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Hinata´s POV

The moon shone brightly at my post, I was the silent keeper tonight.

Twin orbs like daughters of said keeper peer at me through the reflection of the small pond I came across. I'm so disgusted with my reflection that I immediately tear my gaze away. My face is worn out, I look paler than normal, my eyes are puffy and red from crying and there are tear stains on my cheeks. If I wasn't going through so much pain I would have believed I was dead myself.

'Pain is the only thing that tells you are alive' I'm a mess, a complete mess.

"I'm weak… I'm a failure… I'm pathetic… I'm weak… I'm a failure… I'm pathetic…" I kept repeating those words over and over again till my throat burns and I couldn't hold back my sobs.

I look over at the pond again. My midnight hair was a tangled mess from running, and I have cuts and scratches everywhere. My limbs ache and all I want to do is sleep. My arms lay in a bloody puddle at my sides.

'Should I let slumber take me?'

I'm so tired I can't think properly. 'No!' I can't lose myself, I must run, run away, don't look back. I can't let myself be consumed by the darkness.

"WHY CAN'T I BE STRONG!?" my scream scared the night creatures leaving me more alone than I ever was. My throat was burning, my sobs were uncontrollable.

'I'm weak, I'm a failure, and I'm pathetic.'

LIke the fragile weakling that I am, I pass out in the cold darkness near the tiny pond with the moon hidden behind a cloud. Not even she would watch over me. I'm worthless.

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