Well, that's it. The last chapter.
First, I would like to thank you for all the patience of reading and reviewing, and also comprehending that english is not my first language... I think that writing this story made my vocabulary imrpoove a bit, but I still have much to learn, of english and of writing =)
Second, I'm sorry for being late. I had a few problems that kept me away from the computer and didn't think that writing in a hurry would help the story... hope you can understand. Besides, writing about Kakashi is a bit... "inspiring" hehe, even if in this fic he is not explicit late ;)
In this chapter there is the song that inspired me for this fic, 'Shy', from Sonata Arctica. I really don't know why I pictured Kakashi and Sasuke for that song, I do remember that I was having lots and lots of ideas for this pair while hearing music... I guess that when 'Shy' began it was only natural that I'd see them in that situation. Still, the fact that Kakashi is not shy at all made it a little dificult, but it also would be weird if he was the one serving tables and Sasuke the one watching him.
I hope you all have enjoyed this story (even though it was not my favourite to write...).
If you have the patience, please read my other fics and help me to get better.
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If Kakashi was the type of person who enjoyed a good and old cliché, he would say he was living in a dream and hoped he would never wake up.
Being unable to leave the bed unless you were on a wheelchair was not exactly what he would call a dream, nevertheless, being unable to leave the bed also gave him the certainty that it was real. That Sasuke right there beside him was not an illusion.
Slowly, Kakashi brushed away a few strands of dark hair and planted a small kiss on the boy's forehead, hugging him tighter. He knew that those actions wouldn't wake him up, during those two months he had discovered that Sasuke was not one to be easily awaken. During those months, he had discovered a lot about the raven and each new discovery made him thank that Orochimaru had been sadistic enough to torture him with shots instead of killing him right away.
Being unable to leave bed was terribly boring and annoying. Or it would have been, if Sasuke hadn't been there. Observing his boyfriend's habits and tastes had become his favourite activity among the few things he was able to do, the boy was just too cute for his own good and at the same time could be the most stubborn and arrogant person in the world.
Not to mention the way he could make Kakashi blush. Him! Blushing! That was really something that Kakashi had never expected to happen after they got together, you see, he was the dominant. Yet, Sasuke had the ability of making him blush. They both discovered that when, at the first week of living together, the Uchiha found his collection of porn books.
The memory of that day made him smirk and chuckle every time. He was at the bed and Sasuke was organizing the clothes he had brought in the closet when the pile of books was found. Kakashi was peacefully playing sudoku and he suddenly heard laughter coming from the closet, then came the raven with a huge smirk – seriously, the biggest smirk the detective had ever seen on those lips.
"I knew you had to be some kind of perv, but I didn't think you were this much." In his hand he had an orange book with the title of Icha Icha Paradise. Again, laughter filled the air soon after had filled with a red colour.
Kakashi didn't remember what he said, he remembered he had stuttered a lot trying to explain, but was silenced by Sasuke, who waved his head and said before going into the closet again, the smirk still on his face:
"Well, at least you might have a lot of ideas for when you have your strengths back. Keep them in mind."
And that request had been very well accepted. They still haven't gone farther than kissing and touching and provoking. (By the way, Kakashi never thought Sasuke could be such a tease.)
The visits of their friends had been funny too. Sasuke was a bit nervous to meet the silver haired's friend, he said that he didn't think he had left a good impression of himself, since the two last times they had seen him he had been screaming and being all bossy over Commissary Tsunade. To this Kakashi guaranteed him than anyone who was bossy over Tsunade would leave good impression on them.
When Asuma, Gai and Kurenai first came (bringing him to doughnuts, something that made Sasuke quirk his eyebrow several times) they didn't know exactly how to act around the Uchiha. None of them was stupid, they knew what was going on between them, and seeing Kakashi with a boyfriend was something rather awkward by itself, they didn't think that this boyfriend being an eighteen years old boy with a tragic past made things easier. The second time, though, Asuma had assumed his usual self as soon as he figured that Sasuke was a lot like his partner. Kurenai found common facts between her and the boy, seeing that when she was younger she had worked for the Hyuuga family as a babysitter to Hinata. And Gai kept acting noisy like he always did. Things settled fine.
When Sasuke's friends paid them a visit, however, thins were reversed and Kakashi was the nervous one. He had never been one to stand around teens. And it was not like the last time he had seen each of them he had been in his best condition.
Hyuuga Neji and Gaara had been easy to handle, for his surprise. They both sat silently at first, thanked him for helping Sasuke and slowly began a polite conversation with Kakashi about a thing or another, sometimes asking about a curious thing in his apartment or telling the Uchiha how life was going for them. It was smooth. Yet, not smooth enough to compensate the beaming ball of energy that was Naruto. The blond came in and didn't stand still for a single moment, walking around the apartment with pure curiosity, begging Sasuke to tell how things happened, even asked to hold Kakashi's gun. And Kakashi couldn't help but to chuckle at the death glares that the three other teens shot at Naruto.
Medic appointments were worthy of laughing too. Even though he had to be taken on a wheelchair, it was priceless to see nurse Hinata becoming all red when she spotted them and Doctor Sakura's attempts of flirting and receiving intense death glares from Sasuke. (They still haven't achieved an agreement with whom the pink haired was flirting…)
Well, two months were more than enough time to give Kakashi memorable scenes, either because they were funny or because it was just the best time of his life (which usually was, once Sasuke was involved).
Still, the best thing was waking up with the vision of that beautiful sleeping form. He was capable of watching Sasuke sleeping for hours(generally, that was the time the boy took to wake up). The sound of the rise and fall of his chest, the contrast of his dark hair with his pale skin, the peace on his features, the small smile gracing his soft pink lips… it was just perfect. So perfect that – again using a cliché – Kakashi hoped it was not a dream.
And when Sasuke awoke… it was... impossible to put it on words. The raven would slowly open his eyes, take a few seconds to realize he was awaken and only then focus on him, smile with eyes filled with happiness.
Just like he was doing now.
Their eyes were locked for some moments until Kakashi finally pulled Sasuke closer to a light kiss, chaste but full of love. And now came the time in which they would cuddle together for indefinite time until one of them was hungry enough to voice it, but that usually took a good time… sometimes the detective thought he could eat the smell that emanated from his Uchiha. (Only two months and he already called him 'his'.) To think he almost lost all those moments, those feelings, made his heart race a bit with fear and everytime he would swear that if something ever came to nearly threat Sasuke, he would protect him, he would not fall and make way for Itachi. No one would ever hurt his Sasuke again.
"Kakashi…"
"Hm?" he murmured his nose against soft dark hair.
"Make time stop." Came Sasuke's voice from somewhere against his chest.
Another cliché. One that Kakashi would try his best to make it true while holding him tight.
However, time didn't stop and one more month passed by.
There was he, making Sasuke laugh by giving a large step into the apartment, to prove that now he could walk. Since they had left the hospital, Kakashi already free from the wheelchair, he had been giving large steps like those and some times a small kick at something. Sasuke tried to be mad at him for doing that, Doctor Sakura prohibited the detective of forcing his legs, but in the end his pale face would be contorted into a smile and than laughter.
However, Kakashi soon found that Sasuke was a quick learner and it was not long until the Uchiha was controlling himself to not laugh and take some attitudes. And he found on the hard way, when his boyfriends tackled him to lie on the sofa.
His silver hair got even more wild as his head pressed itself onto the sofa while he started to laugh.
"So, I'm not allowed to walk about but you can tackle me?"
"And do everything I want." Sasuke added, laying on top of him with a classic smirk plastered on his face.
"Hmm. That sounds really interesting. You know, each day that goes by gives me the feeling that you have some perverted mind of your own."
"Really? I'm not the one taking advantage of a boy who is barely legal."
"Me? Taking advantage of you? Have you noticed that I'm the weak one who has just been tackled?" Kakashi asked with a mock tone, bringing Sasuke closer to a kiss, a slow and seductive kiss. "Am I really taking advantage of you, Sasuke? Or is it that you are hot for an older guy?"
The boy laughed, nuzzling his nose on Kakashi's neck.
"Does it really make a difference? None of us could be called innocent in the end of the day."
"Specially after I saw you reading Icha Icha Paradise." Kakashi teased, shifting his head to the side to give Sasuke a better range of his neck while his own hands began to wander beneath his boyfriends blue shirt, caressing that soft pale skin.
"It's not fair that you keep the ideas only for your self." Sasuke whispered in his ear, and all of a sudden, stood by the side of the sofa.
"Come on, the conversation was getting more interesting." Kakashi smirked at him while making himself more comfortable at the sofa.
"I know. And it will be even more after dinner." Sasuke winked at him and moved to the kitchen, where there was an opened window to the room "I'll make something special to celebrate your recovery."
"I like the sound of that."
They exchanged smiles and Sasuke was soon distracted by cooking and Kakashi turned to look at the most recent picture at the wall: it showed him and Sasuke. Kurenai had taken it at her last visit. It was his best photo, in his opinion; it was the only one where his smile was true. And he didn't think there were many pictures where Sasuke seemed to be so happy.
He sighed, content, feeling like his life was complete.
"Is everything OK?"
Kakashi looked to the side and saw the raven approaching.
"Yeah. Just happy."
Sasuke smiled and walked to the stereo system, putting a CD in there and selecting a song.
"I'd like you to hear that."
"What is it?"
"Is my suggestion… for our song." The boy blushed madly and rushed back into the kitchen as the music started. Not trying to contain his smile, Kakashi listened and memories of the beginning of their story started to come back.
I can see how you are beautiful; can you feel my eyes on you?
I'm shy and turn my head away
Working late in diner Citylite, I see that you get home alright
Make sure that you can't see me, hoping you will see me
Sometimes I'm Wondering why you look me and you blink your eye
You can't be acting like my Dana (can you)
I see you in Citylite diner serving all those meals and then
I see reflections of me in your eye, oh please
Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you see
Obsessed by you, your looks, well
anyway "I would any day die for you",
I write on paper & erased away
Still I sit in diner Citylite, drinking coffee or reading lies
Turn my head and I can see you, could that really be you
Sometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eye
You can't be acting like my Dana?
I see your beautiful smile and I would like to run away from
Reflections of me in your eyes, oh please
Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you see
I see, can't have you, can't leave you there 'cos I must sometimes see you
And I don't understand how you can keep me in chains
And every waken hour, I feel you taking power from me and I can't leave
Repeating the scenery over again
Sometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eye
You can't be acting like my Dana?
I see your beautiful smile and I would like to run away from
Reflections of me in your eyes, oh please
Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you see
Oh baby talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you
I'm shy can't you
I'm shy can't you see
Although he hated to admit that he was the shy character of the song, he certainly wouldn't complain about that being their theme song.
Kakashi chuckled and walked to the kitchen, embracing Sasuke from behind, inhaling his scent. Slowly, he planted light kisses on the pale neck while carrots were being diced.
"For how long have you been thinking about showing this song to me?"
"A few weeks." The sound of the knife cutting the vegetables stopped and Sasuke dried his hands to then place them above Kakashi's "I guess I… I… I'm just trying to say…"
"Hm...?"
Sasuke sighed and leaned on him. Kakashi hid his smile on dark hair.
Even though their lives were being perfect, there were still some things that they couldn't voice yet. It was everything clear on their eyes, but it wouldn't cross their throats. Kakashi had been trying to say for a good time now, but until today he didn't think Sasuke was ready. Now the boy was making his own effort too.
"Sasuke… I love you…" he whispered and tightened the embrace "I love you more than anything. You are the most important person in my life."
Suddenly the body in his arms began to tremble and turned. A wet face was soaking his shirt.
"I'm sorry… I didn't mean to make you cry… Shhhh…"
It took a few seconds for the cry to stop. Endless dark orbs met his grey ones and their gaze was locked. Kakashi now was able to read everything that was told him through his beloved's eyes, which was why he didn't mind to not hear from Sasuke's mouth.
But Sasuke never got tired of surprising him.
"I love you too… more than my own life. Among all the people I met in my life, you're the only one that can make me feel this happy… this complete."
Truly happy, Kakashi smiled to him and brought their faces closer, their mouths connected without hurry. The embrace of their lips was loving and steady, expressive, adding unspoken comments to their words.
Slowly their closeness caused an increase of temperature and passion began to flow more intensely through them, both growing hungry in the kiss. The heat was becoming intoxicating. The world was slowly fading away.
Sasuke enlaced his arms around his neck and deepened the kiss even more while Kakashi tried to lift him up.
"You're… not.. s-supposed… to.. lift.. any weight." The boy managed to say in the middle of the kiss, stopping the older man and standing firmly on the ground.
"Really?" came the oh so very concerned answer from Kakashi, who didn't bother to stop kissing and made them swirl around so Sasuke had his back against the kitchen table. Smirking against the kiss, he ignored his boyfriend's efforts to stand and lifted him, making him sit on the table.
Sasuke's protests were lost somewhere inside Kakashi's greedy mouth. And so did his mind when two hands opened his legs apart and every inch of his body was pressed against the larger one, from their groins to their heads.
The detective's hands explored the white skin of Sasuke's back as he pulled the boy closer to him. His mouth travelled then to a very pale and smooth neck, tasting the skin and earning moans from the raven.
"Sasuke… Some ideas are coming to my mind." He whispered with a husky voice.
"I… I can see that." Came the answer between uneven pants and moans.
"Maybe dinner could be done later…" in a sweet torture, Kakashi let his hot breath brush against his neck but without touching it with the lips.
"What… what dinner?" Sasuke whispered back while his hands found their way into silver hair, trying to bring their bodies even closer, trying to force that mouth to touch his skin. At this moment, each of them felt the other's erection and both moaned loudly.
Kakashi pulled Sasuke's legs around his waits and pulled him up, carrying the boy into the room.
It was not long before their shirts were lying forgotten on the floor with their pants. Their ability of speaking was seemingly forgotten too, only moans and pants echoed through the room.
Kakashi was totally lost in world where there was only Sasuke. Kissing Sasuke, licking, sucking, caressing Sasuke. Getting in and getting out of Sasuke. The vision of those dark eyes filled with lust sent waves of pleasure through his body. The feeling of those soft hands touching him everywhere (really, everywhere) made his body feel on fire. And that mouth… Oh, that mouth. It was simply addicting to have those lips in contact with any part of his body. And such a talented tongue…
It began slow, but it was enough to make them sweat, to make their breaths heavy. But none of them was concerned with how long it would last, they really hadn't notion of anything but the other (if it lasted forever they certainly wouldn't complain). So, when things began to race they just let themselves be guided by instinct.
Sasuke's hands were tangled into silver spiky hair, a greedy mouth working on his neck. A pair of strong arms around his waist brought him closer and at the same time kept him in place while a hard member was thrusted inside him, making all his coherent thought fade away and pleasure completely take place.
How could a person be source to such wholeness? How could the act of holding hands during that act could make him feel like there was nothing else in the world?
Then, they came. Together, wordless, meaningfully. Freezing in place with pleasure until slowly they allowed themselves to fall on the bed, panting as if there was no tomorrow.
Kakashi got out of Sasuke and brought him to rest on top of him, placing light kisses on his forehead.
"I… told you.. my legs were fine." He managed to say between uneven breaths, receiving something similar to a chuckle from the body in his arms.
They took their time on regaining energy while a slow caress began, maybe near an hour, or it could have been more, they couldn't be sure (neither could care less). Kakashi's hands lost into dark hair and Sasuke's fingers drawing nothings on a muscled chest, rising and falling beneath him.
"I really don't know what to say…" the boy admitted.
"You don't need to say anything." He answered, kissing his forehead.
"Still, I wish I had some pretty words to say to you."
"There's no need. What we just so was so beautiful, so perfect, that we don't need to use words…"
"Hn… you're using them quite beautifully."
Kakashi chuckled and took a few seconds to inhale the sweet scent of that perfect dark hair.
"That's because I have a gorgeous person right here in my arms to inspire me."
"In this case I should become a poet for I have some sort of god holding me." Sasuke answered, lifting his head so they could look to each other, and smirked "A sex god, I might add."
To this Kakashi laughed, feeling his ego inflating with the compliment. He certainly would remind his boyfriend of that later.
"But I guess…" Sasuke began to speak again "We spent months speaking through the eyes… I suppose it's only natural that our first time is followed by silence…"
"Does that bother you?"
"… No." then Sasuke smirked again "But, if you want to keep flattering me you can be sure I won't complain."
Kakashi laughed again and leaned closer to Sasuke's ear and let out a short whisper, something that made the boy become all red. 'Heh, who is the shy one now, hm?'
"Yeah, you definitely are a perv. I should tell you're bosses."
"Too late for that, you're legal and volunteered to take care of me."
"Poor me, I'm stuck here with you." The Uchiha said in a mock tone.
"That's right. Now it's your fate to become a sex god's offering for the eternity."
Sasuke laughed. "That doesn't sound so bad."
It was Kakashi's turn to smirk, then he took the boy's mouth in his. Rolling over to lay on top of him, yet, it was not a lustful action. He was holding the boy in his arms as the most precious thing in the world. It was the most precious thing in the world. He couldn't remember feeling that for anyone.
"I love you…" he whispered against soft lips.
Their eyes were closed, but he could feel a smile being formed against his mouth until came the soft whisper in return "I love you too."
Kakashi hated stereotypes, hated sweet things. And he certainly never thought he would thank the fact that his friends were so addicted to doughnuts. However, seeing that it was the reason he met his precious Sasuke, he would make sure to always buy that hideous "food" for them.
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One last thing, I'm sorry for the lemon... I was not feeling like writing something very explicit, I was trying to make something... more about the sensations, I don't think it was very good but someday I'll get there.
Well, thank you one more time. Hope you have enjoyed. =)