Video Games and Chocolate

Chapter 3: True Feelings

Who knew playing Sonic for a few hours would clear my mind enough to see how much I truly like the man sitting at my side. Tongue slightly out, eyes completely focused on the screen, fingers pushing buttons like there was no tomorrow. This younger, beautiful creation of God, his tender, silky skin, soft luscious lips, perfectly sculpted chest and abdomen still glinting in the light due to the drops of water from his shower. Oh my god. I think I'm in love with him. It's so strange, but honestly, it feels right to say, well think that. I love him. I love Mail Jeevas. (a.k.a. Matt) It feels so right. But, how could I ever tell him, if I did. I don't think I ever could. Fuck, he's my only friend, how can I be in love with him? I don't know anymore.

"BAM!!! I FUCKING PWNED YOU NOOB!" Matt screeched as he threw the controller at the ground.

"Yeah, Matt. You usually do. You always win. You are the biggest fucking video game nerd ever." He snapped, regretting it as he said it. He knew that Matt was bullied as a child, always being there to save him from the bad guys.

"What the fuck Mello, it's just a game. I was only kidding. You don't have to be mean about it! I don't get why you're so mean to me all the time I never even-" He was cut off my Mello's lips on his, he hadn't noticed that Mello had been inching his face closer and closer as he spoke to him. He tasted like chocolate, made sense, it's all the fucker ate. Oddly enough, Matt never pulled away, he liked it. He'd longed for this moment from as far back as he could remember. The two sat there, lips on each others for thirty seconds or so until Mello pulled away.

"I love you Matt. I don't know when or how it happened, but I've fallen in love with you. If you can't accept it, it's okay, but I just-" Again, words were cut off by the other's lips. This time more forcefully, pushing harder than Mello had, licking Mello's bottom lip, begging for entrance. Mello shook his head slightly, playing hard to get, Matt reached down and rubbed slowly at Mello's leather encased crotch. He moaned, opening his mouth and allowing Matt to have full control over Mello's chocolate-flavored tongue. The two made-out heavily before Matt pulled away from Mello's mouth, trailing kisses from the corner of his lips up to his ear.

"I love you too, Mello. I have for a very long time." He purred, his voice full with lust and want. "I need you Mello, I always have. Just like you need me. But at this moment, I need your hands all over me, I want you to be mine and only mine. Take me please." He licked at Mello's earlobe on that last word and moved back to the blond's puffy, red lips. Mello smiled into the kiss as Matt pulled him up off the couch, dragging him into his room, their lips never parting. Even as Mello and Matt fought for dominance, ocassionally one slamming the other into a wall for the thrill. By the time they had gotten into Mello's room, which was closest to the living room, the two were hard and growing in their pants. Mello had won the fight for dominance and pushed Matt onto the bed, parting their lips for the first time for more than a few seconds. Mello just stared down at the younger man, adoring his every rippling muscle under that taught porcelain skin. He smirked as he crawled on top of the goggle-wearing man, straddling him on the bed. He kissed from Matt's forehead all the way down to his navel, causing a shudder to escape Matt's mouth. As he kissed back up, he stopped at the left nipple, so pert and pink, taking it into his mouth, sucking and nipping at the soft skin. Matt groaned, wanted and longing for more, causing Mello to move faster and switching over to the right nipple and repeating his previous process, all the while Matt was reaching his hands into the back of Mello's vest, earning himself a groan. Matt scratched at the back of his new found lover and was satisfied as Mello moaned some and had been moving his way back up to Matt's lips.
Mello kissed him furiously, never wanting the bitter sweet taste of cigarettes and the beer Matt had been drinking to leave his mouth. Matt tugged at the zipper of Mello's vest as best he could while not being able to see it. Mello chuckled as he sat up, grinding their hips together, earning a soft moan and slowly took of his vest, sliding it off one arm at a time, revealing the scarred side of his chest.

"Oh come onnnn...Melloo..." He whined, wanting this moment to go faster.

"Good things come to those who wait Matty" He replied mischeviously before attacking Matt's neck with his mouth and teeth, nipping lightly and biting harder as he got more aroused from Matt's hand rubbing at his manhood. They had moved up to the top of the bed and Mello stopped for a moment to reach into his bedside dresser drawer, pulling out a pair of shiny handcuffs. He attatched one to Matt's wrist, brought the other cuff through the metal railing of his head board and clipped it onto the opposite wrist. Matt was in heaven. He loved the way it felt to be under Mello's control, knowing that he'd never hurt him. Mello slowly slid down Matt's pants before his own and grinding their hips against one another, much to the content of Matt. Their chests against one another, Mello licked playfully at Matt's earlobe, asking huskily

"Now, just tell me, are you willing to wait and go through this easy, or you wanna have a little fun?"

"Ngh, I, oh God, Mello, just fuck me already!" He exclaimed as Mello traced the younger boy's abdomen and chest with his nimble fingers.

"Uh uh ah, come on Matty, beg for it. You know you want to. I could tease you all day and night if I wanted to."

"Beg? H-ha! N-Never!"

"Alright then..." He grinned wickedly as he looked down at Matt, kissing quickly from his lips to the line of his boxers on Matt's hips.

"Mello, st-stop teasing!"

"Only if you beg..."

"Ugh...ngh...NO!"

"Then I won't stop." With that, he removed Matt's boxers as slow as he could without he himself getting irritated. Looking at the red head's pulsing member, he smiled and took it in his mouth. Licking the tip and getting every spot he could of Matt's throbbing shaft. Matt groaned in pure ecstacy before warning the other man that he was going to explode. Mello just sucked harder and swallowed as Matt yelled his name in the heat of passion and he spilled into Mello's mouth. He looked up now with swollen lips, and moved his face back up Matt's writhing body under him.

"OHMYGAWD! TAKE ME, TAKE ME NOW! UN-CUFF ME! JUST UGHH!" Matt screamed as Mello nipped and sucked again at his neck and collar bone. Unable to contain himself much longer, Mello did as he asked and un-cuffed him, forcefully flipping the younger boy over and pushing three fingers into his mouth. He sucked on Mello's fingers as slowly and menacingly as he could, teasing Mello back as he also removed the older man's boxers, trying hard to hold it all in. Mello took back his fingers after what seemed like forever and slowly inserted one into the man's anus, slowly pumping in and out before adding the second, then third finger. Causing a moan of both pain and pleasure from Matt as his muscles were stretched. Both panting, Matt gave Mello a nod, telling him to take it further and felt a sharp but enjoyable pain in his spine as Mello inserted the tip of his manhood into him. As soon as Matt was comfortable, he gave another nod, allowing Mello to push the rest of himself in. He thrust a couple of times trying to find that right spot, causing a wince or two, but made up for it by placing hickies all along the back of Matt's neck.

"You...are...so...fucking...tight..." Mello was thrusting in between words with his all and finally found Matt's prostate, hitting it over and over again, sending them both into whirlwind orgasms and filling the room with screams of the other's name.

"Mail!!"

"Mihael!"

And with that, the two let loose, allowing themselves to spill their warm seeds. Mello then pulled himself fully out of Matt and laid down beside him. Both basking in the after-glow of passionate love-making, neither one of them wanting to leave this spot.

"I love you so much Mihael. I never want to let this feeling pass." Matt was laying on his chest, tracing the scar on it.

"Neither do I, Matty, neither do I." He smiled, reaching his head down to place a small peck on Matt's head. He laid his head back down and closed his eyes. He felt Matt's breathing slow and relax, letting him know that he had finally fallen asleep. Mello laid there with his eyes closed for a good while, just thinking about where he'd be without his Matty and how he could have ever survived without him.

"I love you too." he murmered, before falling into a deep sleep himself.