I'm a little bit nervous about this story, since it's a serious one and I have little to no experience with that kind of thing (besides Valentine's Day, but I'm not sure if that counts…) So yeah. Let me know what you think about this, if you think it's a good idea or not…
Prologue
Edward's POV
I stared long and hard at her. My girlfriend. I remember how I used to like her long, blonde hair. I used to love the bright color, how it was so light that I almost looked silver. But now, as I looked at it, her hair looked dull. It looked like it had been flat ironed and curled too many times to count, and if I were to touch it, it would feel rough. I used to think it looked silky, smooth, and soft under my fingertips. Now, it just looked disgustingly dead. I stared at the girl harder.
I also remember that I used to love her clear, blue eyes. Looking back, I used to think you could see everything in them. But, seeing them now, they looked shallow and depthless. Flat.
I looked back at her hair. I wanted it darker… and then, I found myself trying to change it, with my eyes, into the lovely mahogany color that belonged to my best friend. I imagined her hair being soft, and the same beautiful shade as Bella's…
And her eyes. I gazed forcefully into my girlfriend's blue eyes, dissatisfied. So, as I did with her hair, I tried to change it. Tried to make them the warm, chocolate color Bella had. Trying to force them to be as deep as hers. Trying to rearrange her face to look exactly like Bella…
It didn't work. She was still the blonde, blue-eyed girl I realized I still didn't want, after all these years. I found myself wishing I had Bella here, so I could stare into her beautiful eyes.
I realized another thing after I knew I wanted to be with my best friend. I did what I promised myself in the eighth grade I wouldn't do.
I fell in love with her. Dammit.
Like I said, I'm not sure if this sounds right… Please review and let me know if I should continue? Also, title name is temporary, I think. It's not very good, pretty last minute, so if you have any other ideas for a title name please let me know.