Euthanasia

Euthanasia… Euthanasia is to end a person's life with out their consent or free will. It is illegal murder if one does not take this claim or plea to court. It is intentional murder if one is murdered and the guardian or family of the person has no knowledge of the symptoms of their loved one.

That is my view and perspective of Euthanasia. The dictionary's is however very different:

Eu-tha-na-sia [yoo- thuh- ney- zee- uh]

-noun

1. Also called Mercy Killing. The act of putting to death painlessly or allowing to die, as by withholding extreme medical measures, a person or animal suffering from an incurable, esp. a painful, disease or condition.

2. Painless death.

Euthanasia or painless death is used on animals on your beloved pet. Or are you more familiar with the term:

To put down an animal, or to put your pet to sleep?

But people do this because their poor precious and loved pet is suffering too greatly. They do euthanasia to end the suffering and helpless animal's life. But then Euthanasia is illegal in every state, country, continent and city except Belgium and Switzerland. Illegal by for humans, euthanasia does go on unnoticed but it's actually there and happening. It's for people who want to die when they have no hope left in life; they are paralysed or have cancer or AIDS.

If this peaceful and painless death is used on animals to end their suffering and is legal, then why not for us humans?

Many arguments have been taken to court but many have been rejected. But then to kill something painlessly to end their suffering is that how they wanna die?

You need to ask them that question:

Do you want to die naturally and suffering or painlessly to end the suffering?

But if they are so ill or if it's your beautiful pet they can't answer. So which is why many are killed this way illegally without the latter's permission.

I know a lot about Euthanasia… It's not a very nice subject and peaceful killing is it right?

Move… Move… Hot… Burning… Screaming… I couldn't save him…

"God Damnit! Naruto move! Why the fuck are you staring into space right now!? We're in a fucking fire!"

Naruto snapped back and stared under his sooty visor at his best friend Kiba. He shoved the brunette half heartedly.

"Help me…"

Naruto listened to the cry of a person faintly. He looked at Kiba who shook his head.

"I thought you said the building was cleared!"

Kiba growled and placed a warning hand on his friend's shoulder. Naruto took a step forwards, oblivious to the fire and Kiba.

"That person… We have to help him!"

Kiba shook his head again. Naruto glared at him again.

"I'm going to go get him!"

Kiba screamed hoarsely:

"NO! DON'T!"

Too Late. Naruto had vaulted over the table and into the adjoining room. It happened in slow motion. Kiba watched rooted to the spot as a burning beam fell and fall on the blonde with a sickening crash and crunch of bone being crushed.

"NARUTO!"

Kiba launched himself over the table and kicked aside useless rubbish and heaved the beam off his friend, not caring if the fire licking at his hands and sides were scorching him. Naruto looked up at the dog lover hazily before coughing up a volume of blood and shuddering.

"Holy shit… We need to get you out of here…"

Then Inuzuka Kiba made the most difficult decision of his life. Choosing either his fellow fire fighter or the trapped helpless man in the next room still screaming as flames got nearer. Kiba broke the rules:

A Fighter does not ever help his comrades in the time of danger whether they are injured or not, trapped people or others were more important.

The brunette with his heart heavy and guilt washing over him he picked up his crushed blonde friend and exited the burning collapsing building. The burning man's cries still ringing in his ears.

All Naruto saw left of the world surrounding was his lover: Uchiha Sasuke pleading with him and clutching his hand willing the blonde to stay awake, tear tracks evident against the beautiful porcelain skin. His Aunt and Medic Tsunade, worrying over his crushed ribs, spinal cord and lungs. Kiba his best friend peering anxiously over the shoulder of Sasuke.

"Stay awake! Please Naruto I know you can please…"

Naruto closed his eyes coughing violently, blood bright red against his tanned skin. Naruto passed out with the cries and voice of his lover ringing in his ears.

Naruto woke up, his head fuzzy, he felt stiff. He looked down and realised he was paralyzed from neck downwards. He looked over to his left to see Sasuke sitting in a chair next to his bed, reading a tragedy, romance novel.

"Suke'?

Sasuke looked up his eyes widening, he placed a finger to his lips and then left without another word. A few minutes later the raven came back to the ward with Tsunade.

"You've finally woken Naruto."

Naruto gave a weak smile as he watched both his Aunt and lover's faces break out into small smiles.

"Y-you guys look older…"

Tsunade gave a small frown and Sasuke sighed and stroked the blonde hair softly.

"It's because you've been in a coma for 3 years…"

Naruto's blue eyes widened as Sasuke explained to him how long it really had been.

"It doesn't feel like it…"

The blonde murmured. Tsunade sighed and took his temperature. Sasuke watched.

"It doesn't feel that long because you've been in a coma, Sasuke's been here everyday reading to you, trying to get you to wake up for 3 years."

Naruto cast a sad and loving glance at his boyfriend before turning his head back to the busty blonde woman. Sasuke turned his head away, crying softly. Naruto gave a small smile.

"Sasuke… Don't cry, not for me…"

Sasuke shook his head before coming over and planting a soft kiss on the blonde's lips. Naruto arched his neck and kissed away the tears. Sasuke gave a small smile and kissed the blonde on the nose before retreating and allowing Tsunade to update Naruto on how he had healed.

"First off, you are paralyzed from neck downwards,"

"No shit."

"Quiet, I had to replace your left ribcage with a metal one as there was no hope for your broken ones, your lung had to be stitched back up and inflated again and since you cannot breath properly now I have put you on life and oxygen support machines."

Naruto turned his head to see a multiple set of complex machines beeping away steadily. He nodded and then locked his blue gaze on Sasuke's onyx. He winked, Sasuke gave a small chuckle.

"Naruto, I suggest you get some more sleep, whether you like it or not, because believe me waking from a coma it's not fun and it drains you. Sasuke. Come now, Naruto needs sleep and visiting hours have ended 2 hours ago."

Sasuke looked back at Naruto with sad dark eyes before he allowed himself to be swept away from his lover who had been in a coma for 6 years…

Naruto interpreted the look as: Sorry, I love you, I'll be back. Soon. But I don't know when.

Naruto sighed and closed his eyes, his lids felt surprisingly heavy. He drifted off to sleep with a quiet sob.

Naruto woke to see bunched of flowers on his bedside cabinet and very animated Kiba and a patient Sasuke.

"And y'see I was just like: OMG 1 more minute until the end of the game!"

"Heyy…"

Naruto grunted out as he woke up slowly. Kiba turned and beamed at him, Sasuke sent him a look that only Naruto could read: Awake yet love?

Naruto grinned.

"SO how was the knocked out experience?"

Kiba asked out of curiosity. Naruto stared at him.

"Not much… It felt as if I had been sleeping for around 24 hours."

Kiba whistled, but Sasuke still sat there still as a statue. Naruto knew his raven was doing this to appear outwardly strong, just for the sake of him.

"Suke'?"

Sasuke clenched his teeth. Naruto and Kiba looked at the Uchiha in concern.

"Sasuke?"

"It's nothing."

The raven had turned fully away, Naruto frowned slightly. Kiba went over the raven talked to him quietly. There was some sort of agreement, Sasuke turned back and kissed Naruto on the cheek and left.

"Why did Sasuke have to leave?"

Kiba cleared his throat.

"He wanted to go ask Tsunade something."

Naruto nodded and then for the next hour he listened to what Kiba had been doing over the past few years. At last Tsunade came with a very quiet Sasuke.

"Brat, your little uke here has asked me if he could tell you the bad side of your hospitalization apart from your paralysis."

Naruto nodded and looked at Sasuke who swallowed thickly. Tsunade pushed the raven forwards gently.

"Go on."

Tsunade urged the Uchiha softly. Sasuke straightened his back and a flash of the raven's usual stiffness and no nonsense attitude came back.

"There's no cure for your paralysis."

With that Sasuke turned on his heel and left the ward again. Naruto looked puzzled. Tsunade sighed.

"He means you can never be released from hospital. And I think he's gone off the shed some tears."

Kiba looked at Naruto and the blonde nodded, allowing his friend to go after his boyfriend. Tsunade gave wry smile and then exited. Naruto sighed and then fell asleep again.

I… I remember your touch… I want to feel your body next to mine… I want to feel the heat radiating off your beautiful pale skin…

I want to touch you again… I want to be able to feel all the delicate curves on your body… I want to kiss your soft petal pink lips properly… I want to see you writhing under me calling out my name softly and sweetly…

I want to kiss down your slender milky throat, leaving small love bites marking you so everyone knows you belong to me…

I want to see your beautiful obsidian eyes glazing over in love and lust only for me… I want to see you plead with me to stop teasing…

I want to feel you caressing my dripping aching cock, when you get too irritated and impatient…

I want to feel those dusky hot lips and that talented tongue on my member… I want the stroke the silky sift skin of your abdomen and inner thighs…

I want to taste that addicting taste of your cum when you come down from your orgasm…

I want you to feel complete with me thrusting shallowly into your tight passage which is rightfully mine… I want to hear you moan out my name in need and readiness.

It makes me feel so hot thinking of you… I love you so much… I want to pound you into the nearest available surface… I want to see you prepare yourself, I want to see you horny, waiting in some kinky little outfit…

You're so beautiful… Looking into your endless eyes, the gateway to your beautiful soul… I want to just drown in your loving gazes…

I want you to see my blue eye piercing into your very heart, capturing you under my spell… I want you to whisper loving names and words again…

I want to feel your feather light touches on my chest and body… I want to trace non existent designs on your beautiful body…

I want to hear the dangerous purr of your voice, seductively alluring… I want to see you shiver in lust and delight as I tell you how much of a slut you are…

I want to kiss you so bad… I want to touch you so bad… I want to hold you so bad… I want to fuck you so bad…

I miss you so bad…

Naruto woke up, tear tracks staining his whiskered cheeks, he noticed Sasuke next to him and realised how badly and how much he wanted his lover. Sasuke leant forwards and wiped away the wetness. Naruto licked his lover's fingers. Sasuke gave small cry.

"Suke' you do know I still love you?"

Sasuke turned his head to one side, and grit his teeth. The raven nodded painfully.

"Tell me Sasuke what is troubling you?"

Naruto gently probed. Sasuke suddenly sat up straight and looked him in the eye.

"Y-you won't be able to ever do anything ever again…"

Naruto felt as if a knife had stabbed him in the chest and then cruelly wrenched out and shoved into his gut. Sasuke was right he wouldn't be able to do anything…

"Sasuke… If you are so unhappy… Kiss me and then you can be free of this pain, and then you can move on."

Naruto gave a weak smile. Sasuke stared at him quietly, observing before the raven stood up and walked over. Sasuke knelt at the side of the bed, his lithe frame arching perfectly as he bent over his blonde, his dark bangs brushing Naruto's cheeks. Sasuke kissed his lover chastely before pulling away.

"I wouldn't leave you for the world…"

Sasuke whispered, Naruto smiled, Sasuke felt his breath hitch in his throat at the beautiful smile his lover gave him, it had been ages since he had seen such a gorgeous expression on his seme. Sasuke felt his heart fluttering in his chest as he clasped the warm still hand in his own.

"You're tired Sasuke… Get some sleep."

The blonde smiled again Sasuke nodded, giving Naruto another kiss and then left, closing the door carefully behind him.

Naruto smiled at the ceiling and then out of his window. Sasuke… You still love me…

It had been another 9 months … Naruto stared listlessly out of the window. He sighed. Sasuke looked up from the book he was reading.

"Sasuke… I want to die…"

Sasuke's deep rich onyx eyes widened as he shut his book close. Naruto had expected this of his lover.

"Why Naruto… Why?"

Sasuke asked softly his gaze watered down. Naruto let out a raspy cough.

"I'm dying already Sasuke… I'm rotting from inside out… I'm not doing anything… You might as well kill me now… I'm useless…'

"DON'T SAY THAT!"

Sasuke hissed his eyes narrowing but then softening before he hugged the pale hand lying on the bed… The pale hand was one tanned, now an ashy grey.

"Don't say that…"

Sasuke repeated, Naruto closed his eyes. Sasuke left the room, the echoing sobs floating down the corridor…

Later on that night Tsunade was roused by two panicked nurses telling her that Naruto had tried to suffocate himself using the bed sheets to smother his mouth, by gagging on them.

Tsunade had another machine wired up to her blonde nephew and she left him on anaesthetic so he wouldn't try it again.

Naruto's lids twitched as if he were having a nightmare, Sasuke watched tight lipped before he walked off to find Kiba who was busy flirting with the long haired pale eye receptionist, whose name tag read: Hinata.

"Kiba? Can I talk to you for a sec?"

Kiba nodded and then pushed off the desk casually and then winked at the blushing girl.

"Watcha want Uchiha?"

"It's Naruto… He wants to die…"

Kiba did a double take, Sasuke repeated and Kiba shook his head.

"Oh my goodness…"

"He tried already… and I just don't know what to do…"

Kiba was startled, first his best friend was going all suicidal and then his boyfriend, usually calm and composed and seemed to know everything was now looking so lost and confused. Kiba didn't know what to say.

"Kiba! I know this may seem impossible of me to ask you but, how can I keep Naruto wanting to live?!"

Kiba hung his head and slumped down on a leather reception sofa. Sasuke watched agitatedly.

"Look Sasuke, before Naruto ever met you, he was this lonely strangle little kid with no friends or family, he used to cut himself, but only I knew it because I was his only precious person to him at the time. I kept trying to tell him it wouldn't come to any good. Naruto kept on cutting, but he hid this habit under false smiled and bright colours,"

Sasuke nodded, he knew all of this. Naruto had told him of his life when they had first met, just like the raven to the blonde.

"Then he met you. He met a beautiful raven haired boy by the name of Uchiha Sasuke. You know Sasuke; those were Naruto's very words that he said to me that day. He said: Kiba! Today I saw an angel! A raven haired angel called Uchiha Sasuke!"

Sasuke gave a small smile; it was one that was rarely seen on the calm face of the Uchiha. Kiba grinned and patted the raven on the back.

"Don't worry Sasuke, you helped Naruto before and you will again, just trust me and your instincts on this one."

Kiba smiled reassuringly, Sasuke nodded and accepted the tissue the brunette handed him.

"Thanks Kiba… You're a good friend…"

Sasuke felt slightly embarrassed, it sounded so… cliché… He smiled once more that the dog lover and then went back to see Naruto.

"Naruto… The court wouldn't hear of it… I pleaded and I even showed case of many before… My argument was good enough to allow it… but they refused… Judge Sarutobi said a strict no… I'm sorry…"

Naruto blinked slowly and then a slow smile crept up his features.

"S'all righ'… You tried…"

The blonde slurred as the anaesthetic worked on his limp body. Sasuke kissed the blonde's forehead, brushing away stray locks of hair and resting his forehead to his lovers.

"It's not alright… I can't sit here everyday watching you suffer like this!"

"S'Ok Sashuke…"

Sasuke smiled sadly as his lover attempted to pronounce his name properly whilst half asleep and sedated. Sasuke placed a kiss on the blonde's nose and gently brushing his fingertips of the flickering eyelids to help his lover get to sleep. Sasuke left the ward.

Kiba was lying slumped on the ground outside with Shikamaru, Chouji, Lee and Gaara all of them looked terribly anxious and somewhat bored.

"How's blondie?"

Shikamaru didn't even bother look up from his reclining position on the hard ground, the lazy bum… Sasuke cleared his throat as he squatted down next to his friends.

"He's alright… But I can't believe Tsunade is keeping him so heavily drugged…"

"It's ok Sasuke."

Lee patted the raven the back soothingly before launching himself at Gaara, hugging the redhead and bawling his eyes out. Sasuke rested his head in his arms whilst Kiba and Chouji argued over why Naruto had to be sedated.

"No, he might try suicide again!"

"No he won't Sasuke and I trust him! Naruto wouldn't try it again!"

Sasuke then looked up and stood abruptly. The 4 others looked up at him, their expressions changed from anxious to nervous, they didn't like the expression on the Uchiha's face, his eyes had a strange gleam in them as if the raven were upset but determined about something, and his mouth and lips were set in a thin line.

They all watched as the raven strode off.

Sasuke opened the door to the hospital quietly and slipped past the sleeping receptionist and down the hall. He didn't turn on any lights but just followed his instinct as Kiba told him using moonlight and utter darkness.

He peered into the nurses room on the floor he was on, good they were all busy and some sleeping, the raven slipped around past the room and opened the door to Naruto's very quietly and then walked over swiftly to Naruto's bedside.

"Naruto… Naru-babe…"

Sasuke whispered softly, his hand stroking the beautiful blonde hair before him, he waited as the blonde woke up slowly.

"S-sasu?"

"It's me."

Sasuke bit his lower lip before he leant forwards and kissed the blonde gently on the lips, tears beginning to spill over his cheeks. Naruto noticed these and he kissed away the tears from one pale temple.

"I love you so much Naruto…"

Naruto nodded and watched as Sasuke pulled out a needle and a glass jar. Naruto realised what was going to happen.

"My seme, my lover… You were there for me always… I wasn't for you but now like when I first met you… I'll help you find happiness…"

Sasuke's voice cracked slightly in the sentence as he watched the face of his blonde. Naruto smiled gently his beautiful blue eyes shining in the faint moonlight of the moon.

"You're beautiful Sasuke…"

Sasuke nodded and kissed his lover again, he moved over to the life support machine and oxygen meter.

"I'm going to turn off you oxygen supply now…"

Naruto nodded, mutely watching his raven haired lover carefully switch off the machine and pulled out the plug, Sasuke straightened, and knelt next to Naruto and gently pulled the tube feeding into Naruto's neck, cutting off the blonde's air supply.

Sasuke then went back to the needle and glass jar, he took the off the lid with a clink and then filled the needle to the top. Tears were falling unrestrained down the pale face, marring invisible scars into the flesh.

"So much…"

Sasuke whispered again as he clicked off the life support machine. Inserting the needle into the base of Naruto's neck he injected the overdose of anaesthetic into his lover's veins…

"Sasuke… I…"

Naruto breathed quietly.

"Don't talk… I know…I love you too…"

Naruto then closed his eyes a single tear glistening on his cheek in the moonlight Sasuke noticed this but did not make a move to brush it away. Sasuke bit his lower lip again as he watched the last breath ease out of his lover's mouth.

Sasuke bent over the blonde again and out of the corner of his eye he saw the heart meter run flat. Sasuke kissed the slowly cooling lips of his lover before collecting the needle and jar and exiting the room, leaving the door open…

The moon light shone pale and buttery through the window, illuminating the calm serene face of Uzumaki Naruto…

From the corner of the corridor, Kiba watched as a whole and beautiful young man go into the blonde's room only to see a broken and scarred young man remerge clutching his chest… Where his heart should be…

Kiba felt a single tear slide down his face as he watched the raven exit the hospital as quietly as he had come in.

The next few days everyone knew of Uzumaki Naruto's quiet death… It was plainly obvious who had done it… Uchiha Sasuke the love of Uzumaki Naruto's life…

Kiba was asked to speak for Sasuke as the Uchiha was no where to be found, asked to replay the scene and say why he had done it. Kiba was crying again and Lee was in hysterics… Uchiha Sasuke was no where…

Naruto was given a proper burial and every so often there were red roses left on the grave with a tag reading:

To Uzumaki Naruto… Forever Love from your little raven… Uchiha Sasuke.

No one saw of Sasuke since…

"But I have a feeling Sasuke disappeared for a reason… To go nurse his broken heart…"

~Owari…

I love you…

Don't leave me…

I'll miss you…

It'll break my heart…

But you have to go…

But remember…

You'll always be forever in my heart…

Because I will love you forever…

Not even death will part us…

I love you…

If you want a alternate ending plz review and tell me.