Disclaimer: I do NOT own Gravitation...if i did then it would be rated R

SPOV

I sat there felling a little wierd cuz ,being my birthday, I was hopeing to spend it with Yuki. Alone. Not expecting Hiro to have put together a party at a kareoky bar. And I certinly didn't expect him to invite Tohma and Mika and for them to actualy show up.

So here I am sitting next to Yuki and and everyone is looking at me like their waiting for me to get carried away and run for the stage and sing. But I can't, I've been here before but none of them know that. None of them know I was here before I met Hiro and formd Bad Luck, no one knows of the band I had in middle school and that we used to play here all the time. None of them know of the people I used to hang out with.

I am jerkd from my thoughts by Yuki asking if I'm okay.

"Ya I'm fine just thinking"

"Really, well thats a first"

I glare at him but say nothing and curse myself, I was so wraped in my thoughts that they noticed something was wrong.

Soon after, I see Yuki stareing out into the crowd like he reconized someone.

I fallow his gaze and gasp, no it...it couldn't be...not here...not today.

" Um Shu do you know that guy over there that wont stop stareing at us?"

" Um.."shit shit shit"um who?"

Before he could answer the guy he was looking at walkd t'wards us.

'shit shit shit shit he just has to be here today' I think to myself.

"um Shindo-san who is this" Tohma said when the guy was right at the table.

Now everyone was looking at the person who lookd like my EXACT dubble, only a gothic version, and with purple hair instead of my viberant pink. Everyone was looking from him to me. Finaly I look up at him.

" Hey Jazz what brings you here"

" What no hug for your big bro?" he said holding out his arms with a sadistic smirk.

"Jazz this is not..." I don't get to finnish because Yuki cuts me off.

" 'Big bro'? " He says looking at me in a way that tells me that if i don't answer truthfully I would be in for it later...and not in a good way.

"Um...you see..." Again I am cut off but this time by Jazz.

"Hey nice to meet you all, I'm Jazz, Shuichi's big brother" He says holding his hand out to everyone with a smile on his face that clearly says to me that he had this all pland out from the moment he saw us walk in the door.

"Shindo-san I wasen't aware the you had any other siblings other than your sister Maiko" Tohma says, clearly, in his mind, this is an oppertunity for him try and make Yuki hate me for keeping something from him.

"Oh, I'm only his Bro by a tecnicality, you see little Shu-chan here was..."

"JAZZ STOP RIGHT THERE!" I yell cutting him off, but also gaining the attention of eveyone at the table even more than what was already there.

" Let him finnish Shindo-san, I'm sure all of us want to hear this" Tohma says with a smirk.expecailly Eiri.

I glare at him. Oh how I want to wipe that smirk off his smug little face.

I look at Yuki "Um...can i talk to you in privite Yuki?"

"Sure brat but I want to know what the fuck is going on"

But befor we could get up Jazz just has to open his fucking mouth.

"Ahh, my itty bitty half brother is a wittle queer, hey it's 'Yuki' right? so how dose it feel to fuck a basterd love child who's only real use is a quik fuck?"

Thats when Yuki snapd, yeah it only been recently that he's been sticking up for me, but thats only against Tohma, but I wasn't expecting him to punch Jazz. I mean maybe a glare or just ignoring him but to punch him... I wasnt' expecting that.

A/N: this is bordem at its max