking so long!
Thanks for waiting. (I think you're waiting. Are you even
reading this? O_o;;!?!) LOL Anyway, hope this was good enough for
you. ^_~
Please review!
4.4.02 * 7:38 PM *