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Here you go guys. +10 reviews, so here's some chapter 10 celebration. Now, I've decided, every 10th chapter will get a pairing drabble. Just let me know which you wanna see.

Warning; implied yaoi. Nothing graphic. Not even kissing. But it's there.

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10. Confession

The warm darkness enveloped him as he sat on the wooden bench, closing the door behind him.

"Forgive me Father, for I have sinned.." He murmured quietly, his head down slightly.

The figure on the other side shuffled slightly, but said nothing.

"I have been having perverse thoughts and dreams of late.." He remembered waking up, covered in sweat, shaking and panting as though he'd run a marathon, scared and confused and feeling very much like a child.

"I've tried everything, Father, but nothing works, the dreams, the thoughts, they won't stop. I can't escape them."

He was afraid to sleep, and Maxwell had snapped at him just this morning for not paying attention and dozing off in his exhaustion. It made him feel dirty and wrong, these dreams, that not even the hottest shower with half an hour scrubbing his skin could cleanse.

"What's worse, Father.. These thoughts are about a man. Even worse, a vampire, who I am sworn to slay."

He sighed gently, touching his forehead, before getting up and leaving.

Alucard chuckled darkly, reclining against the back of the wooden cabinet.

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There you go. If enough people want it, I'll also post the version with the lemony-flavoured flashbacks. ;)

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