Heyy TWILIGHTLOVEEE here this is my new story- now and forever

This is abseloutely and completely dedicated to Amy for helping me plan this story

She may or may not co-write some chapters later on =)

ILY AMY

Hope you like it

Disclaimer- much to my dismay I do not own any of the characters they belong to the almighty Stephanie Meyer and I do not own anything vaguely recognizable.

"Mary Alice Brandon Cullen, Will you marry me?" His Blue eyes were smoldering and he was holding a beautiful golden ring with a single diamond, simple but breathtaking and beautiful, just like him.

We were sitting in his blue car watching the sunset. Two 18 year olds deeply in love.

"Of course, but we are so young" Tears were forming in my eyes, But not for the reason you would think they were not tears of sadness or fear. They were tears of pure joy.

"Alice you are the best thing that will ever and has ever happened to me and I want to know that you will always be mine and plus we're almost 19" he said this with so much sincerity I could not doubt him

"I love you Jasper" I leaned in and planted a kiss on his beautiful lips and he slipped the band onto my finger.

"I love you more" he whispered into my hair

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Sun was streaming through the windows and onto us like a halo.

I was lying across my Jaspers chest, I liked the way it sounded my Jasper, Like a beacon of hope in this world of war and destruction hope that love is still out there.

"hmmm" I mumbled sitting up and looking around the room, we had brought this apartment when we started college and Jasper Quit the army. We shared it with my two brothers and my two best friends.

I started playing with Jazzy's hair he moaned "wake up sleepy" I whispered into his ear

"why" he moaned, he was so cute when he was tired. I giggled and pulled him off the bed

"I believe we have a wedding to plan it's only a week away! We have so much to do!" I looked at him with a face that had 'DUH" written all over it. We were getting dressed when the phone rang down stairs no one answered

"HEY, you have reached Alice Jasper Bella Edward Emmett and Rosalie we are not here so leave a mess- hello?" a breathless Bella answered just as we desended the last step, holding hands

"Oh sure I will get him" Bella answered the person on the phone she was wearing her pajamas and her hair was everywhere. She was my older brother Edwards girlfriend they had met back in high school, she was the new girl who became my best friend and she happened to fall for the school hottie who happened to be her best friends big brother.

"Jasper, someone is on the phone" he looked puzzled not many people but us called Jasper and we were all home. Jasper and Rosalie's parents had died when they were only young so they had no family except each other.

" Hello" his pace changed from confusion to an emotion I don't often see. Fear.

He left the room obviously not wanting me to hear his conversation. I sat at the kitchen bench for what felt like forever until he returned.

"jazz who was it?" I asked not even trying to hide how worried I was

"It was..it was nobody" he mumbled not looking at me

I went over to him and wrapped my arms around his waist " you suck at lying you know" I whispered

"yer I know" he smiled slightly looking into my eyes "It was the Army they need me"

"no you can't what if you get hurt?" I was crying hard onto his shirt

"It will be fine, I promise. I love you" he said trying to calm me unsuccessfully

"but the wedding is next week. You will be gone, won't you?" I mumbled wishing this wasn't happening

"Yes" I felt his tears in my hair

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we went to Vagas to get married the night before he was due to go just us no party no plans, just us forever together.

And I knew the moment that band was on my finger that he was mine and it felt good

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It was impossible to stand there and watch him go in his army uniform to a place where love was not cherished and hate overpowered it.

We lined up outside the house to say goodbye, I was crying silently the whole time. He hugged his sister and friends, who were also crying ,one at a time and then he reached me. His beautiful eyes were full and the saddest I've ever seen them, he took my hands and kissed me fiercely on the lips whispering in my ear

"Alice, be strong and remember I am yours completely, I will never ever belong to anyone else and I will always love you no matter what" and with that he kissed my cheek, waved and got into the shiny government car.

"No matter what" I whispered as the car disappeared and I was engulfed in a huge tearful hug

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everyone was careful with what they said around me as I was in risk of bursting into tears at any moment.

It had been three weeks and nothing had come- letters, phonecalls nothing and I was worried, really worried.

I hadn't left my room since he left. I knew I should be strong like he asked but I couldn't be, it just wasn't possible. Life had no meaning.

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four

five

six weeks

and still nothing

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"Ali, Ali it's for you" I pulled my head up from the toilet after being sick

And ran out of the room to great Rose who was waving a letter in my face

"thanks Rose" I gave her an unconvincing smile and took the letter back to my room

Alice,

I miss you more and more each day, it is like there is a huge hole in my heart where you should be.

I am in an area where we cannot be contacted I am so sorry but you cannot write back.

I miss your beautiful face and really hope to come home soon. I need you.

I hope you are being the beautiful, strong woman you are. Do not worry about me. Please.

Remember I love you no matter what, no matter where.

I sign my soul in this note because it belongs to you, my beautiful wife.

With more love than a single heart can hold

Your Jasper

P.S I know how hard this is. I will call you when we return to base

A single tear fell onto his beautiful cursive writing and I snapped falling, sobbing, to the ground.

During my breakdown Bella and Rose came in to comport me sitting by me and hugging me, telling me it was okay, just then I felt that twinge in my stomach and rushed to the bathroom to be sick, Bella and Rose held my hair.

"Alice I think you need to see a doctor" Bella sounded unsure, worried like I would crumble any minute

"no please I'm fine" I did not want to see a doctor all I wanted to do was cry

"Alright your coming with us" They pulled me away from my room and to the garage

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"Alice Cullen" the nurse called I wouldn't of gone but Bella and Rose pulled up a side each and forced me to follow the nurse

"right in here" she gave a false smile and led us into a doctors room

"why couldn't we have just Carlisle" Bella grumbled, she hated hospitals

"we are, he just has a really long waiting list even for his own daughter" Rosalie replied, annoyed

Just then Carlisle walked into the room

"Bella, Rosalie, Alice what can I do for you" he said professionally smiling

"Alice is sick" Bella answered before I could say anything

"really" he raised an eyebrow at how pathetic it sounded " will you have to be forced to lay down?"

"no" there was no point arguing with him or the others they would win

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Carlisle walked back into the room his face white

"Umm Alice……………. Your pregnant"

Just then everything went black

MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA cliffy

Anyway here is the first chapter

It was super lon because I am going to New Zealand tomorrow for 2 and a bit weeks and cannot update till I get back but the minute I do I will update =D promise

Hope you liked it

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