Hello everyone. This is my first story in about two years and I hope you all enjoy it. It starts off with Lemony Content so if you don't like it, you still have a chance to turn back.

In my story, Rin is about eighteen or so and Sesshomaru has both arms. They have had a relationship for a while but this is their first time having sex.

Oh yeah, I don't own Inuyasha. Enjoy!

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Powerless to resist

'I love him. Oh Kami, I love him so much.'

As she stood on the shimmering, cream colored balcony and looked into the moon, it's luminescent glow shining on the castle grounds of her home, she thought to herself.

Her mind was jumbled, moving a mile a minute, trying to keep her thoughts in order so she could think. Not of the villagers who so trustingly put their lives in hers and her Lords hands everyday. She didn't think of Inuyasha or Kagome who had made there life together after Naraku was destroyed. Her parents were usually always in her thoughts. 'Are they watching over her, are they proud of her', but not tonight.

No, tonight she thought of Sesshomaru. The dangerously strong and devastatingly handsome youkai who had given her life, love, and family had just asked her that evening to be his life mate. Her lord and savior who had given her a home and something to live for had taken her delicate hand into his large one at the dinner table and asked for her hand in marriage.

'But it is more than that.' she thought. Marriage isn't even close to what he wants from her.

Inu youkais mate for life. Your spirits become entwined together and your auras unite. You become one physically and mentally and she doesn't know if she is ready for that.

She has no doubt in her mind that she loves him. She has been in love

with him since she was twelve years old. The way his arms lock around her tight when they embrace. The way his hair smells, the way his eyes change colors with his moods.

She can always tell when he is angry by the way his eyes become shadowed and flash with amber. When he is happy, his eyes light up and become so golden that it reminds her of staring into the sun. And when he is aroused. Oh. His eyes go dark and hot and even though she knows that he would never hurt her, she can't help but feel that she isn't entirely safe.

And she loves it.

She loves the way he kisses her. His luscious lips sliding over hers again and again, going deeper and deeper like they have all the time in the world. Sesshomaru kisses like he fights. He knows that he is in control as he explores her mouth with his tongue and he won't accept anything more than her complete and willing submission.

"Kami" she whispers aloud and she trails a hand over her breast and rests it back on the balcony. 'I'm getting wet just thinking about him.'

She can feel her nipples harden as the light breeze blows her long, flowing dark hair away from her face. The kimono that she wore fluttered around her knees and slipped off her left shoulder reveling the soft, creamy, milky white skin of her neck. She shivered but not because of the wind. It was something else.

"Rin."

She sensed him behind her and when his strong arms came around her waist , pulling her against his chest, she melted into him.

"Sessh." she whispered.

He growled lightly as he nuzzled her neck. He could smell her arousal as soon as he walked into the door. She drove him crazy and he planned on showing her just how crazy she made him.

"Sesshy." she whined as he sucked on her neck. His fangs grazed her flesh and made her moan over and over. One hand wound around the back of his neck and the other clutched the balcony in a death grip, turning her knuckles white. When she tried to turn toward him, he kept her still. He wasn't done.

"I... I." she breathed, trying to get the words out. She felt weak. If it wasn't for his strong arms holding her around the waist, she would have clasped in a heap on the hard ground. 'Kami, look what he does to me.'

"Sessh." she moaned, smiling. "Wait."

"What for?" he growled into her neck. She had never denied him before and he was dammed if she was going to start now.

"Because, I have something to say to you."

"Fine." he sighed as his lips paused on her neck and his arms loosened around her waist. He kept his hands on her hips as she turned toward him.

"But make it quick. I have something I have to take care of." One of his hands slipped down to her ass and squeezed. She laughed as she batted his hands away."I'm serious."

"I....um...." She didn't know where to begin. His kisses had jumbled her thoughts and the speech she had planed before he came back to their room was gone. Sesshomaru definitely wasn't helping the situation. The way he was staring at her made her nervous and she continued to stutter.

His face became serious as he watched her struggle with words. One of his hands journeyed from her hip to her stomach, over the roundness of her breast, up the slender column of her neck until it reached her cheek.

"What is it Rin." he asked as his thumb caressed the blush that stained her cheek.

She looked up at him through her lashes and started to speak.

"Sesshomaru?" she whispered.

"Yes?" he asked as he touched his forehead to hers.

"I love you." she sighed. "I love you so much." She let her head fall on his chest and her eyes slid closed, taking in his scent.

"And?" he implied with an eyebrow lift, confused. He knew how much she cared for him. He felt the exact same way. Where was she going with this?

"And, I want to....um..." she hesitated. She didn't know what approach to take so she just blurted it out. "I want to be your mate." She lifted her head to look him in the eyes, letting him know how serious she was. How much she wanted him.

When his eyes became hot and his hands tightened on her waist, she felt herself grow wetter, her skin grow hotter. They both stood there, lost in eachothers eyes, feeling the love and the lust start to take over.

Sesshomaru's hand skimmed up her back and fisted in her hair, pulling her head back so her neck was bared to him in the ultimate stance of submission.

"You know Rin.." he whispered, his breath puffing hotly against her ear. "If I take you, you'll be mine. No one else will ever be able to have you."

He pushed his hardness against her to prove his point, letting his other hand take hold of her breast. Her breath left her in a rush and her legs buckled. The only thing that was keeping her up was him. The only thing that ever kept her up was him.

"I don't want anyone else." She gasped when he nipped her neck."I just want you."

He growled in approval when her hands wound around his neck and she pulled his face up to hers, crashing her lips to his. He let her dominate the kiss at first, moaning when her tongue stroked his.

When the tip of her tongue caught his fangs, her blood an aphrodisiac in his mouth, that's when he lost it. He dove into the kiss as his hands grasped the bottom of her thighs so he could lift her into the air. Her legs immediately wrapped around his waist as her mouth yielded to his assault.

He ravished her with his tongue as he dug his claws into her hips, thrusting her center against his, grazing her clit in the process.

"Sessh." she sobbed, tearing her mouth from his so she could breathe. His kisses still didn't let up. Instead he just attacked her neck, groaning when her legs tightened around him and her hips moved against his with the tempo he created.

She tried to keep up. To find some semblance of control but in the end she just fell limp against him as he carried her into their chambers. With him, she was powerless to resist.

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So, I hope you all liked it. Yes there is going to be another chapter so don't fear. I'm working on it now and it's a lemon! Hot Hot Hot!

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please, no flames. You are welcome to give me tips or advice about something you didn't like. I make mistakes just like everyone.