PROLOGUE

100 years since I had last been to Forks. 100 years since I had last seen the love of my life…and now my existence.

After Victoria bit me and the pack dealt with her, I ran as far north as I dared. My power to block all vampire gifts related to the mind helped to protect me from others of their, my, kind. I also used my other power to resist human blood to make a living for myself doing various things. I started out small, just waitressing and cashier work. But then I used the money for singing lessons. I would stay in the same place for a couple of decades, and when ever I "grew to old" to look as to my appearance, I would use my second power and shape shift to change my appearance, and start again, except this time with more money and a greater knowledge of music.

For the three years, I have become world famous, known as the singer Violetta. When I was on stage or at a public appearance, the form I took on was; waist length black hair with dark violet and blue streaks (super straight), violet eyes and I gave my skin a flush of blood on the cheeks. The only thing I couldn't change was my body's structure-I could only change the outside. It was like putting on a costume.

The songs I sang were ones I had written and they were about…before.

I loved you with all my heart,

my life, my soul.

Every breath I took, every word I thought or spoke

was for you.

My heart you did brake it

My soul couldn't take it.

And though, you did quake it

I did to shake it

With the pieces that now make it.

But now, I must fake it

Until you wake it

Again.

But you left my in tears

upon that mossy green floor

I was broken and torn

and still…I loved you.

My heart you did brake it

My soul couldn't take it.

And though, you did quake it

I did to shake it

With the pieces that now make it.

But now, I must fake it

Until you wake it

Again.

For I am still waiting for you

to glue my shattered soul together

and give fix the hole in my chest.

I wait for you.

It was the only time I thought of him and the whole family and life that, just…left me. It was easier to deal with the empty pain in my frozen chest if he wasn't in my thoughts of my everyday "life".

And still I continue to survive until I meet my love again.