What do I do? It's bad enough knowing that mum hates me being with Seaweed, but what will she say when I tell her? I can't get rid of it, not that I'd want to even it was legal and easy. The worst that she can do is disown me or make me give it up. Yes I love her, you know she gave me life but if I'm being pretty honest, I'd prefer the former option.

What will everyone else say? Will they judge me for getting involved with a 'negro'? God I hate even saying that word now. Will I get judged for being an unwed mother? Will Seaweed stick by me? By us? Yes He says that he loves me even though our love is taboo but will he be willing to stand by me while I go through this life changing process in my life.

Even if everything turns out to be ok, what will the other kids say when he or she is older? What if segregation is still in place by the time he or she is old enough to go to school? Where will they fit in society?

All these questions that I have in my head, I can't help but wonder. What lies in store for me and my baby? No matter what the answers are, I will love him or her.