Sesshomaru makes a decision to leave Rin in a mortal village to have and be with a mortal family. Rin was only a child and beg him not to leave her. He then tells hers that its for the best, then Rin confesses her love for him, he was shock at first her feelings away by saying that he doesn't love her. Over the years Since Rin was abandoned, she has been trained to learn how to fight, for herself and others. But sometimes her mind is full of Sesshomaru. What reason did Sesshomaru leave her for? What dose Naraku want with her? Will she ever see Lord Sesshomaru again?
What reason
CHAPTER 1. A SAD MOMENT
It's been years since Rin last saw her companions master Jaken and Lord Sesshomaru. It seems like it was only yesterday when he abandon her in this mortal village. Rin was 11 springs when she was left behind. Her looks had changed from a child to a grown woman, she had mid-night black hair that reached past her hips, faded pink cheeks, smooth skin, very beautiful brown hazel eyes, her body was very strong and healthy body. Rin's beauty would catch the eyes of men and demons. Men would come from everywhere and even her home village just to ask her hand in marriage, but she would always reject them by telling them that her heart belongs to another, and then plays a little matchmaker. As for demons, they would always try to come and kidnap her but Rin would end up killing them and be free out of their grasp. But Rin wasn't known for her beauty, she was known as lady Protector, or Lady Rin. Cause she is a fighter, the best that ever known in some human villagers.
It seems that everyday that she saves many lives, Rin lived like this in the past during her stay. Everyday was like a routine: Get up, cook breakfast, wash some laundry to get ride of blood stains, eat some lunch, save the village, then go her hut, eat dinner and play with the village children, then get some sleep. But today was different, she felt like relaxing and breathe in some fresh air, so she climb a tree that was a pretty good from the village view. While Rin was sitting on a tree branch, she looks toward to the lands of the west, and then memories started about the time when she was with Lord Sesshomaru. And a sad old memory came in to her head about the time when she was left behind.
FLASHBACK
Rin and Lord Sesshomaru were walking very far from where they left Jaken and Ah-Uh. She was wondering when it was an opportunity to talk about her feelings toward him. Sesshomaru could sense her longings towards him, but he knew that it was such a stupid mortal feelings, he couldn't give her what she wants. Sesshomaru didn't want to end up to be his father and half- breed brother Inuyasha. He looks at Rin and could see that she'll become a very beautiful young woman. Rin was no longer a child that he once knew, but a woman of 11.
They kept walking until they came to an edge of a village. Rin was wondering why they came here, maybe for a new kimono. But Rin looks down at her clothing and saw that it was still in good condition. Maybe for food, but Rin was not even hungry, she just ate fish with Jaken. So she looks slowly up at her Lord with a questioning look.
"My lord, what are we doing here?" Rin's sweet voice asked. Sesshomaru looks down at her and stared at Rin's confused face.
"Rin, This is the time when women your age is married and start to have children, then have a new life. By all means, your time to leave me and start one." Rin was very dumbfounded by what Lord Sesshomaru had just spoken about. A new life! What had she just done to make him to decide this? Her tears stated to build up, and when she blinked it made the tears come down more. Sesshomaru had smelt her tears, then saw them streaming down her face.
" Rin, do not shred tears it' a sign of weakness." He said not looking down at his ward. " And besides it's for the best."
"W-why are you leaving me? W-w have I-I done to make you do this?" cried Rin staring up at her master.
" You have done nothing wrong, but like I said it is time to leave me and start a life but not with me. Time to start living with your own kind." He said. Sesshomaru had showed no emotion for this. But he did feel this odd feeling of regret, in truth he didn't want to leave his little Jaken tormenter (Well every day Rin and Jaken would always get in to fights, but in the end Rin would take the winning by tripping and running ahead of him running next to her Lord) but it was for the best for him and her. Still crying Rin ran to his feet, begging to her lord, caretaker, her savior, her love of her life to not leave her. But not matter how much she pleaded he stood there like a statue showing no emotion.
" Nooo, My Lord, p-please don't leave m-me here." Rin cried, still on her hands and knees, her face buried in to the grass. More tears had shed from her beautiful brown eyes. It was even hard for Sesshomaru so he kneel down and took her in to his arms, then lift until her feet was standing right next to him. Rin continue to cry in to his shoulder or fur at least. He waited with patients until her cry's slowly died down. Then he heard a tiny whisper from his little ward.
"P-please don't leave, my Lord. I-I love you" Rin said while more tears were once again coming down. Sesshomaru was indeed shock by her words espansily at her age. He pulls back from their embrace and stares deep in to her eyes. She was a very smart for a child, but most times she would pick flowers for him, bug Jaken, make crowns then put them on Ah-Un, bug Jaken, find food, bug Jaken was one of her favorite hobbies, but she prove something to Sesshomaru that she was loyal. Indeed she was a happy child, but Rin's face was filled with a sad and lonely expression, it was the same expression that's was on her face two years ago when he first met her.
"Rin, I'm sorry but I can't give what you want." Then looking down at Rin who was broken. Now Sesshomaru wished now that he taken those words back.
" Why can't you love me?" Rin said, she turn away so she can't no longer see his handsome face, it made him more handsome cause the moonlight was showing in the background and his hair was flying to his side. Where his left arm was missing. But right now she was not in a happy mood right now, it took her months to plan this moment, where she'll let her feelings out to her master. And he just cast it aside just like that. Before Rin or Sesshomaru knew she was yelling.
" It is because I'm human is it? I remember you saying to your brother that's you despise humans and half-breeds. Is that why?" "Shit when did she hear this?" Sesshomaru ask himself and stop to listen more to Rin's out burst. " Because I'm human. Then why did you save me? You should have let me die at those times when demons would come after me." She shouted, and started to catch her breath. Then Sesshomaru let go of Rin and look back in to her eyes.
"This Sesshomaru had said to his ward of what he wanted to say, Rin obey my command." Then Sesshomaru turn around and walk away slowly leaving Rin on the spot. He was expecting Rin to run after him demanding to not leave her, but she didn't. Before he disappeared he turn around to see Rin obeying him, but he wasn't looking at him. He continued walking but something made get the urge to turn around to Rin and make her forgive him of his foolishness. But he didn't only his mind spoke for him.
"Rin, someday you'll grown up to be a beautiful woman, and I know it's hard to accept something different in a time in life. I know cause I've been through it. Demons and others will try to come after me by going after you first, but I don't know what will happen to me if something happen to you, they may think that you're my weakness. They know that you're the first human that I ever cared for. The truth is that I have these weird feelings for you but I cant explain them. This Sesshomaru is sorry that you have to see it this way." With that he kept walking along the path where he left Jaken and Ah- Uh.
Rin watch in tears as her master disappeared in to the forest.
END OF FLASHBACK
Tears were steaming down Rin's face, but not much. But whenever that memory would pop up, she would feel that bitter sorrow in her heart, but deep down Rin knows that she's not alone. At times she sometimes go in to her little world and think about him. She would blush at his handsome features that made her a quick stop, cause she knew that he'll say the same thing over and over again "Demons and humans aren't suppose to be together, they were never to be." Yeah that's true but why did he keep her around, what reason was it that he left her, was because she became a woman that day? Rin guess that her question will never be answered. She then repeated all the times when she'll bug Jaken, and make crowns to put on Ah-Un. Then the most about when Sesshomaru would come and save her when ever she was in danger. The travels they would make in order to make a destination, but mostly to kill his enemy Naraku. Naraku, Rin wonder if he is still alive or not, she hasn't hear about him for years, only Kagome and the gang will come to tell her news of the outside of the village. But she hasn't seen them for a couple of months now and wonder how are they doing. Then her thinking turn back to Sesshomaru. Rin continue to look to the lands, and wonder if he even misses her, then again she doubts it. Even if he did, he would have come to see her at some points in the past, but so far he hasn't come at all. Later on Rin barely realizes it was sunset, it was time to head back.
So she jumps down the high branch and headed back to the village. Rin was later greeted by the children who had wait to play with her all day, expect for some kids who had to do chores at home. She smiled and decided to have some fun after all the tears. Sometimes she felt like a child again whenever she would play with them. Then she met her friend Hana later and had a little chat. Rin and Hana have been friends ever since they been kids, she also was a great fight. Hana had brown hair tie up in to a ponytail, brown eyes, a slender body, but have a bad attitude when it comes to men.
"So you ventured out?" Hana said handing her best friend some tea.
"Yes, I have" Rin said accepting the tea." I just needed some fresh air and some time alone"
" I bet after all the protection, it feels good to have at least a little rest." Said Hana sipping her tea. Then slowly put down her tea and became sad. Rin realized about her friends attitude.
"Hana, are you ok?" She asked.
" Well yeah I'm ok." Hana said smiling but failed espanily when Rin was around. Cause Rin given Hana a look (like you better tell me or I'll forced out of you), and the Hana gave up. "Ok, ok don't pull a muscle." Then started laughing, but stop after hearing Rin growing in her throat. (Just what Sesshomaru would do to Jaken, it some how works for Rin when she dose it to other people) " Fine! I'm going to be leaving the village, Rin." She said sadly. Rin was surprise, but before she could say something Hana continued. " I've been ask to seek some asstiants to some lord in the North, the messager did not tell me the name of the Lord. But I agreed to go then he told me the directions of how to get there, but before I said anything else the messager turn around and started to walk away."
"What else did he said before that?" asked Rin
"No he didn't but I'll say that messager was acting weird as well, I can't be certain but I thought that he was being controlled." Said Hana sipping more tea. Rin was on a based of curiosity, what Lord wanted with her friend? "I'll be leaving tonight, Rin" she said taking Rin out of her thoughts " You and I having been caring this village all of over life's, and I don't want to go."
"Hana go head and go I'll be here to take care of the village. But unless some one comes to ask for I'll go and help them. But that's if someone comes and usually we haven't had anyone come to ask us. Plus there's always Inuyasha." Rin said.
" Ok then, I'll go, but I only will be back in one month." She said. One month! Rin got even more shock, but didn't show it. Instead she helps her friend pack for her long journey to the north, when they were finish. They walk in to a crowd of people; Rin and Hana were surprised and happy. So the people said their goodbyes and Hana started to take her leave. They all watch as she disappeared with the sun. Then everyone started heading to their homes, the kids ran to Rin and given her a hug before leaving with their family. But one had lingered, a little girl at the age of 7 with light brown hair, little blue eyes and pinkish lips just stood there looking up at Rin with a little smile.
"Lady Rin, can I have a goodnight kiss? The little girl ask Rin, she nodded with a smiled then kneel down and peck her on the cheek on her face then sent her home.
Once night fell, everyone was save and sound in their homes, all except for one. Rin stay out to look around for any sign of danger in the village usually Hana would do it, but now that she is gone it's Rin's duty stay up late in to the night. After awhile she went to her own hut. There she fell asleep on her mat. Sometimes Rin hated to sleep because she would have nightmares from her past. She would always wake up sweating and panting. Rin would stay wake for the rest of the night because of that. Tonight she slept soundly, but has to get up early to meet her master to finish her training that she's been doing during the past years.
Sorry for the cliff…………………….=)
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