(I do not own Vampire Knight though I wish I did)

The Problem with my Love

Some what OOC

POV: Yuki/Zero/Kaname

(Forgive me since I like to change perspective. Bear with it!!)

POV: Yuki

I stared at the test in front of me, unable to focus on the words or understand practically anything. My mind would fall back to Zero, of all places. The holidays were coming up; three days and it would be Christmas then everyone would go home to visit their families. But I wouldn't leave; I would stay at the Academy with Chair-Father and Zero. They were my family and I would be happy once I spent more time with them.

I always felt that fatherly love from the Chairman, but how did I see Zero? I knew I could never see him as a brother; he was much more than that. Was it possible that I was in love with him? I glanced up to the top row, catching Zero's gaze and blushing quickly. I looked back to my paper, feeling his eyes bore into the back of my head.

Yes, it was very possible I was in love with Zero. But what about Kaname? I knew he thought I was special and he cared for me, but was it love? No, I was positive Kaname was not in love with me and I knew that I was not in love with him. He was a crush, an infatuation because he saved my life. But with Zero…

"Down with your pencils! The test is over!" The teacher yelled and I glared at the blank paper. The only thing I had written was my name at the very top; so I knew I had failed. I crumpled the paper up, tossing it behind me towards the trash can. People stood and gathered their bags, ready to leave for Christmas and be done with school for three entire weeks. I sighed and rested my chin on my hand as Yori said her goodbyes and walked out. I was alone in the room, or so I thought, until some thing hit the back of my head. It rolled to the floor and came to a stop at my shoe. I picked it up, realizing it was my "exam paper".

I turned quickly and found Zero standing behind me, a grin threatening the usual serious composure of his face. "Come Yuki, the Chairman wants to talk with us." I watched him walk towards me but I refused to move from my seat when he tugged at my arm.

With a great sigh, Zero picked me up and slung me over his shoulder. "Zero! Put me down this instant!" I growled, beating his back with my fists. He merely laughed and smacked my bottom roughly.

"Quiet back there; I don't want trouble from my luggage." I could feel my face turn red and let my arms dangle over my head. "Good girl Yuki. You'll learn not to fight with me; I always win." I huffed quietly, my mind drifting back to where it was before.

My heart beat fast when I admitted to myself that I was definitely in love with Zero. Of course, he didn't share those feelings but I would never tell him anything. No one could know what was turning the gears in my mind so intently. I was jostled slightly, and realized we were inside of the Chairman's office.

"Yuki, I'm putting you down now." Zero's voice was gentle as he set me back on my feet. But even after I stood right and found my balance, his hands lingered on my waist, holding me closer than was necessary. What was that in his eyes? It couldn't be-

"Yuki, Zero, I'm so glad you're here!" My father cried out, diving at us and pinning me to the ground under the weight of two men. "Christmas will be fantastic this year; I am so happy to be your father!" His voice rang in my ears and I struggled to get up. Zero noticed my pain, and lifted me out from under my father as he rose to his own feet.

"Yes Chairman, is that what you called us here about?" Zero asked, straightening his jacket and glancing at me from the corner of his eye.

"Ah! Of course! Sit down kids!" He offered the chairs to us that waited in front of his desk. I sat cautiously and noticed the Chairman fidget nervously in his own chair. "Yuki, I spoke to Zero about this yesterday and I wanted to speak to you in person." He paused as Zero exchanged a look. "I have a few things to handle with the council about Shizuka Hiou's death, and I have to leave you in the care of Zero during Christmas. As you know, the day and night classes will be leaving for the entire three weeks of Holiday. You two will be staying in the Moon Dorm together while I am away. We have already had your belongings moved…"

I could have sworn my jaw hit the floor at his words. Alone with Zero? In the same dorm? "How long will you be gone?" My voice squeaked as I became more and more nervous.

He shifted uncomfortably and avoided my gaze. "I will be gone for the first two weeks, then I will come back on the third."

I exploded, unable to control the mixture of emotions. "WHAT?! How can you do this? Zero can't agree to that, and I can do just fine on my own!" I shouted, forgetting that Zero was in the room. He stood beside me and wrapped an arm around my waist firmly.

"Yuki, do you not want to stay with me?" I looked into his eyes and found tears that welled up in the corners. He looked hurt and I couldn't believe he would think like that.

"N-no, of course not Zero." I placed my hands on his face and looked him directly in the eye. "I just don't want to be a bother to you. I know how annoying I can be to you sometimes and-" He cut me off by cradling my head to his chest.

"Now Yuki, I will always be here to care for you. And I will never think you to be so annoying I wish you weren't with me." His words were whispered in my ear as his hot breath flowed over my hair. My heart sped up and breathing hitched at the closeness.

"Fantastic! Zero knows where the dorms are. Students have begun leaving so go find your room!" Father nearly shoved us from his office, slamming the door behind us.

Zero shrugged and grabbed my hand. "This way Yuki." I allowed Zero to pull me down the hall, and sped up to meet his long stride.

"Why do we have to stay in the Moon Dorm, Zero?" I asked, staring up at his beautiful face in the afternoon sunlight from the open windows. He looked back at me, a smile hiding something that lurked just below his façade.

"Because the chairman needs pipes to be fixed here. The bathrooms will not work until repair men show up next week." He looked back down the hall and brushed away the comments from school girls. They yelled to him sweetly and grabbed at his clothing, assuming he wouldn't be his normally angry self since Christmas was near. "Be gone with you children. The only girl I want is…" I listened intently to him speak, noticing when his voice trailed off.

"Who, Zero? Who is it that you want?" I was surprised, angry and jealous that he wanted someone else. Why wouldn't he? Zero deserved someone much better than me. I looked up, finding that a bright blush had crept over his face while he diverted his eyes from me.

"It's nothing Yuki." He muttered softly, pulling me through the crowded hall. I stopped walking, tugging at Zero's hand when he kept moving. "Yuki, what are you doing?" He looked only some what angry, standing right before me and holding my hand tightly.

"I refuse to go any further until you tell me who it is." I felt as if I had the upper hand, and smiled defiantly. Zero grinned too, but this one was devilish.

He stepped closer and wrapped his arms around my waist. "If you wish to be that way, then I will move you myself." He tossed me over his shoulder once again and turned to hurry down the hall.

"Zero, I want to know right now!" I yelled against his back, curling my hands into fists around the edge of his jacket. I heard a door being kicked open then quickly slammed shut and locked behind us. Zero dropped me on a bed, and straddled my waist, pinning me beneath him.

"Yuki," He breathed, his lips edging closer to my own while his hands held my wrists down at my sides. "Do you really think I could want any one but you?" His eyes met mine, and for a split second I could see it. Us, together. I leant foreword, ushering my lips closer to him in a moment of pure desire.

My eyes slid closed as Zero bent his face to mine and I waited for his lips. A series of quick knocks broke our moment, and I heard Zero curse quietly under his breath.

"I'm sorry Yuki, I shouldn't have done that. I'll be back soon to show you to our rooms." He blushed profusely; jumping to the floor and throwing the door open before he raced out.

Yori stared at me from the door way. "What was that about Yuki?" She asked, walking towards her dresser.

"If I knew that, Yori, I would tell you." I shook my head and collapsed onto my bed. This would be a long holiday.