Lost Flower

Chapter 1 Why?

Disclaimer: The characters depicted, settings, and some terminology in this fan work are the property of Masashi Kishimoto. The views and opinions of this fan based work in no way reflect the views or opinions of Masashi Kishimoto. This is a fanfiction written purely for entertainment purposes and nothing more. The author of this fan based work receives no profit gain in writing this.

WARNING: Readers are strongly cautioned as this fic contains content NOT suitable for children under the age of 18 and contains but not limited to the following: explicit sexual acts, explicit violent sexual acts (rape), adult themes, inappropriate language, and violence.

AN: this has been edited on 3/26/15 as my skills have improved some. I hope you enjoy the story : )

Also want to thank Courtney777 for betaing this story!

Sakura stood frozen on the now empty streets of Konoha. Her chest grew heavier with every breath. Had she really just seen Sasuke-kun? Her eyes widened and even began to tear up. She knew there was no way her beloved Sasuke had returned, not after so long. Still she never gave up hope completely. In fact, these days it was all she had to keep her going. Naruto was no help to her, since he was always training or hanging around that perverted Jiraiya. Right now he was probably training since Jiraiya had left on a top-secret mission (Probably just his RESEARCH). This kunoichi's days were growing increasingly lonely.

She worked hard under Tsunade training to get stronger. Though her training was paying off she still felt completely useless in every battle because no one ever let her fight. Naruto always rushed in to 'save' her whether she needed it or not. Kakashi always shielded her and Sai always jumped to protect her. She started her long walk home. It was raining and no surprise to her, she had no umbrella to take cover under and the walk was still so far. Most people would have run, but to her it didn't matter how long it took her to get home. Her body was already completely soaked. There was no reason to over exert her-self by running home especially after a long shift at the hospital.

Her thoughts drifted back to Sasuke, and she frowned. She wasn't sure why she thought she'd seen him out of the corner of her eye but she couldn't shake the feeling in her head that he was really there. Sakura knew there was no was the missing nin had really shown himself in Konoha, but a tiny part of her hoped. It was that hope that tore at her and she was glad for the cover of rain as she felt her eyes tearing as she thought of the raven haired man. She wanted to bring Sasuke back, but every time they tried they failed and each time her and even Naruto died a little inside. Sakura shook her head of these dark thoughts. They would eventually bring him home. She managed to stop the flow of tears and clear him temporarily from her mind.

After what seemed like forever she finally made it home although she was completely soaked through. Sakura swung open the door and walked through quickly into the warmth. She made certain to lock the door behind her. She was just paranoid like that. A little obsessive, but none the less that's what she did. Even if she were just stopping in to get something she made sure she always locked the door behind her. Things had been that way since her parents passed away about a year ago. Their deaths had taken quite a toll on the kunoichi. She often felt like she was unsafe without them around. It probably had to do with their sudden deaths and having to live alone for the first time in her life. Tsunade told her the paranoid feelings would subside and fade away with time.

She walked the narrow hallway towards the bathroom and began shedding the sopping wet clothing, throwing it into a nearby hamper. She was freezing and she couldn't stop shaking. Her body trembled as she pulled off the last of the wet clothing that clung to her.

She dried off her body and wrapped a towel around herself. Then she began blow-drying her hair, which didn't take too long as it was still short. She left the bathroom and went into the kitchen. Through the cold she hadn't noticed how dry her throat was. She checked the fridge, but all she found was a bottle of water. She sighed realizing that she'd neglected to go grocery shopping for two weeks now. She had been working a ton of shifts lately since Naruto wasn't around much to help her train. Since becoming a medic ninja her responsibilities seemed tied to the hospital. She rarely left on missions anymore, and it did frustrate her but she knew she was still getting stronger. She often found herself working double shifts as she had today.

Sakura took the only remaining thing from the fridge, drank it, and walked back to her room. She shut and locked the door behind her like she always did. She was already finished the water, which she hadn't noticed at first tasted strange. She dismissed it as being cheap water.

Suddenly she could barely keep her eyes open. She had such a long day at the hospital, so she thought nothing of it as her eyes grew heavy and she no longer struggled to keep them open. She was so tired she fell asleep wrapped in a towel without bothering to get dressed.

~Some time later~

Sakura stirred a little from her sleep. Something definitely wasn't right. Her skin was cold and exposed. She was somewhere dark and damp. She was still in a sleep like state. She reached for the covers believing it was just a dream. She reached about a few inches when her hand stopped mid air. Sakura was most definitely not in her bed. This realization hit her hard. She stopped and listened for clues. She could hear laughter coming from her left. She froze with fear. She tried to move but her legs and arms were bound. She wanted to scream, but no words would escape her lips.

"What's the matter Sakura-chan?" asked a familiar cold voice.

Sakura's eyes widened. She knew the voice, but it couldn't be? There was no way it was it him. It couldn't be Sasuke.

"Sasuke-kun…" she whispered.

Sasuke stepped into a shard of light. Half of his face was just barely visible, even though her eyes had begun adjusting to the darkness. It was then it hit her. A violent blush swept her face. She was still naked! Never mind the fact that she was kidnapped. At that point all she felt was embarrassment that her long time crush could see everything. She struggled trying to cover herself but it was futile.

"Sasuke-kun…please don't look at me." Sakura blushed even more violently than before.

"Don't worry I've already gotten a good look, when I bound you like that." he replied with a smirk watching her for her response.

Sakura didn't know what to say. Her mind went blank for second trying to comprehend what he'd said. She must have heard him wrong, right? Sasuke looked at the kunoichi's face and smirked as watched the wheels turning in her head as she took in his words. Any second he would see her face fall in realization that he'd done this to her with the intent to harm her. He waited in silence savoring it.

She couldn't believe her Sasuke would do something like this. It must be a genjutsu she thought. She put her hands together as best she could. She could just barely touch them together, but it was just enough. She concentrated.

"KAI!" she shouted frantically.

Sasuke couldn't hold back the laughter welling up within him. He admitted to binding her naked to the wall and she still doubted it was him. He shook his head, she'd always hung around him bugging him claiming she loved him. He couldn't believe she had the gall to confess to him, when she knew nothing about him or his life. It made him cringe whenever she'd follow him around like a puppy. He wanted to show her what he was really like. He was not this cool elite type to be fawning over, he was dark and deadly. He would make her see.

'Let's put your love to the test.' he thought.

"Too bad for you this is very real." he spoke from the shadows.

Panic spread through her body as she realized she couldn't manipulate chakra anymore. She was so panicked she couldn't move her body. Her eyes darted up to his and she stared at those dark orbs. His eyes seemed to paralyze her. Her muscles tensed as she sensed his ill intent for the first time she was clearly aware of his darker side, and it scared her.

She watched as Sasuke stepped closer to her and into the light from the moon. His eyes met hers and she could see the darkness, he wasn't the same Sasuke she remembered. She tensed again as he reached for her hair. He gently ran his fingers through her hair. The soft locks felt like silk between his fingers, and he smirked. He smelled her hair, and caressed her face, but the feeling was cold and unwelcomed. Sakura closed her eyes tight.

Why would he do this to her? Had he ever shown interest she would have gladly given herself to him, but why like this? Was it really Sasuke? No. It couldn't be her Sasuke-kun. It just couldn't! She tried to convince herself it wasn't really Sasuke. Tears slipped out from the kunoichi's closed eyes. Deep down she knew it was him, but she tried to ignore this. She didn't think she could handle knowing it was really him right now.

"Stop! Please Sasuke-kun! Please I don't understand why you're doing this!" she screamed.

"Because...I love you Sakura-chan." He said with an evil grin. "Isn't that what you've been waiting to hear for years?" he asked coldly.

Sakura felt her gut wretch as he spoke. How far had Sasuke fallen to treat her this way. The man she'd loved forever is using it against her. She whimpered into her own shoulder refusing to look at him.

"Haven't you been waiting for the day I'd take you?" his voice sounded cold but he grinned at her like it might be joke.

"What happened to make you this way?" Sakura asked through tears.

"I've always been this way." he responded watching her for her reaction.

"No...you haven't. I loved you back then, but now you're completely different."

"Sakura, I'm the same as I was then. You just never noticed past my looks and name." he hissed.

He held her chin as he kissed her hard on the lips. She squirmed and tried to get free. He kissed lower down her neck stopping to bite here and there. Sakura winced in pain. She just wanted him to stop. She wished someone would find her, wished someone would save her. Just earlier in the night she inwardly complained about not wanting people to save her and now she desperately wanted someone to save her. Sasuke's eyes stared directly into hers. He smiled seeing the fear they held.

"Come on you know you've wanted this all along."

"N-Not l-like this. Please stop." she cried.

He slid his hand over her breasts. She struggled against him. Sasuke was enjoying this moment. After all those years she bothered him to no end following him like a lost puppy. Finally it would end. Finally she would see him for what he was. He had a darkened soul. He would break this onesided bond she had with him.

"The more you struggle the longer I will take with you. If you keep quiet I won't even make you relive it with my sharingan. Maybe I'll just screw with your head until you're near dead and dump you naked to Konoha on Naruto's doorstep. I bet he'd love to have you naked and hog tied with cum all over you."

Sakura couldn't imagine being found that way by anyone let alone Naruto. The thought sickened her and she couldn't believe it was real. Her tears flowed in streams down her cheeks, which only turned Sasuke on more.

"JUST STOP IT ALREADY! I WON'T STRUGGLE!" she cried loudly.

"Hm… giving up as usual."

Upon hearing these words it felt as though she was struck with a kunai to the chest. She knew he was right. She always gave up on everything. She hadn't changed at all.

He removed his clothing. Sakura looked away not wanting to see. He grabbed her head and made her face him. She closed her eyes tightly like it wasn't real if she didn't see it.

"Keep your eyes open. I want you to watch as I use your body."

"P-please don't do this! Why are you doing this?"

"Because I can." He replied with a sick smile on his face.

Sakura cried as his hand wandered freely over her body.

"Who knew you had such a nice body? Well I guess if you can get past your face."

He listened to her whimpering. Each time she whimpered his dick pulsed wanting to defile her. He wanted her to cry, to scream, to break. He wouldn't be satisfied until she had nothing left. He wanted to see how long she lasted with this 'love' she claimed she had for him.

He repositioned her. He dragged his member over her face. She closed her eyes. Her face cringed with disgust as he rubbed his member across her face and lips.

"Let's see how good you can be."

Sakura's eyes began to flow with more tears and she felt like she'd vomit. Why was he doing this to her? He shoved himself into her mouth and began thrust. Sakura just wanted to die.

"What's the matter Sakura-chan? You SUCK at everything else.," he said slapping her growing angrier by the minute.

He withdrew himself from her mouth. She just stayed still wondering if it would ever end. He began hitting her on the face with his member. She winced and whined as he shoved himself back into her mouth. He quickened his thrusts and hit the back of her throat causing the kunoichi to gag. He laughed and continued to thrust ignoring her pain or rather enjoying her pain. Soon Sasuke's face contorted with pleasure as he was close to release and with two more thrust he pulled out of her mouth quickly. He moaned as he came painting her face. Sakura couldn't move. She was so disgusted, so humiliated. So ashamed she did the only thing she could do in the situation and cried. She cried loudly only causing Sasuke more excitement.

"P-Please…s-stop…" she sobbed loudly.

Sasuke smiled wickedly at the sight of her crying and covered in his juices. He stepped closer to her and she knew what he'd do to her next. Her sobbing increased dramatically as she felt him at her entrance. He lingered there for a moment to watch the fear course through her body. She closed her eyes tightly as he slammed into her and pulled out quickly moaning.

"Sasuke-kun! STOP PLEASE!" she cried struggling, but it was no use.

"Oh Sakura, that's not being very good is it. I'll have to teach you a lesson." He said in a teasing tone.

Sakura's eyes widened as he thrust as hard as he could inside her. She screamed and cried which only seemed to excite him more. The pain she felt was unbelievable. Her face contorted with pain and she felt warm liquid running down her legs, which she figured to be blood. It felt like he was tearing her apart. His laughter and moans of pleasure echoed in her mind. She felt like she'd pass out, but unfortunately she remained conscious the whole time. Sasuke was coming closer to release and quickened his pace causing her more pain. Her face scrunched and she bit down on her lips until she tasted blood. Her tears rolled down her face in thick streams. How much more would she have to endure before it was over? Sakura had nothing left. Who could ever want her now? She wanted to die.

"Sakura-chan should I come inside you or on your face again?" he asked cruelly.

Sakura hung her head in shame. He smiled having seen the look in her eyes. She was close. Soon she would be broken. The thought pushed him over the edge and with one intense moan he came inside her. Her eyes widened as the warm liquid shot inside her. She whimpered and sobbed. Sasuke struck her hard to the back of her neck causing her to black out.