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"Kaiba why do you always treat me like this?" Tea asked.

"You're my assistant, you do whatever I tell you to do."

It was late and Tea wanted to go home. She was tired of Kaiba.

"I'm leaving!" She walked to the door, placed a hand on the knob and Kaiba roughly grabbed her free hand pulling her towards him.

"You're not going anywhere unless I say so." Why I don't I want to let her go?

"Let me go!"

"Why do you want to leave me?" Wait a minute… did I just said that? Seto you're so stupid!

Tea gasped and stopped struggling. As she stop Kaiba pulled her closer. Kaiba please let me go. I don't want to make a fool of myself. Mmmm…. I can smell him. Wait! What is he doing putting his arms around me? Kaiba had both his hands around her waist.

"Ka… Kaiba, what are you do… doing?"

"I don't know. I really don't know." He tried to let go of her but couldn't.

Kaiba closed his eyes. He's so calm when I am struggling to keep control of my body. Ra I just want to go home and sleep. He has kept me here for the last two weeks and I haven't gotten any sleep at all. Work, work, work!! That's all he wants to do. Ugh! How can I love him?! Stupid heart.

Mmmm…. It feels so good to be like this. I could stay like this forever. She closed her eyes relaxing into his embrace. His arms around me, his head snuggling against my neck, and …. Wait! What is he doing nibbling on my ear?!

Her eyes popped open at the feel of his lips on her already heated skin. She spent nights dreaming of his touch. Imagining his hands all over her body. Alone in her room, in her house, she would seduce him anyway she could imagine, she would undress him and touch him and they would make love until, of course, he had to go to work. Something in her fantasy had to be realistic.

She didn't know how she could keep a straight face when she was around him. I mean, come on! She was his personal assistant. She was his secretary; everything went through her first. She was surprised that he hasn't fired her since they had many disagreements. Somehow she could get away with things no one else got away with. Many times she told him off and he got pissed off but he had never told her she was fired. May be it was because his brother wouldn't let him fire her. Mokuba promised her that he would help make her dream come true. Her dream, that was the only reason she was working for Kaiba.

Kaiba had just fired his secretary and was in need of a new one, and she was in need of a job and Mokuba knew, so he convinced Kaiba to make her his secretary. First he convinced her, which wasn't too hard since she was desperate for money. Then he convinced Kaiba, no one knew how, but she was glad for the job. All for her dream. The whole reason she said yes. The only reason she took the job. All for her dream. Her dream that wasn't going anywhere.

She started working for Kaiba her last year of high school. At first her friends couldn't understand why she would work for their rival. But then they knew the situation with her parents, and her dream. And although Kaiba tried to drown her in work so that she would quit, she kept on going. She would make time for practice and for her friends. She was determine to make her dream come true. She wanted to dance. And she still did. One more paycheck and she would have more than enough money for all her expenses to make her dream come true. But she was starting to have second thoughts…. Several times she had a dream of making her dream come true, but Kaiba was also in the picture. She doesn't know when she started to love him. She doesn't know why she loves him. But her heart fell in love with him. Now she didn't want to leave him. she also doesn't want to give up her dream. if he asked her to stay she would probably wouldn't be able to say no. he wrapped himself around her heart. And now he was wrapping his arms around her waist. Her mind exploded with naughty thoughts.

All those nights alone, dreaming of him and not being able to satisfy herself. All those nights she wondered how the real Kaiba would feel like. Her imagination was nothing compared to the real thing. To have THE Seto Kaiba embrace her like she would disappear if he let go of her.

"Please, Tea, don't leave." Did he just called me by my first name?

"Kaiba, I…I cant. If I remember correctly… we're suppose to stay on business level only. And this is NOT business."

As much as she wanted whatever he would give, all she wanted right now, more than anything, was some sleep, just a few hours of sleep. All that kept her going right now was pure will. The will to keep workaholic Kaiba busy because something was bothering him and she asked but he wouldn't tell her. Her solution was to keep him busy, which worked all too well. She didn't know what the heck was going on with him but she needed her sleep. For the past month he looked like hell, a very hot hell I might add. It was a good thing that she was there to fix him up before meetings so that he wouldn't look so bad.

About a month ago she noticed something was bothering him. He would stay to work too long. He would avoid his little brother, which was something he hardly ever did. His brother was everything to him no matter what people thought. He would work too long and fall sleep in his office. She would get there in the morning and he would be in his couch waking up as she went in the office. She would go home and would only get a few hours of sleep because she was worried about him. Later, he started to permanently stay in his office and when she went in he would still be on his computer working. that's when she started to stay too. She hated seeing him this way, and that was why she needed to get some sleep. So that she would have the energy to get some answers. She would have to push buttons and she needed energy to fight and win. Otherwise he would win and she might get fired….

I want to go home!! Kaiba, please… just a few hours of sleep.

He kissed the side of her lips trailing butterfly kisses down her cheek to her neck down her shoulder and back to her neck. His arms tightly around her waist. Her eyes now closed and barely hearable moans escaped her mouth. She couldn't contain those little sounds from escaping her mouth. Wherever his mouth touch his lips left a tingling sensation. Her skin felt extremely sensitive. And she knew that if she had the energy she would be on top of him by now. But her energy was completely gone.

Stupid, stupid, stupid!! You should've gotten more sleep! Now that I get a chance to be with him I blow it. Why does everything always has to go wrong?! I want to fall sleep in his arms, but this is not the way I imagined it.

"Kaiba, I really need some rest. If you haven't noticed I am not even standing anymore, you're the one holding me up."

"I am? You're very light. you're my light.Have you had dinner? can I have you for dinner?"

"Yes. No."

"Never thought you would give me short answers."

"Never thought you would ask me to stay. I would stay, I really would, but" He pushed her up against the door, putting her legs around his waist, holding her bottom with one hand, and used the other hand to rub her back. He knew that she had no energy left. He finally realized he was the one holding her up. He knew he should feel guilty or something along those lines for taking advantage of the situation. His control went down the drain. It always happened when he was around her. He finally came to the conclusion that he would take her anyway he could. That was what had been bothering him for a while. He promised Mokuba he wouldn't laid a finger on her. And he always kept his promises to his little brother no matter what. He was a man of his word. All these time he's been irritated, annoyed, angry at himself for wanting her and breaking a promise once he came to the conclusion he would have her.

The problem was that he couldn't bring himself to take her. It would have been easy if she was like all his other secretaries. She wasn't like them, she kept her distance. She showed no sign that she was attracted to him, which was what he wanted from a secretary, but in some levels he couldn't understand why. Why she wasn't head over heels for him. She was everything he wanted for his secretary. And he was debating whether he wanted to lose her or not. He thought that if he took her that she would quit. In the beginning he was trying everything to make her quit, but she kept her head up and did what he said. She is who she is, so, of course they had many arguments.

His dreams, his fantasies wouldn't leave him alone. His solution was that if he took her she would finally get out of his head. It was her fault he couldn't sleep. He couldn't sleep because if he closed his eyes she was there…. Undressing herself for him. He would take her deep and rough. They would try every position known to man, and then some. She was a dancer, she could bend herself anyway she wanted. He would take her over and over again. They would fall sleep and then he wakes up and finds himself embracing her. And when he really wakes up from his dreams he would be hard and sweaty and angry at himself.

Then the dreams started to get worse…. He would take her over and over again, he would realize he loved her and tell himself he will tell her in the morning. He falls sleep and when he wakes up she would be gone. There would be a note on her side of the bed…..

Kaiba,

I had a great time!J glad you could satisfy some of my needs (more than anybody else ever has). This is my good-bye. I meant to tell you sooner, but I wanted to have a good memory of you. I didn't want to remember you as a cold, stupid bastard. Anyways, I don't even know why I bother with this letter since I know you don't attach yourself to anybody. You probably wont even take a second look. You probably wont even look. So, in that case….. I love you. I know you only love your little brother. You don't even love yourself! How can you love me? I am nothing. We don't completely satisfy each other. Something is missing. And you know what that something is? It's love. Simple. I don't just have sex with you, I make love to you. That's my problem. I fell in love with you.

I'm sorry for the harsh words,

Garder

He re-reads that letter until his tears wont let him read it. When he wakes up for real his heart feels like it's about to jump out from his chest.

He knows he doesn't love her. She was right in that letter, he only loves his little brother. No one else. Whatever he was feeling for Garder he knew it wasn't love. Or he convince himself that it wasn't love. His father always told him that love made you weak. And he believed it. Mokuba made him weak. Mokuba was his only weakness. Or so he thought…..

He kept rubbing up her spine in circles, slowly. She was falling sleep in his arms. Her eyes were closed and she had a small smile on her face. She looked kind of peaceful and his heart flipped. A second after that she bucked and threw her head back. She looked so sexy that his knees went weak. If it wasn't for the wall he would have probably dropped her. Seeing her that way was so unexpected that he stopped what he was doing. He didn't know what made her react that way, but he liked it. When she regained her composure she gave him an apologia look and closed her eyes again.

Don't let him figure it out! Please, don't let him figure it out!!

He kept on going from her between her shoulder blades to her neck. Then started back down, down between her shoulder blades again. And again she threw her head back, pushed her breasts up, and her hips forwards. Her hips met his and the friction caused made them both to moan. He couldn't help it. This woman drove him crazy. He rubbed again between her shoulder blades and again he got the same reaction. This time, expecting it, he lower her down enough to let her feel all of him.

"Seto!!" But he wasn't expecting her to scream his name. He felt her stomach contract. Her nails digging on his shoulders were turning him on. He saw her lips move as she said his name. His body was rock hard but his heart was melting.

"Kaiba, stop."

"Say my name and I will."

"Please, Kaiba, Stop."

"Say my name."

"I did say your name! Isn't your name Kaiba?"

"Say it.""Say what, Kaiba?!"

"You're only making this harder on yourself, Tea."

"Tea. Never thought I would hear it. Why are you doing this to me? You can have anyone you want. You can pick your perfect woman, which I am sure I am not her. I speak my mind, I do what I want, I'm emotional, I'm a mess, I'm not perfect. I don't do one-night-stands. I'm not a whore. All those sleepless nights, all that built in tension you need to release, well, you have to go somewhere else because you're not going to find your release here. I don't know what is going on with you, but I'm pretty sure it's the lack of sleep that is making you act this way."

"You assume things."

"I assume?! she was getting angry. She got some energy from somewhere and was starting to yell at Kaiba Excuse me! But I am not the one who assumes things!! You're the one who thinks I used Mokuba to get this job. You're the one who thinks I am a liar. You're the one who thinks I am a cheerleader. You're the one thinks I don't like you. And you're right! I don't like you!! You know what?! There's many times I don't like you at all, but I cant help I fell for you! I cant help what my heart feels! In some sense I do hate you, but only because I love you!"

"….

Say what?"

"You know what. Just go to hell!! she was back on her feet, trying to get away from him. Pushing him away with everything she had (although it wasn't much) of course, it was easy for him to keep her in place. I'm tired of you! I'm tired of your bullshit! Why I didn't listen to my friends, I don't know! Now I wish I had. I tried my best to not fall for you. I tried my best to keep my feelings to myself. This was my last straw. I cant do this anymore! I quit."

"You cant leave." he said calmly, without emotion which pissed her off even more.

"Who says I cant leave?! You cant make me stay here! Do you find pleasure in making people feel this way? Do you find pleasure in making me feel this way? Stupid bastard. I.hate." before she could finish he roughly kissed her and she tried to wiggle out of his embrace but it was getting her nowhere. Realizing the proximity of their heated bodies she stopped wiggling, realizing that her body was hot and he tasted delicious.

She couldn't help it. She loved him. She loved the way he felt. She loved the way he made her feel. She loved that he challenged her. She loved that he made her lose control. She loved him the way he was. She couldn't help responding to his kiss. She didn't want to, she really didn't want to respond to him otherwise he will use it against her. She couldn't help it. She kissed him back. Her time was coming to go and chase her dream. She decided she wasn't going to regret this.

He tasted her-mostly she tasted like coffee. Coffee. Caffeine to keep her awake. Why is she doing this? She didn't have to stay here in the office with me. then he remembered… "I cant help I fell for you! I cant help what my heart feels!" she's in "love" with me. How can this be? I didn't even see this coming. She never showed signs that she had feelings for me. May be she doesn't even have feelings for me, she just wants to throw me off that way she can escape. She's not escaping. I'm getting what I need and she is like every other female… she will get some pleasure too. ….apricots… she tastes like apricots.

Their tongues danced erotically.

No, no, no!! I don't want this! I cant want this. Tea, you are the stupidest person I know if you sleep with him when he doesn't love you.

Their tongues battled for control.

Oh, god, Garder. How can such a mundane girl taste this good?

Intoxicating.

A poison, a drug--addicting.

His hands where everywhere except for between her legs and her chest. His hands roamed her shoulders, her neck, her back and legs. He took her shoes off and then broke off the kiss to get some air. She breathed heavily against his chest; hot against his skin- he wanted to tear his clothes off of him. He lifted her chin up and gave her another kiss. At first she didn't respond, but then he was surprised when she wrapped her arms around his neck to have better access to his mouth.

Without realizing what he was doing he untucked her shirt and caressed her flat stomach and her tiny waist making her whimper and breath his name. from her tiny waist up her back and back down to her ass. She let out a scream as soon as his huge hands touched her naked ass. Not that she wasn't wearing anything… she was just wearing a g-string.

She realized that her skirt rode up to her waist when she was wiggling and moving in her desperation to escape from Kaiba.

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To be Continued………..

Don't worry! I'm not leaving it here?!

Or should I ?! grin