I wrote this a whle ago, Owen's feelings about death, and life. Please review! gaia-x-goddess

Bullet coming, and its not stopping.

Brief second of panic, rabbit in the headlights.

Disjointed time. A second is so long…

But not long enough.

Blackness. Nothing. Peace.

Then pain and fear and the bitter taste

Of a life that never wanted me.

And now it's got me forever.

I'm not grateful.

Then, anger. I'm stuck in the headlights again.

Love, unwanted, for Tosh and Jack and Gwen and Ianto.

Hatred for the life that held on to the buoyancy ring as I drowned below.

And, finally, the peace I wanted all my life,

No nothing. Just me, alone.

As it was always meant to be.