"I've been sinking through the drain of love

Lift my eyes to skies of up above

Listen to me, this is how I feel

Since I knew you, all my thoughts are real."

-

Three weeks had passed since my date with Edward. Everything had been perfect. He was all I could ever ask for and I felt extremely lucky to have him, especially in the chaos known as Alice's wedding. The ceremony was supposed to take place tomorrow and Alice was running around like Wild Coyote getting everything together.

I wasn't sure what to do exactly as maid of honor. Thankfully Alice had almost everything under control and all I had to do was plan the bachelorette party.

Creating a guest list was harder than I thought it would be. Of course there would be Alice, myself, her mother, and Jasper's mother. I ended up having to get a list from Alice since I really had no clue as to who I should invite. Alice's list included many more women, including a few cousins of Jasper's. She even decided to include Rosalie, Emmett's girlfriend, who we'd met a few times.

The night started off at one of Alice's favorite restaurants where we had dinner and cocktails. We went from the restaurant to a club downtown, where Alice, much to her dismay, got a lap dance from one of the waiters. It was extremely entertaining, I must say.

"Great party, seems like Alice is having a blast," someone remarked from beside me. I turned to find one of Jasper's cousins, though I couldn't recall her name, standing there. She was absolutely gorgeous though. I felt oddly intimidated. She had long blonde hair, blue eyes, and looked to almost be about six feet tall. I felt like I was looking up at a skyscraper, I couldn't imagine how Alice felt.

"Yeah, I hope so. I'm not sure if I'm living up to all of my maid of honor expectations," I admitted.

She laughed. "I'm sure you're doing fine. It's Bella, right? I'm Tanya, Jasper's cousin."

"Oh, right, of course. I remember talking to you on the phone."

Tanya smiled and we continued to chat. A faster beat came blasting through the speakers. "Wanna dance?" She shouted in my ear.

I bit my lip, wondering how to say no politely, but Tanya was already dragging me out on the dance floor, joining the rest of our group who were already dancing.

Hey, what the hell. One dance wouldn't kill me.

-

"Woo-hoo! Last night of freedom, baby! Paaartay!" Alice slurred, her arm thrown loosely around my neck as I somewhat carried her up the stairs to her apartment. With the whole superstitious can't-wake-up-in-bed-next-to--your-fiancee-on-your-wedding-day thing, Jasper and I had traded spots, him sleeping at my place and me sleeping at Alice's.

"Shhh," I hissed. "You're gonna wake up your whole building."

Apparently this was hilarious as Alice started cracking up, still giggling even when we were inside of the apartment and I'd thrown her on the bed. I grabbed some pajamas from her drawer and quickly changed her out of the dress she was wearing.

I laughed, shaking my head at the sight of my drunken best friend. "Night, Alice."

"No, wait!" She shouted. "Come sleep with me. We can have a slumber party."

I rolled my eyes but complied, changing into my own pajamas and jumping into bed with Alice, except that by the time I came back, she was already fast asleep.

I smiled and brushed some hair out of her face. "Sweet dreams, sleeping beauty.

She responded with a snore.

-

I stared at Alice in shock. "May I ask how you are so calm?"

She shrugged. "I don't know. I just have nothing to worry about, everything is in place."

Alice was right, though. She was completely ready and dressed, as were all of the bridesmaids. All that was needed was our queue.

"Are you nervous?"

She sighed. "Yeah, a little. But that's normal I think. Everyone has a little anxiety on their wedding day, right?"

Maybe more than a little for some, I thought, thinking back on my own wedding.

"Yeah, it's normal. You'll be fine, though. Just don't pull a Bella," I teased, winking.

She snorted. "Don't worry, I won't."

I glanced over at the clock on the wall. "Hey, I'll be right back, okay?"

"Sure," Alice replied, though she was hardly paying attention as she was bombarded by the rest of her family, who were prying and poking at her dress and face. Ah, the joys of being the center of attention.

I quickly made my way out of the room and to the front of the building, searching for Edward who should've been arriving now.

It wasn't hard to spot him with his crazy mess of bronze hair. I smiled, running over to Edward and sneaking up behind him, putting my hands over his eyes. "Guess who."

"Hmm, this wouldn't happen to be my lovely, beautiful girlfriend Bella, would it?" I could feel him grinning.

"No way."

Edward spun around without warning and pressed his lips to mine. I smiled against his mouth, locking my fingers behind his neck and asking for entrance with my tongue as I licked his bottom lip.

When we pulled away, I shook my head at him. "That could've been anyone, you know."

He smirked. "I guess I'm lucky it was you then, aren't I?"

"Very lucky."

His eyes trailed down my body as he admired my attire. "Wow, you look absolutely stunning, Isabella," he murmured, entranced.

I blushed. "Thank you."

"I should probably get seated, shouldn't I?"

I nodded regretfully as we made our way inside.

"See you in there, I guess," Edward said, smiling down at me.

"Yeah, wish me luck. I'll probably trip on my way down the aisle."

"You'll be fine, love."

Edward gave me one last kiss before making his way into the main room to find his seat.

-

The ceremony actually went really well. Alice and Jasper created their own vows, which was extremely romantic and almost everyone in the room was close to tears.

My face didn't even become friends with the floor, as I remained upright the whole time surprisingly.

I hooked my arm through Edward's as we entered the reception hall. There was a crowd of people in the room already, awaiting the arrival of the bride and groom.

"Bella!" A voice called. I spun around, looking for the owner, only to find Tanya striding towards me.

I smiled. "Hey, Tanya." Beside me, Edward tensed. I turned to look at him curiously but his eyes were focused on Tanya.

"Edward? Is that you?" She asked, her eyes widening in surprise.

"Tanya." His voice became serious. "What are you doing here?"

"I'm the groom's cousin. And yourself?"

"I'm with Bella."

"Ah."

I cleared my throat as an awkward silence passed between the three of us. "So, how do you two know each other?"

"Edward and I used to be together," Tanya answered, smirking.

What? Edward and Tanya? How could that be?

Except I could completely see how that would be. Edward was smart, Tanya was smart. Edward was beautiful, Tanya was beautiful.

I felt sick. Already I'd felt self-conscious around Tanya but now...it was indescribable. The thought of Edward and her together made me feel nauseous.

"Oh, well, that's nice." It sounded even more stupid out loud than it did in my head.

"Well, I'd better go mingle. See you around, you two. And you'll save a dance for me, won't you, Edward? We really do need to catch up."

My hands tightened into fists at my side.

Edward nodded shortly and Tanya sauntered off, in her stupid, body hugging, too short skank-dress.

How had I gone from being friendly with Tanya to hating her guts? My, my, my.

"You're friends?" Edward asked as we walked towards the name card table.

"No, I invited her to Alice's bachelorette party since she's Jasper's cousin." I paused. "Is that the girlfriend who dumped all your clothes out the window when you broke up with her?"

Edward chuckled. "Yes, the one and only."

Hm. Well, that made me feel better. At least Edward had broken up with her, though I could hardly see why. She was close to perfect and yet, Edward now had to settle with me. I found myself feeling sorry for him.

Edward picked up his place card, which read table fifteen, and we walked over to his designated seat.

Of course, Tanya was at table fifteen as well. How nice.

Edward took his seat, which was right next to Tanya. Great.

A few people cheered as Alice and Jasper made their entrance.

I turned to Edward. "Will you be okay?"

Edward smiled, taking my hand and kissing it.

"Yes, mother," he replied, winking.

I rolled my eyes. "I wish I could sit with you."

"Don't worry, we'll have plenty of time together later. Alice needs you."

I sighed. "See you, then. I already miss you."

Edward laughed. "I'll miss you too, Bella. Twenty feet away from me, how will I go on?"

I smacked him for mocking me and he continued to laugh. He stood up and pulled me into his arms, kissing me hard. Take that, Tanya.

I pulled away reluctantly and finally made my way over to the head table, sitting down next to Alice.

"Hello, Mrs. Hale," I greeted, sliding into the seat next to Alice's.

She grinned, throwing her arms around me. "Bella!"

I grinned. "So, how does it feel?"

She sighed happily. "Pretty great."

I smiled. "I'm glad."

The waiters took our orders and I decided to waste my time by finding Edward, hoping to catch his glance.

I found him, alright. And let's just say he looked way too cozy with Tanya or, well, she looked way too cozy with him. She had her hand on his knee and she was leaning into him, speaking way too closely to his ear and giggling like a schoolgirl every time he said something.

I saw red, I was so angry.

This continued throughout the whole dinner as I looked on in shock and utter confusion. What was he doing? No, it wasn't as if he was flirting back with her but he wasn't doing much to stop her advances. I crossed my arms over myself.

Except this made sense. Why would he choose me over Tanya? Honestly, the thought was ridiculous. Tanya was beautiful with the looks of a model and I...well, I was completely average. Tanya was obviously the more desirable choice, I could see that.

Dessert came and when we were finished, everyone did their toasts, including myself. I even managed not to sound like a total idiot or mumble my words. Props to me. Alice and Jasper made their way to the dance floor, performing their first dance as a married couple. I smiled, watching the two together. They really were perfect for each other.

I turned my head towards my unfortunate entertainment. Tanya said something and Edward's brow furrowed. Then, he leaned in to whisper something in her ear and that was all I could take before I had to leave. I couldn't handle it, seeing Edward with her. Perhaps he'd had a change of heart.

I quickly made my way to the front of the building, stepping onto the sidewalk. I shivered as the air hit me and crossed my arms over myself.

My thoughts soon turned to Edward and Tanya. It was clear that she was interested in him but was he in her? Well, why wouldn't he be? She was beautiful and they obviously had a connection, a past.

Suddenly, I heard the door open and close behind me and I spun around to find Edward.

I turned away. I couldn't look at him or I would just break down.

His arms came around me from behind and he attempted to press his lips to my neck, but I pulled away.

"Bella?" He tried to grab my wrist but I pulled that away too.

He frowned. "What's wrong?"

"Tanya," I sputtered.

Edward sighed and pressed his fingers against the bridge of his nose. "What?"

"You and her." I shook my head. "I'm not stupid, Edward." It came out angrier than I'd intended.

"I really don't know what you're talking about."

"Edward, I've had to watch you all night with her. I can see that she still has feelings for you and why wouldn't you reciprocate those feelings?"

Edward stared at me as if I had grown three heads. "Why would I not reciprocate her feelings? Are you being serious? There is nothing between Tanya and I. I can't believe you'd suggest otherwise."

"No, but that doesn't make sense. She's so beautiful, Edward. Why would you want me over her?"

Edward's mouth dropped. "Bella, you are utterly absurd."

"I'm being serious, Edward!"

"So am I!" He replied angrily, grabbing me by the shoulders and shaking lightly. "Isabella Swan, I love you. I have never loved anyone as much as I love you right this moment. There is no competition, I repeat, no competition, between you and Tanya. I would never choose anyone over you, my silly Bella."

I stared up at him in awe. "You...love me?"

Edward sighed, cupping my face with his hands. "Yes, Bella. I love you, more than anything in the world."

I gulped. We'd never said the big L word to one another. Did I feel the same way? Yes, there was absolutely no question about it. I loved Edward Cullen.

"I love you, too."

Edward grinned and bent his head down to kiss me.

"I'm sorry I overreacted about Tanya. I guess I let my jealousy get the best of me," I mumbled, suddenly feeling guilty about my freak-out. I could see now that there had been no reason for worry and I felt terribly silly.

Eventually, we headed back inside and I reluctantly joined Edward on the dance floor. Tanya came up at one point to ask Edward for a dance but to my relief, he declined her invitation.

"I love you, Bella."

"I love you too, Edward."

Then, we kissed and danced the rest of the night away.

-

"Don't believe the things they say about me

And all those things you know I'd never be

You're the only one I wanna do

Everything's new and it's all cause of you."

A/N: Song is "All Cause Of You" - The 88. Review please! :)