Takes time during new moon when Edward leaves Bella and she is broken...she thought only one person could save her until she realized there was also someone else all along...

BPOV

23 days, 5 hours, and 31 minutes passed since Edward left me...I hadn't moved from my room since, Charlie dragged me out every morning to make me use the bathroom and wash myself. I hadn't gone to school, I didn't do anything. All I did was cry and remember all the times we spent together. He was my first and only love and I would never get over him! That I knew for sure...and I hated myself for it. Deep down I knew he would never come back, he told me I wasn't good enough for him and I knew he was right. After all I was just plain old Bella. Why hadn't I seen it earlier? Why did I have to hurt myself so badly! Still at night, every night I left my window open hoping for him to return...I hated myself, I was pathetic and I didn't even do anything to change it. I just lay there skulking. Then I decided I had to go to the Cullen's house. I needed to see that they were really gone! I had to prove it to myself so I could at least try to move on. I got off of my bed and put on a navy sweater with jeans and ran downstairs. Since I knew Charlie was at work and he knew I wouldn't go to school, I could just leave. I grabbed my car keys and headed for the door. I got into my car and drove to their house slowly.

I was so nervous, my stomach was doing random things I couldn't comprehend and my breaths came out as whimpers. I made it to their house and it looked like it had always looked. White, tall and elegant. I parked and got out and gasped. My head was dizzy and I fell to my knees. I put my arms around my chest to keep myself together and began sobbing.

"WHY! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO!" I half shouted angry with myself! Why did I always want to hurt myself! I was a masochistic psycho! After an hour on the ground I got off the floor and slowly walked to the front door. I knocked out of habit but knew no one would answer. Suddenly I saw the door knob turn and the door slowly open. I gasped at the darkness in the house as I entered. I was shaking with fear of who was inside. I knew I should have ran away but I couldn't, something was pulling me in. The door shut behind me and I turned around and saw two golden orbs staring at me. I couldn't see who it was exactly but ran over to them and threw my arms over and hugged them with all the force I could manage. He hugged me back instantly and I felt his cold, muscular arms around me. I sighed calmly and took the scent it. I knew it wasn't Edward, he didn't smell like this...no this was new, yet familiar. He smelled like mint with raspberries. I pulled away to try to see who it was.

"Who is it?" I asked warily with a shaky voice. I closed my eyes and put my arms around my chest again to keep it for ripping open. I sobbed quietly.

"Bella..." A smooth velvety voice said as he came up to me and put his hand on my shoulder to try to calm me. I knew who it was instantly. It was Carlisle.

"Carlisle..." I gasped and leaned against his stone cold chest. "Am I dreaming?" I asked surprised. He chuckled.

"No Bella, you are not. I came back to check up on you...good thing too you are falling apart." He said softly. I sobbed again and sniffled. Then he lifted me bridal style and carried me over to the couch. He sat me there and sat next to me.

"Bella, I am so sorry for letting Edward" I cringed at his name and shivered. "I'm sorry, him talk us into leaving! He was wrong, it didn't do you any good at all!" he fought. I just cried of happiness of finally seeing a Cullen.

"Carlisle please stop! I don't want to hear, I can't! It's killing me. I'm just so happy to see you!" I cried as I hugged him and he put his arms around my shoulders and pulled me onto his lap. My head was against his shoulder and he was caressing my back.

"I am so sorry Bella, what can I do for you to forgive me?" he begged.

"I don't know...but I know it wasn't your fault. Edward! I hate him! He broke me! He ruined my life!" I snapped. Carlisle just cooed me and held me tight against his chest.

"Where is Esme?" I asked warily. I missed her so much.

"Oh well Esme...well after we left the whole family basically split up. Rose and Emmett went somewhere to Africa, Alice and Jasper are in Alaska with the Denali clan, Edward...is in some shack alone and won't talk to anyone. Esme left because she couldn't stand seeing her family broken up like that it broke her heart, so she went to search for something...we are divorced." Carlisle explained.

"Oh my, I'm so sorry Carlisle. I thought you and Esme were soul mates." I said softly and sadly.

"No Bella, we weren't but we are still a family and she is my best friend. I will always love her but as a friend." He said smoothly.

"Why did you come to visit me Carlisle?" I asked confused. "Why you? I would expect Alice or Edward, but never you..." I said quietly.

"Bella, I couldn't stand not knowing how you were doing! It was killing me inside and I hated Edward for breaking our family because of his stupid foolish beliefs. I wanted to make sure you were alright." He explained. I just sighed.

"Carlisle?" I said softly.

"Yes Bella?"

"You do know that when you leave me it will be even worse now..." I said admitting it to myself at the same time. He pulled me tighter to him.

"Bella, don't be silly I would never leave you!" he said calmly as if it were obvious.

"OH CARLISLE! You don't know how happy you just made me!" I said as I hugged him and aimed to kiss his cheek but ended up kissing his lips instead. I felt a spark and turned away quickly jumping off him blushing. It was dark; I couldn't see anything but I knew he could see perfectly. He got up and walked up to me with a smile.

"I am so sorry...it was an..." before I could finished Carlisle's lips were on mine again. At first I was shocked but then I kissed him back with passion and longing. I put my arms around his neck and he put his arms around my waist. He pulled me tighter to him so every part of us was touching now. I have never kissed anyone like that, Edward was always afraid of killing me any second...but with Carlisle it was so much more, our tongues were moving as one...my heart was racing and then I moaned into the kiss. He pulled away reluctantly and I knew it was wrong; I was in love with his son what would everyone think?

"Bella, I'm so, so sorry...I don't know what came over me." He said smoothly.

"Oh Carlisle don't be sorry, it felt right...but I can't, we can't! This is wrong and I am in love with your son Carlisle!" I cried again. He came closer and hugged me.

"Bella, Edward was an idiot for leaving someone as wonderful as you. And you are right...it did feel right." He said. I just nodded into his chest and cried.

"Thank you so much! You make me feel so wonderful! I always knew Edward was too good for me yet I still believed all his lies of love! I am so stupid!" I hit my head against his stone hard chest. He gripped me by my shoulders and looked at me.

"Bella! Don't you ever dare say anything like that again! Edward if anything didn't and doesn't deserve you! You are beautiful, smart, funny and amazing all around and you were willing to give everything up for him! And he repaid you by leaving you! He wouldn't even let us say goodbye to you!" Carlisle explained angrily.

"But why did you come! If he didn't want anyone to see me!" I asked confused by Carlisle's intentions.

"Because Bella, I love you! I have since the day of your birthday party! When I was stitching you up. How you spoke, your thoughts, and your care for everyone...you have bewitched me." He said softly then kissing my forehead. I put my arms around his neck and looked him straight in the eyes.

"Carlisle, how come you can kiss me like that without worrying about killing me?" I asked quietly while staring into his eyes. He just sighed.

"Because I would never want to kill anyone I love Bella. I can do more than just kiss you...I know Edward was careful with you...maybe too careful. But I can and will do anything you want me to do! I am yours Bella." He explained as he took my face into his hands. I smiled and leaned in to kiss him. He pulled me in and kissed me with love and care. I knew I would be safe with him. He went against his family to see me and I would repay him.

"Carlisle..." I said against his lips.

"Hmm" he answered while kissing my jaw-line now.

"Make me forget about Edward! Make me yours...show me how much you love me!" I demanded. He just smiled and nodded. The next second I was in his room on a large bed with him hovering me.

"Are you sure Bella?" He asked worriedly.

"Yes..." was all I said until I saw my clothes on the floor in pieces. I gasped and giggled. I was fully naked under him now and he growled. I was so wet now.

"Take of your clothes Carlisle." I said out of breath. The next second he was naked over me. I pulled him in by his neck and began kissing him my tongue fighting for dominance. My hands running through his gorgeous hair. He began kissing his way down to my neck and sucking on it. I gasped at the pleasure I was receiving from him. Never in a million of years would I guess making love to Carlisle. It was unbelievable.

"Oh Carlisle..." I moaned and I felt him slime against my skin. He began moving down to my breasts, his skin so cold and I was so hot, it was the perfect combination. Every touch made me ache for him. I needed some release. He was sucking on my breast slowly flicking my nipple with his tongue while his hand played with my other one. I arched my back into him needing to feel him closer to me.

"Oh Bella...you are so amazing!" he whispered, to himself. I sighed and he moved even lower kissing my stomach with wet kisses. All the way down to my wet pussy. He grazed it with his nose and took my scent in.

"Oh Bella, you are so wet! You smell delicious." He stated softly then he licked my pussy slowly, so slow I was squirming under him.

"Oh GOD Carlisle I need more! Stop teasing!" I yelled in pleasure. He just laughed and spread my lips with his fingers and began pumping his tongue into me and I moaned and screamed so loudly. I could feel myself coming! It was so close. I pushed his head in more with my hand and he began licking and pumping me with his vampire speed. That threw me over the edge, my eyes rolled back and I came. She licked me clean and hovered on top of me again with a huge grin.

"That was amazing Bella, you are the best thing I have ever tasted!" he said calmly. I just smiled in return calming my breaths. He slowly grazed my nipple with the back of his hands while whispering "Beautiful." I was overwhelmed by the gorgeous man touching me and calling me beautiful.

"Carlisle I need you in me! I want to feel you inside me, please!" I begged as tears rolled down my cheeks.

"Of course Bella, anything you want." He told me agreeing with me. Then he carefully began spreading my legs with his knee and I felt his tip at my entrance and I gasped at the feeling. I needed him NOW! I raised my hips to feel more of him in me and he chuckled.

"Patience my Bella. I don't want to hurt you now." he said amused by my eagerness. I just nodded my head quickly and closed my eyes.

He slowly slid inside me, I felt only half of him I shivered at the cold feeling against me warm flesh, and then he thrusts in me so hard I screamed in pain. He just stayed there for a long moment.

"I'm sorry Bella, it hurts your first time. I'm so sorry do you want me to stop?" he asked cautiously.

"No, go on." I said and he just sighed. He moved slowly in and out and I began joining his rhythm and meeting him on the way with my hips and I began moaning and enjoying it. He began going faster and faster and I was screaming Carlisle's name and he was screaming mine! After one last thrust I came and I felt him come too. I laid back and began calming my heart. It was amazing and he was amazing. He laid next to me and put a cover over me.

"You must be freezing love." He said concerned. I just closed my eyes and put my head onto his cold hard chest.

"That was amazing Carlisle. Thank you."

"Bella, it is I who should be thanking you. Giving me such a gift. I love you so much Bella." He said and I just smiled and kissed his chest. I knew I wasn't ready to tell him I loved him too, I still had feelings for Edward by they were quickly disappearing. Then I heard his phone vibrate in his pants and he reached down and pulled it out.

"Alice." He whispered. He spoke fast and then smiled at me.

"Bella, Alice would like to speak with you." Carlisle said. I gasped and nervously put the phone to my ear.

"BELLA!" she screamed happily. I smiled. I missed Alice so much.

"Oh Alice! How are you? I miss you so much!" I said softly.

"I'm okay, I miss you too! Life hasn't been the same without you! Bella I saw something happen between you and Carlisle..." she said hesitantly. I stopped breathing and looked at Carlisle's amused smile.

"Oh?" I said nervously. Esme would hate me!

"Yes and don't worry, Carlisle really loves you...and nobody will hate you. I also saw a vision of you crying about it. So just be happy. Edward told you to move on and so you are." She said sweetly. How I missed her voice.

"Oh Alice! What will he think! I broke your family and now...Carlisle! What have I done?" I cried. Carlisle put his hand over my bare back and began stroking it.

"Bella relax! He doesn't know, and he will be angry but it's his own fault." She said angrily. I sighed and cried a little bit more.

"Okay Alice, I trust you. Bye." I said quietly.

Then I hung up the phone and gave it to Carlisle.

"Bella, love please don't worry, I can't stand seeing you so upset. He doesn't deserve your tears. He chose to leave you! Please you deserve to be happy even if you don't choose me. I will always be there for you my love." He said sweetly while caressing my cheek. I smiled and knew he was right.

"I love you Carlisle." I said serious. He gasped and kissed me softly.

SO WHAT DID YOU THINK? I THINK IT'S A ONE SHOT...BUT LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK. MUCH LOVE.