Blue Eyes
By: Hikari Ice Angel

Note: This is a song by Within Temptation from the album An Acoustic Night at the Opera.

A/N: Yes, I know it's been a while since I've posted for this story. I'm glad to have actually gotten around to type up this chapter. I've been writing it and typing it as I go. After this is posted, I'll try to get some of Forbidden Love posted. Though I have been putting it off for quite a while, and my readers probably hate me for it. But…! I'll make sure it's a good and long chapter when I finally post it. Other than that, I'm trying to make sure whatever I develop for Forbidden Love ends up good so expect something good to come from it. I've been putting my blood, sweat, and tears into it. Well, figuratively…. But let's hope it never comes down to me actually bleeding for it, unless it's a paper cut from writing it. I hope you enjoyed this as much as I did! It was fun while it lasted! *blows nose* Now be darlings and review! Please..?
Enjoy~!

~Hikari Ice Angel

Disclaimer: I do not claim any ownership of these characters or any scenarios that I portray in my fan fiction. Seriously, it's a fan fiction! Why would I even claim rights to them anyways!?! I would be a genius if they were mine….I'm getting tired of writing these each time…

Chapter Seven:
Utopia

The burning desire to live and roam free

It shines in the dark
And it grows within me

You're holding my hand but you don't understand
So where I'm* going, you won't be in the end

I'm dreaming in colors
Of getting the chance
Dreaming of trying the perfect romance

The search of the door, to open your mind
In search of the cure of mankind
Help us, we're drowning
So closed up inside
Why does it rain, rain, rain down on utopia?
Why does it have to kill the ideal* of who we are?
Why does it rain, rain, rain down on utopia?
How will the lights die down, telling us who we are?

I'm searching for answers, not given for free
You're hurting inside, is there life within me?

You're holding my hand but you don't understand
taking the road all alone in the end*
I'm dreaming in colors, no boundaries are there

I'm dreaming the dream, and I'll sing to share
In search of the door, to open your mind
In search of the cure of mankind
Help us, we're drowning
So closed up inside
Why does it rain, rain, rain down on utopia
Why does it have to kill the ideal* of who we are?
Why does it rain, rain, rain, down on utopia?
And when the lights die down, telling us who we are

Why does it rain, rain, rain down on utopia
Why does it have to kill the ideal* of who we are?
Why does it rain, rain, rain down on utopia
And when the lights die down, telling us who we are
Why does it rain?

Beeeeeeeeeeep! An eerie, elongated, never-ending beep; it sounded through the hospital room. The heart monitor now displayed a heartbeat now non-existent as the heart monitor flat-lined. To the people in his room, it sounded horrifying like the detonation of a bomb strapped to a suicide-bomber's chest whose timer was to go off. It spoke of death; of someone drifting away to the land of the dead to the point of no return. Two parents were rushed out, and then the doctors and nurses rushed to the scene to try and revive their fallen patient, but so far were having no such luck. They tried and tried to resuscitate him over and over again! He just wouldn't live! After five minutes of trying to revive him, Daisuke was declared dead. The kiss of death had fallen upon his lips. The angel of death had visited, and there was no turning back for him now. Even modern technology and its many medical advances in the field of science couldn't bring him back. There was just nothing they could do for him; nothing at all. The equipment he was hooked up to was turned off and unhooked from his once warm, dead body. Then, one of the nurses came over and covered Daisuke's body with a sheet, so later it could be transported to the morgue where his parents could say their last goodbyes.

Even, well spaced footsteps echoed down the hallway as Watanabe-sensei made his way to the waiting room where anxious parents waited for any news on their son, Daisuke. To them, the anxiety of knowing that their only child, their son Daisuke might be dead was killing them. The grief they were stricken with made them sick to their stomachs and made Emiko cry. She was weeping when she was escorted out and didn't want to be separated from her only child, but alas the doctors and nurses needed their space and she would only be a nuisance to them. So, she willingly left her son's hospital room with her husband, and their escort one of the nurses.

Creeeaaak! Daisuke's doctor, Watanabe-sensei opened the door, and walked into the waiting room where Daisuke's parents, Emiko and Kosuke waited. When Daisuke's heart had stopped, they were taken out of his room and escorted into the waiting room. The sound of sobbing could be heard throughout the room. Kosuke was holding her and was trying to calm her, but was failing miserably in doing so. Then, upon hearing the opening of the waiting room door, both parents faced the door hoping for the delivery of good news. It looked to them that their odds were slim to none, because Watanabe-sensei had a solemn look painted onto his face, "Mr. and Mrs. Niwa," he glumly said, "I have some bad news on your son Daisuke Niwa's condition. We tried to resuscitate him, but we failed. I'm sorry. Your son passed away," then Emiko suddenly let out a loud sob that escaped the confines of her throat.

A small tear trickled down from one of Kosuke's eyes and trailed down his cheek as he and Emiko held onto one another. They just stood there in the middle of the waiting room as Emiko hid her face in Kosuke's chest mourning for the loss of their child. Then, the doctor escorted them down to the morgue to say their last goodbyes. The door shut behind them with a click!

Sad, mournful, dreary snowflakes fell from the sad, gray sky in timely fashion. Despite the falling snow, the Niwa family had decided it to be best to proceed with Daisuke's funeral. Many of Daisuke's friends were present at the funeral wearing their mournful attire dressed in nothing but jet black. Many, if not all, had mournful, sad expressions painted onto their face. Some were even crying, while others just drifted off into space into the numbing void that now filled their hearts. They all had something they had in common now if they didn't before, because now they felt as if something was missing in their lives; something, or someone to be specific, that radiated nothing, but happiness and laughter.

All of them bowed their heads to pray a prayer for the acceptance of his soul to reach into the clouds of heaven. In a place he could find peace and eternal slumber without pain, without the world weighing down on his shoulders. They knew he would be happy there, because he wouldn't be alone. No, he wouldn't be, because Satoshi, his beloved, would be there with him. They would be there together for eternity. They wished for them to rest peacefully, and hopefully their souls would be together for eternity; never separating.

After the funeral, Daisuke's coffin was lowered into the ground into his final resting place in the cold, hard grave. Next to him was another grave, one whose name inscribed into the gravestone was the name of the now deceased Satoshi Hikari/Hiwatari. Daisuke's parents had decided to bury him next to Satoshi, because Satoshi was his undoing, and the person he so longed for and cared for. When he had died and Daisuke had heard the news of his death, it was rather obvious of how Daisuke really felt for him. The burst of tears was one of the many clues that Emiko was given. Daisuke had been in love and so much so that the news had broken his heart. After that day, Daisuke was never the same again. He didn't worry about his own well-being, and that was a constant remainder, because of how he had fallen asleep at his fallen love's grave and from there many catastrophes followed soon after.

Emiko felt that separating the bodies of the two boys wouldn't have been anything good, so she made Daisuke's final resting place the grave that was next to Satoshi's grave; together forever like in many fairy tales even though this fairy tale hadn't a happy ending. Two young and inspiring boys had died far before their time. It was premature in many ways, because they were just in their teens. They had so much to live for and that was all gone.

She didn't want to separate the two boys, because the Niwa believed in soul mates and that everyone had someone out there for themselves even if it was someone of the same sex or even a Hikari like Satoshi. Though Emiko could now admit that she had somewhat of a soft spot for the blue-haired Hikari. She could see that he looked as if he had suffered far too much for his age and was far too mature for the years he had lived; if you could call he reason for existing that. She like Kosuke couldn't bear to see children suffer even though it might have been his fault. Besides that, even if it wasn't it just wasn't good. He was fated for something he wished not to be a part of or do. Satoshi hadn't wanted his fate to be pre-determined. He had wanted to decide what he wanted to do himself, but it was like that for him. He had been fated for a loveless life; one full of suffering and pain with one disaster happening after another. Then on top of that, he was stuck with an evil, psychotic angel who wanted nothing more but to kill Daisuke, his one and only love. Then there was Krad's possessiveness to take into account; how Satoshi was his property and his alone; no one else could have him.

Emiko could admit that she had been somewhat afraid of him, but it was only because of the psychotic angel he possessed; not Satoshi himself because she knew he hadn't the desire to hurt Daisuke let alone a fly. Emiko knew of the pain he had suffered through all of the transformations he had so many times; the wings ripping through his back, because she had seen his scars before his death. She also knew, because of the accounts Daisuke had told her of what happened to him when he transformed. There was nothing that could be said for the amount of tears he had shed before his suicide. The pain-staking loneliness and the pain and the blood and the tears had been too much of a burden for his soul to bear to the point that he felt he had only one option; to take his own life.

Now, the pain was gone, and two souls had departed from this earth. They would make sure they were eternally together in heaven and in reality. Even in death no one could separate them from one another and that was okay, even to Daisuke's parents.

After Daisuke had been buried, Emiko smiled down at the fresh grave where her son now resigned. A single tear lift one of her sad eyes, and then she placed onto his grave a bouquet of flowers to stand for how much she would miss his presence in her life, "Good bye, my Dai-chan. I love you and I'll miss you," she said before embracing her husband Kosuke, and leaving the two resting lovers in peace.

END

A/N: T.T *blows nose* Well that's all folks! This story is now finished. Hikari Ice Angel out!