Alice/Bella Fanfiction

A/N: I do not own Twilight. I tried not to copy anything that I've read but if I did please let me know. Starts out way before Twilight (like 50 years not exactly sure) with a twist but has similar events once in. Enjoy!

Alice's POV most of the time, haven't decided if I'll change it later or not though. Rated M in later chapters. Homosexual Relationships. And that's all that will be said about that.

The Last Night by SwedFacepainter

Chapter 1 – Alice Caught Off guard

1947

Alice's POV:

Something is going on and for the first time I have no idea what it is. Jasper, my soul mate and lover, is acting very oddly. I can't find out what's going on like I usually can. The stress is making it so I can't see into the future on anything that involves him or Edward. That is very odd. My gut is telling me that something bad is going to happen.

Jasper and I are new to the Cullen family. We met them travelling and they say that they are on their way back to Forks. We've been with the Cullens for a few years and could be considered part of the family.

"Alice, love, can I talk to you?" Jasper questions as I continue to think of previous events while on a run after hunting.

"Of course, Jazz," I answer, curious. We both continue running. I love to run. Nothing gave me more of a rush other than being with Jasper.

"I think I'm gay," he blurts out after a little difficulty. I stop immediately. I felt dizzy from the suddenness of it and also probably from what I'd just heard. I knew that I heard right but yet I found myself asking him to repeat himself.

"I'm gay. Although I do love you, I don't think I can love you the way you love me," he continued. My head was spinning. How could I have missed this? Why hadn't I foreseen this? I fell to my knees. I felt his arms steady my fall. I gaze directly at his hand on my shoulder. Anger flooded my body.

"What the hell do you think you're doing?! Let GO," I yell at him.

"Alice I –," he starts.

"No, no, no, no, no. Don't talk to me. How can you do this to me? How could you go this long without telling me?" I yell even louder, becoming shrill.

"Alice I didn't really know until a few months ago. I wasn't hiding it from you. I just didn't know until now," he explains. It sounded like there was more to tell but I didn't want to hear it. I try to see into the future so he wouldn't have to catch me off guard again. I hated this. It sucks not knowing what's going to happen.

"Who have you fallen in love with?" I ask. I could see where this was going without my talent's help.

"What . . . I haven't . . .," he started multiple times. He may have been good at lying like the rest of us but this time it was easy to tell that he was.

"Tell me if you want to spare me any more pain," I force. I had to know. He looks at me sadly.

" . . . Edward," he mumbled. I inhaled sharply.

Edward was "flamingly" gay put simply. Although I found it odd that someone from my era was such I had no problem with it. Edward was, I mean is a good guy. I can see why Jasper fell for him. I just thought that we were soul mates. I thought I was everything to him. I just thought I was all he needed. I could never love another man like I had Jasper.

"Alice . . .," he started.

"Just go. I can't look at you right now," I mumble but knew he heard me. I hear his footsteps fade slowly at first and then was gone with the brush of the leaves. I lie back onto the ground and look up at the sky.

I thought I found the one I was looking for. I was ready to love him for all eternity. How can I go on after finding that my one true love has relinquished my love for that of another?

I had no desire to move from that spot. I don't know how long I lay there. It was a few days at least. I remember seeing the sun rise and fall a few times. I also began to feel the burn at the back of my throat signaling my thirst forcing its ugly head back into my life. I hate that burn. It reminds me of how I would have to live for eternity with this loss. But then again I like how it was the first time that I felt something in days. I guess it's true that it's better to feel pain than nothing.

I still lay there with my thirst growing ever stronger. I try to just let my animal instinct take over from where I was but found that I couldn't let myself give in to it. I fear after two more days of the constant burning that I would begin to deteriorate or at the very least have permanently burned my throat.

Neither of these things happened unfortunately. I hear footsteps and smell the scent of someone familiar. I still don't have the motivation to confirm what I knew was true.

Rosalie was leaning over me. She is so beautiful. The essence of beauty. It doesn't bother me. She suffers too. I look into her eyes with no emotion.

"Alice sweetie, you have to get up. It's been over a week. Have you even hunted?" she asks her voice full of concern. Though she wasn't very affectionate, I know that she cares for me and hates to see me like this.

I don't want to cause any unnecessary pain to my new family but I can't pretend everything is fine this soon. I have all eternity to suffer. Can't I have a couple weeks to just lie here?

My body told me "No you can't, get your ass up and kill something". I move from my position for the first time in 9 days. I was weak from my incredible thirst and I heard a few snaps from various bones that were out of shape.

Rosalie places one hand on my back and the other under my right arm. With her help I manage to get to my feet.

"No I haven't hunted since. I'm sorry if I made you worry," I finally answer.

The sweet smell of the blood of a herd of deer came to my nostrils and I bolt in their direction. The familiar dilation of my pupils gives me a clear view already. I leap toward the largest buck and snap its neck. I drank viciously. It was lifeless all too soon. I flinch as I smell the survivors heading east. I drank four more large bucks dry before I was in control again.

I collapse and begin to cry my invisible tears. I felt arms descend on me trying to comfort me but there could be no comfort now that I no longer held his heart.