Hi everyone! It's been over 10 years. If you're getting this notification I am just honestly surprised. Anyway. I'm deleting my account because my password got compromised and I use AO3 now anyway (not for writing. Don't get excited).

Over the last 10 years I've done a lot. I've moved halfway across the country twice. Graduated both high school and college. I've worked good and bad jobs and had good and bad friends. Ups and downs and gotten through months where I couldn't see to the other side of it.

So if this story sticks around even after I delete my account, I hope that I can leave something with all of you. Something cliched but, to be honest, there's a reason it's cliched.

Life gets better. Just keep pushing. Reach out for help and if someone doesn't catch you, try again. Help yourself and believe in yourself. The best thing you can do for the world is to fight tooth and nail to prove to everyone who doesn't believe that you are worthwhile, too much, a waste of space, someone to manipulate and abuse, or any other thing they say that they're wrong.

I'm proud of this story even though I never finished it and it's a little cringey for me to look back on. I'm proud that I wrote it and posted it publicly (sorry about the cliffhanger).

So, goodbye . I had good times here.

Love you all and stay spicy!

Loanlystar