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Chapter 10:

The car ride to my father's house with Carlisle was completely quiet. Alice gave me some brown contacts to wear so my father wouldn't be suspicious right from the beginning. The strange thing was that Alice was very talkative with me this morning, more than she normally is. I worried that maybe she saw something bad might happen today and didn't want to tell me anything. Either way, I figured I would talk to her about it when I got back home. Carlisle held my hand the entire way. I felt so proud to have him in my life, and now we would be together forever. Finally, we drove into the car my father's driveway. I couldn't believe that it had only been a few days since I had been home. It seemed like forever. Carlisle looked over at me and kissed my forehead.

"Everything will be okay sweetheart. You'll see."

He then got out to open my door for me. We held hands as we walked to the front door. I knocked three times, and waited for my dad to open the door. It took a few minutes but he finally opened the door and I lost it. I jumped into his arms and began crying. I told him I was extremely sorry for everything that I had said to him and for leaving him that night. He held me and listened to every word but then he pulled away from me. He looked puzzled.

"Did you walk here, Vivi?"

"No, Carlisle and I drove here."

"Why are you freezing cold then? And… why do you look different too? Well, you look the same but there's something different about you."

Carlisle put his hand on my shoulder, "It's time to tell him, Vivi."

"Tell me what? Vivianna, what's going on?"

"Let me go to the restroom, Dad, and then I'll tell you the whole story."

I went to the restroom to take off my contacts. When I did, I stared at myself in the mirror. My eyes were a scary blood red. I just hoped that my father wouldn't think of me as a monster. I walked out of the bathroom and walked back into the living room where my father and Carlisle were. I sat next to Carlisle, not looking at my father but looking down at the floor so my father wouldn't see my eyes just yet. I then began my story.

"Dad, I left you that night because Bella and I were in danger. If we both didn't leave Forks right away, we might not be alive today. We were being hunted, and I know this sounds crazy father but I'm telling you the truth. We were being hunted by vampires. If we didn't leave they would come after you and Chief Swan as well. The Cullen family helped me to escape the other vampires."

"Wait, hold on. What do you mean 'other vampires'?"

Carlisle put his hand on my knee. He wanted to tell him. "Sir, my family and I are vampires."

"But how?! You're a doctor, Carlisle!"

"We've built a resistance to human blood. We drink the blood of animals instead. I was transformed when I was twenty-three years old, but I've been twenty-three for a few centuries now."

"I don't believe this…"

"Please Dad, you have to. Let me continue my story. Esme took me to California and Jasper and Alice took Bella to Arizona, but when we found out that Bella had ran away from Alice and Jasper to save her mom, we all went to Arizona to save her. I waited in the hotel while everyone else went to go save Bella. I want you to know, Dad, that both the vampires are dead now, but there is a downside to it."

I looked up at my dad and into his eyes. He eyes grew wide with shock. I had tears streaming down my face.

"Dad, Laurent found me. We were on the roof of the hotel when he bit me. Carlisle tried to save me, but he was too late. It was only a matter of minutes before I was transformed. I hope you don't see me as a monster."

My dad walked over to me and hugged me.

"Sweetheart, you'll never be a monster to me. My daughter a vampire… Wait, so why do you have red eyes and Carlisle doesn't?"

"Because I'm a newborn. They told me my eyes would turn a golden brown when I learn to control my thirst."

"So aren't you supposed to be asleep during the day?"

Carlisle and I laughed.

"That's only a myth. We can't sleep at all period. But we do have to stay away from the sun. It doesn't burn us but it exposes how we're different. We shine in the sun. I'll show you one day."

"And you don't age?"

"No."

"So now I can really mean it when I say you'll always be my little girl."

I smiled warmly. "I'm glad you're taking this lightly dad."

"Oh believe me, this is a lot for me to take in right now, but I'm taking it as well as I can."

"That's all I ask for."

"So, does this mean that you'll be living with the Cullens now sweetie?"

"At least until I can learn how to control myself around humans."

"Then what about school?"

Carlisle stepped in now, "She'll be with my brothers and sisters at school. Jasper said he would be helping her too. Besides Vivi now, Jasper is the newest vegetarian to our family so they can help each other. You daughter will be in wonderful hands with us."

"Great, you just keep your hands away from where they shouldn't be Doctor Cullen."

"DAD!!"

Oh my God! How embarrassing!!

I could feel that Carlisle's temperature rose. He cleared his throat, "I'll be a perfect gentleman, Mr. Turner."

"That's what I want to hear. You know, I'm really going to miss you being here. It seems like we just started to become closer, like we once were when you were a little kid. And now you're a grown up and a vampire, which is quite hard for me to believe but you're the living proof. Vivi, just be careful. Don't put yourself in any danger," he then sighed, "Then I guess I'll be seeing you later then, Vivi?"

"Yes, we need to get going now," I got up at and hugged my dad, "I promise I'll call you every week. I love you dad."

"I love you too, Vivi. Please visit often."

"You know I will," I smiled at him and then walked out the door.

Carlisle opened the car door for me and I got in, then he did. I stared out the window reminiscing about my childhood with my dad; how we used to run around the yard playing cowboys and Indians, him giving me piggy back rides, camping out under the stars. It was then I realized that I was crying and Carlisle was holding my hand. I was never going to have any more memories like those ever again. Then something really hit me. I remembered, when I was reading the book I bought about vampires, they couldn't have offspring. I was never going to experience what it was like to have my own children, what it was going to be like sharing that special bond between a mother and child. I was never going to happen for me as long as I lived. That's when I broke down. I cried into my hands. Of course I loved Carlisle and I was happy being a vampire so I could share a closer bond with him, but I wanted to have a family with this man. I wanted us to be married, have our special night on our honeymoon, and then about a month later find out that I was going to bare his child. By this time, I was crying so hard that I didn't even notice that Carlisle had pulled the car over and was now just holding me. He let me cry, he understood I was going through a hard adjustment, but he didn't know about me wanting kids part.

"Sweetheart, I'm sorry you had to transform into a vampire. I never wanted this for you. I tried to save you, I really tried. I hate that I couldn't save you, I hate myself for it. I'm really sorry, Vivi. I really am, and I hope you can forgive me for it. I hate seeing you like this. I hate seeing you in pain."

I looked up at my love to find that he too was crying. Now I felt bad. I didn't want to cause him any pain. It really wasn't the vampire thing I was crying about, it was just the changes that came with it that bothered me. How I wouldn't be able to stay with my family and the fact that I couldn't start a family with him and I told him that.

"Vivi, I… I never thought of it that way. I never thought even gave thought to it. I mean, of course I was going to ask you to marry me, but I never knew you wanted to have children. I'm so sorry."

"It's okay. I can get used to the fact that it just won't happen, as long as I'm with you I know I can be strong."

The drive home was extremely quiet. I walked up to my room once we entered the house. Everyone seemed like they wanted to talk to me, but they kept their distance from me. I just wanted to be alone. I had to have some time to think about how drastic my life has changed. I mean, nothing will be the same anymore for me. I was happy to have Carlisle in my life though and I love him very much. I stared up at my ceiling expecting myself to eventually fall asleep but I knew I would never dream again. That's when my tears came back. One of my favorite past times was gone forever. All I could do now was daydream, but it wasn't the same as actually sleeping and dreaming. There was a lot I had to get used to and I know had PLENTY of time to get used to it. Then I heard a knock at my door.

"Come in," I said wiping my face.

"Hey," It was Jasper. "How are you feeling?"

"You're really going to ask me that?" I smirked.

"I guess that was a stupid question, considering I can feel your emotions," he chuckled, "But I can't read your mind like Edward can," he said sitting next to me on my bed.

"It's hard for me, Jasper. I'm not going to lie. I mean, I love all you guys very dearly and Carlisle with all my heart but… I never really had given any thought to changing into a vampire this soon. I mean, since Carlisle is a few years older than me… Stop laughing, you know what I mean," I laughed, then continued, "I always thought that I would grow a few more years and then transform. I'm only eighteen after all."

"Well, can't turn back time now. You can only look ahead and focus on what you can do for the future. This whole thing isn't easy for me. I mean, being vegetarian and all. You have no idea how much I crave the blood of humans, but I have no desire to actually kill one. It's so hard to control myself around Bella."

I placed my hand on his to show my support, "Well, we can teach each other." I smiled, warmly and he smiled back. Jasper really was a sweetheart. Alice was lucky to have him as her soul mate, which made me realize that I was just as happy to have Carlisle as my soul mate.

"I'm glad we have the chance to help each other. It's really nice to have someone who's going through exactly what I'm going through."

He then leaned in and hugged me. I felt this feeling inside me as I was hugging him, but for some reason I couldn't describe it. It confused me even. However, it seemed like I felt this way before.

"Ahem,"

It was Alice. She had this look on her face that seemed like she was confused but at the same time trying to look hopeful. Oh no! I hope she didn't think anything bad about Jasper and I hugging! But the expression on her face said otherwise.

"A few of us were going to go hunting. Did you two want to come?" she asked, still having a sad look on her face.

"Of course I'll come, my dear," Jasper said, walking to her quickly. He then looked back at me and said, "Thank you for your support, Vivi. I mean, you're a good person." He smiled and then Alice's hand and walked off. God, I really hope Alice wasn't thinking badly about me now. It was just a hug and nothing more. Besides, I'm in love with Carlisle and Jasper loves Alice. They've been together for a long time already. They're soul mates and soul mates don't fall apart. At least, I hope they didn't. Apparently, everyone decided to go hunting. I guess they figured they should leave me alone for awhile. They left me bloody meat in the fridge in case I had the urge. I looked on the table and saw that Carlisle left me a note. It read,

"My dear Vivi,

We've all gone hunting and we should be out of the house for a few hours. Please do what you wish while we're gone. I know this is hard for you and you need your space right now, but please know that I love you and no matter what happens I'll always be with you.

Love always,

Carlisle"

My sweet Carlisle, he's always caring for me. Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve him. He's always so patient with me even when I'm crying like a big baby. I really didn't feel like doing anything but being locked away in my room. I looked at the bloody meet and felt no desire to feed at all. I walked back to my room and lay down on my bed. To lift my spirits I started imagining the day when Carlisle and I would get married. I was wearing a beautiful white dress with lavender lace along the trim of my dress and a long train behind me. My father was walking me down the aisle in this huge, beautiful church. Everyone was there and everyone looked so happy. I was finally face to face with my love and said I—"

"VIVI!! VIVI!!"

I sat up in my bed and noticed everyone was around me, shocked.

"Why are you guys looking at me that way? You guys are scaring me."

"Vivi dear," Carlisle looked at me still shocked, "You were sleeping."