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About one week has passed since Renesmee's party and it somehow feels like I've already lived this. The living room is arranged exactly the way it was when Bella was pregnant. All the monitors, everything. Carlisle even managed to put and IV in her arm with a strong enough needle. The living room was the place we all stayed watching her to see if something changed, but she has been completelye irresponsive.
What happened at the party has been on my mind all thesee days. I had been keeping an eye on Vladimir, as promised, reading his every thought and when I started seeing Nessie's face blanking out through his eyes, I became a frozen statue, not sure what to to. But I kept my eyes firmly on her, when I saw that she started shifting backwards I didn't have time to think, I just acted and was picking her in my arms in less than one second. I was lucky that the humans did not notice my action, but there wasn't a vampire in the room that missed it and everyone's mind was full of worry. "Ness, are you okay?" I asked but there was no response and her mind was completely silent.
The first thing I did was look over at my love, Bella. Her face was frozen with and expression that caused me so much pain, Alice had her arms around her. I felt a warm hand on my shoulder, Jacob. His breathing and heart rate were extremely accelerated. I looked at him and his expression was very much the same as Bella's, the only difference was that his eyes were glistening, full of tears.
"Is she okay?" he asked his voice breaking twice and one tear running down his cheek. I didn't know what to answer. But a voice in my head screamed. 'No she's not!'
"I don't know." I said softly, looking down at my daughter and trying to hold myself together, when all I felt like I was falling apart. The room was silent, everyone watching Renesmee. Carlisle appeared next to me in an instant. "I think it would be better if we asked everyone to leave." He said and I nodded in response.
Carlisle stood in the center of the room. "Everyone, right now I must ask you to leave. Thank you all for coming."
The humans were the first to leave, except for Charlie, Sue, and Billy; who was extremely concerned for his son. The vampires left soon after and asked us to keep them informed. The wolves stayed for a while after that, trying to keep Jake from falling apart.
Once it was just us; the family. Carlisle went and looked for everything he needed at the hospital. He hooked her up to all the monitors and started running some test to see what had gone wrong. She had been fine beforeā¦just tired.
Carlisle didn't find anything that might have caused whatever this was, but he was trying to figure out a way to make her better, as was I.
Right now I am sitting next her, Jacob on the other side of the bed. If at some moment I had doubted how much he really loved her, I don't anymore. The pain in his mind reaminds me of the exact way I felt years ago when I had thought I had lost Bella forever. Everyday he would get worse because he thought she was getting closer and closer to her end. Even if what he thought was true I was not ready to thing about it.
Jacob and I were the only ones here. Bella did not want to leave Nessie's side for even a second but her eyes had turned coal black, so Alice, Rosalie, and Esme had convinced her to go hunting close by. Jasper could not stand to be around us, because all the emotions were to much for him, we didn't want him to be alone so right now Emmett was with him, somewhere up in the mountains. Carlise had gone to look for more supplies.
I looked over at Jacob and noticed that something in his expression had changed; his thoughts wer also different. He was giving up. "Don't, Jacob." I said in a pained voice. He sighed, then took a deep breath to steady himself and then looked at me.
"I'm sorry, Edward." He said in a tired voice. "But I'm tired of standing around here waiting for something to happen, for something to change, when it's not going to happen." Tears began to fill his eyes. All that he had just said was very hard for him, mostly because he didn't want to believe it, but he convinced himself that it was true.
"And what will leaving do? Will that really help anyone?"
"It will help me." He said beginning to walk toward the door. In his mind I saw his plan, he was going to run away. Stay human this time so no one would no where he was at and so no one would have to share his pain.
When everyone, but Jasper, returned later that day, they were surprised that Jacob was not there. I told them what had happened and they were shocked. Bella was the one that took the news the hardes. She now sat on my lap and I held her tight trying to make everything somehow better as she cried tearless sobs. There has been a lot of tearless sobs in this house during this week, froms all of us; myself included.
We were all watching Nessie closely so we all caught that there was a change in her the next day but not for the better. She seemed more pale and felt colder than usual, these small changes scared me because maybe Jacob wasn't the only one giving up. Or even is maybe what was holding her together was Jacob and now...I sighed at the thought. Bella was still on my lap and I held her tighter resting my head on her shoulder. "I love you" I whispered softly. I knew that even if everything else was wrong that one thing would never change. She tried to smile. "I love you too." She said and began to sob again as I held her close to me.
All that night I spent it thinking, analyzing, calculating. Forming hypothesis, I had to come up with something that might bring us the hope we need. Carlisle was at the hospital again, but as soon as he returned I would talk to him about the theories I had come up with.
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