The day I loved another: Her confusion

by Miyuki

Author Note: Okie first off, I do not own FB because if I did, I would have all the bishounens in this series all to myself. Oh ho ho ho! Besides a kodocha fanfic (He comes to me) that's found on fanfiction.net, this is my second fanfic I wrote. The style is kinda like the same I think. But ANYWAYS, haha I think by the time you finish reading this part you know who I love more. I'm sorry to all you "?/Tohru" fans but I'm sorry, I'm biased okay! I'll explain about it later in my second part. Hope you guys like it after you are done reading it, feel free to flame me if you like. But I can't help it! If you want to flame me in my face, my AIM name is Weenie018 or Tamago018. ^_^ Okie, this is just a small part to what I've already written a bit, consider this like a prologue I guess.



"I love you." Kyou-kun said as I leaned back against the tree when I first realized his true form. He had his arm leaning right above my head and looked at me with this gentle look on his face. His orange hair reflected the remaining light that still shone from the sunset. I blushed at his sudden confession as my eyes looked softly at him. I was so happy to hear such words from someone that I loved. I couldn't think of anything else at that moment. Nothing but pure bliss.

He continued looking at me with his gentle eyes waiting yearning for an answer from me. My eyes started watering up. I couldn't help myself. I was just touched by his words because I never heard any one else ever say those words towards me besides my mother. I couldn't believe that it was him, Kyou-kun. He was always so scared of his actions yet he was brave enough to tell me this. He slowly lowered his head to kiss me. My eyes automatically closed at his sudden closeness, but as soon as our lips touched, a vision appeared before me. It was for a sudden moment but it was vivid enough that my eyes shot wide open. Kyou-kun backed out from out moment at the sudden jolt that I expressed.

"Are you okay?" His eyes showed such sincerity that I couldn't say anything. I just shook my head and told him that I was okay. Moments later I told him that I remembered that I had to make dinner soon or else the other two would be hungry soon. He brushed the comment aside and told me that the other two could starve. As much as he wanted it, he knew that I didn't. He smiled softly at me and he told me that that was his first time he ever said those words to anyone. It wasn't a surprise to me as I knew that Kyou-kun wasn't someone that would just show his true feelings to just anyone. I smiled at him with my cheeks still flustered from the moment that only the two of us could share. He took my hand and gave it a slight squeeze. He softly caressed the side of my face with the other. I leaned a little on to it to feel his touch. Is this for real? However, I can't shake this image out of my mind. A moment later he tugged my hand and started walking back towards the house.

"We better hurry or else the stupid mouse is going to complain along with Shigure." He commented.

I walked behind him with my hand still with his since he walked faster than me that it almost seemed as if he was tugging me back. My smile soon faded as I remembered the sudden vision of a face that appeared before me as soon as Kyou-kun kissed me. I was so happy to know that Kyou-kun loved me. Why wasn't I happy with that?

This person never really expressed his feelings of love for me like Kyou- kun just did. He was always kind and gentle with me. He was also always caring, quiet, and shy to me. He never tried to hide a nice comment from me. But he's like that with everyone else. He doesn't love me. Kyou-kun is the one I should love......but...



....then why am I thinking of you, Yuki?

to be continued....



End Comment: Some of you may disagree on this but honestly I think if you were to ask me who were to admit their true feelings first straight out, I 'd still say Kyou even though it's kinda looks like Yuki would most likely say it first. I don't know, I love both guys really. I also didn't really plan on putting this fic for show until I completed most of it, but since there's just too much Kyou/Tohru fics up, I must make a stand for Yuki/Tohru supporters as well. ^_^;