Can You Show Me

Summary: The fact that she still had doubts about losing her virginity only proved that she still wasn't ready to lose it. She didn't deserve that and Nathan certainly didn't, but that didn't mean she wanted more. Set in season 1 after "I love you" and before the marriage.

Note: I know the last thing I should be doing is posting a new story but this is mostly a One-shot kind of deal although there is sort of a sequel, but I think it can stand alone by itself. We'll see how reviews go. I know tonight's episode of OTH will probably be really sad so I'm hope some Naley fluff will help. Enjoy and please review !!

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She could die from his kisses, literally and Haley James thought to herself, what a way to go. It was a Friday night and Nathan and Haley were content on spending it alone together in Nathan's apartment. After realizing that there was absolutely nothing to watch on television, they opted to go for a swim in the swimming pool provided by Nathan's apartment complex. She always loved the water ever since she was little, but as she got older it brought a whole other sense of enjoyment. Seeing her boyfriend in nothing but his swimming trunks, Haley had to bite her tongue and thanked the lord that the water helped to cool her down.

She didn't deny that she was conservative, old fashioned even but she wasn't a prude. Like any other girl, she found guys attractive, cute, sometimes sexy. Growing up her best friend was Lucas and the rest of their friends were mostly guys from the river court, and then there was Taylor but her and her sister never really got along. Haley realized that she never really had any close girl-friends but somehow this year not only brought her, her first real boyfriend but her first real girlfriends as well.

Brooke and Peyton were certainly something else. Brooke seemed to be the complete opposite of Haley. While Haley was conservative, Brooke was anything but and she didn't mind sharing her opinions to the world. Granted some of the opinions didn't match Haley's own and the occasional I can't believe she said that moments always came into play but she admired Brooke's tenacity and her forwardness. Brooke made no apologies for her actions, reveling in her femininity and using it for all it's worth with guys, something Haley admired as well. Peyton's personality was sort of a mix between Brooke's and Haley's when it came to guys. Sure her and Brooke would gossip about the cute guy passing by and would make the occasional comments but nothing as bad as Brooke's.

It seems their influence had worked it's way through to Haley James because every time she saw her boyfriend shirtless, one word always popped inside her mind, hot. She had to take it back, it didn't matter if he was shirtless or not, Haley had found herself a hottie, who for some reason kept getting hotter and hotter in her eyes. Nathan Scott was definitely a guy she would chalk up as sexy, right up there with her male celebrity heroes like Brad Pitt or Johnny Depp, but those were actors, people she's only read about and seen on the screen, but Nathan, Nathan was real. And now here she was, on a Friday evening, still dripping wet with her equally dripping wet boyfriend on top of her. Life can be both a blessing and a curse sometimes, she thought to herself has her hands roamed his back.

They swam for a little bit, playing around and goofing off in the pool before heading back up to Nathan's apartment. It didn't take long for a full make out session to start going and Haley was currently lying on her back while Nathan was on top of her, their lips fused together. Haley couldn't believe that she was in love and more importantly, that someone else was in love with her. When Nathan muttered those three soft words, her heart melted and it only reaffirmed something she'd known for a long time, that she was completely and utterly in love with him.

She didn't know how it happened or why but it just did. He was the bad boy, her best friend's estranged half brother slash arch nemesis. It was the classic case opposites attract and attract they did. At first she was able to brush him off. She thought he was attractive, she never doubted that. She also knew that he knew that as well, which only served to fuel her initial distaste of him. She might've thought the guy was cute, but he didn't need to know. It didn't take long for his piercing blue eyes to cut right across her and his infamous Scott smirk turned her into mushy and suddenly cute and attractive turned into something far more dangerous, desire. Then he started to talk to her, like actually talk to her and she realized that there was more to Nathan Scott than that exquisite exterior of his. It turned out that the sun didn't shine out of his sweet ass, that Nathan Scott was actually human, with real problems and real issues to deal with. Suddenly he wasn't just the cocky-arrogant jerk, he had a whole other side to him and she quickly started to like every side he had.

Here we go again, Nathan thought to himself as his body pressed up against Haley's. The cool waters from the pool were losing their affects and he tried his best to keep his cool but like always, his shorts slowly became tighter and tighter. He still found it hard to believe that the girl he would end up falling head over heels for (not like Nathan ever thought that would ever happen) would turn out to be Haley James, best friend of estranged half-brother. When he first met her, it was to piss off Lucas. He got his wish but the plan soon backfired when he ended up falling for her.

She was a challenge when he first met her. She didn't buy into his lines that most girls (well practically every girl) fell for. He never had anyone stand up to him like that before and at first he was pissed about it, but anger soon turned into something else, desire. The more she brushed him off, the more he was actually turned on by it because he could already see the cracks forming against her hard wall around her heart. Then he started to notice her, really notice her. The way her big brown eyes looked at her, the way her silky hair would fall against her shoulders. It turned out that Haley James was actually kind of hot, albeit she did hide herself in some ridiculous unflattering clothes. The words ugly-ass poncho comes into Nathan's mind. She was beautiful and the first girl he ever described like that.

Yet, her beauty carried a double edge sword. After they started going out, that's when guys noticed her and wanted her. He was pissed, not just because of his jealousy but that they never bothered to notice her before. She was beautiful long before he ever came into the picture. On the other hand, he was grateful that no one noticed because he was the first guy to take notice and he couldn't help but feel a sense of pride of being the first guy that Haley let in her heart. Thoughts of being first for many things with Haley crossed his mind again and his shorts felt even tighter.

Haley felt him grow against her and she had to admit that she loved how he could get that reaction from being with her. She loved him, she knew that and she also had no doubt that he would eventually be her first. Eventually being the key word because every time Haley thought about taking the next step, she would back down. It didn't help that Nathan was so considerate of her feelings and being so sweet in not pressuring her, only made her want him more.

She sometimes wished that Nathan did force her, to give her that extra nudge she needed, but the fact that he didn't only made her want him more. She was old-fashioned, conservative but her views became skewed the more she fell in love with Nathan. She knew where this was heading, they would make out heavily for several minutes and then there would come a point where they would have to stop or risk going even further. She hated teasing Nathan like that and it didn't matter how many times he told her that he didn't care and that he would wait for her, it still didn't make Haley feel any less guilty.

The fact that she still had doubts about losing her virginity only proved that she still wasn't ready to lose it, even if she was feeling the urge. She didn't deserve that and Nathan certainly didn't. If there was even the slightest feeling of regret, Haley knew that Nathan would take it personally. He was already on Lucas' shit list for not only the things Nathan did to him before but making sure he didn't take advantage of Haley. He promised he wouldn't push Haley to do anything she wasn't ready for and it was a promise he was going to keep. Nathan didn't deserve regret or guilt for taking her virginity. He had been so sweet and understanding about everything that he deserved their first time to be special and guilt free.

Recently, she started rethinking things through. She wasn't ready for sex, but that didn't mean she wasn't ready for other things, she pondered. She already had him over for sleepovers and vice versa, even had his jersey number tattooed to her ass, why couldn't she take things to next level, just not that level.

Nathan peeled his body off her, slowly siding off to the side. One more second, he would literally rip her two piece bathing suite right off her and have her screaming so loud that cops would be banging on the door because the neighbors would complain. Nathan tried to shake off those thoughts as he was now painfully hard and tried his best to cover his erection by placing his arm over his crotch. It was silly, he knew it especially since he knew that Haley must've felt it but it reminded Haley of what he wanted and that in itself was a form of pressure that he didn't want to inflict on her. So, they both lied there, catching their breaths, knowing that they should stop now.

Haley turned to her side to face Nathan.

"Sorry.." She said softly.

Nathan gave her a confused look before realizing what she meant. "Haley.." He sighed in frustration, turning to his side to face her as well. "I told you.. you have nothing to be sorry for .. I'm the one that's sorry… I … I can't help how my body reacts to you.." He said softly. "Sorry." He mumbled out. Haley nodded her head, this conversation wasn't new and she could already see themselves playing the same old conversation they had a million times over.

Mustering some Brooke courage (as Haley deemed it), Haley decided that this might be a good time to move things forward. They already moved forward emotionally be declaring their love to each other, why not more in the physical sense. Haley could already feel her nerves, they talked about sex before but only it the abstract sense that Haley is a virgin and that she wanted to wait. There were the sexual innuendos passed between them that they were both guilty of but they really hadn't talked more specifics. Nathan had awakened a sexual desire in Haley that she didn't know existed and she found herself becoming more and more curious about things of that nature.

"Can.. can I ask you something?" Haley asked.

"Anything." Nathan responded.

"After we stop.. you know.. when we're together.. umm.. before things get too .." Haley sighed as she fumbled through her words.

"Hales.. what's going on?"

"I'm sorry.." She said shaking her head. "What I'm trying to ask is.. what do you do? Like after we make out and stop and I go home or something or you go home?"

"Huh.. I'm not sure what you're talking about Hales." Nathan eyed her curiously.

Haley looked down to his arm which was covering his groin. Nathan followed his gaze and realized what she was talking about. "Do you like.. take care of it?"

"It.. meaning.. umm.. down there?" Nathan replied.

"Yeah.." Haley said blushing.

"Oh.. " Nathan muttered, instantly turning red himself. Only Haley James could get Nathan Scott to blush.

"Where.. where is this coming from?" Nathan asked.

"Honestly.. blame Brooke." Haley said rolling her eyes and both her and Nathan chuckled, a much needed tension breaker. "I'm... I'm just.. just curious."

"Curious?"

"Yeah.." Haley admitted, turning slightly even redder. "I mean.. you know what nevermind..." Haley fumbled again with her words. She sighed to herself again, feeling completely embarrassed, she wished she never opened her big mouth. Nathan saw her fighting with herself and knew this wasn't an easy thing for Haley to do. He actually liked the fact that she was willing to talk to him about these sort of things, it was clear that she never had this kind of conversation with anyone.

"Hey.." Nathan said, cupping her chin. "Don't be embarrassed .. you can ask me anything .. I don't want you to feel as if you can't talk to me."

"Even if I sound like an idiot.."

"You are not an idiot." Nathan was quick to point out.

She gave him a small smile and nodded.

"Hales.. look you were trying to ask me something.." Now Nathan was starting to feel a little embarrassed himself. "If you must know.. yes.. I .. umm.. you know.. take care of it." He tried to joke to lighten up the tension in the room.

"How?" She asked quickly, almost too quickly.

What?! Nathan immediately thought. That was not the response he was expecting from Haley. "Umm.. I don't know.. umm.. you see.." Now it was his turn to fumble on his words.

Haley had to laugh a little, it was a rare thing when she got Nathan Scott to act this way, especially since he makes her act like that all the time. It was the confidence boost she needed to keep prodding.

"Umm… look .. I think I know how.. but I was wondering if you can.. show me?"

"Show you?" He questioned again.

"Yeah.. if I were to leave right now and go home.. what would you do?" She asked more curious than anything else.

"Are.. are you sure?" He questioned again. Haley nodded and her eyes immediately landed at his midsection. Nathan followed her gaze and he found his blood rushing south again.

"Umm.. okay.. if .. if that's what you want." Nathan smirked. His hands slowly reached for the waistband of his swimming trunks and he slowly started to remove it, keeping an eye on Haley to make sure that this is what she really wanted. He had to admit that this whole thing was pretty hot and at least he would have no problem rising to the occasion. He saw the lust in her eyes and it only helped to fuel him. He wanted so much to take things further but he loved her and this.. this he would do her way. He removed his shorts and once fully exposed, he could've sworn he heard Haley gasp for air. That in itself was already enough to make him loose it and he hadn't even touched himself yet. God what this girl does to me, he thought.

His right hand reached around the base and like so many times before, he slowly started to stroke his shaft. He saw Haley lick her lips and he imagined that look on her face many times while doing the same action. Countless times, they would stop making out and he would go home and lie on his bed and think about her and do the same exact thing he was doing now, but now… now she was here.

Haley squirmed from her spot as she watched in awe. She had never really seen a guy naked before, and changing the diaper of her little nephew doesn't quite count. He was amazing, it was amazing. Haley watched with morbid fascination and lust as Nathan's arms flexed his muscles as he stroked, the way his breathing got low and heavy, the way his abs glistened with sweat and his hand, his powerful hand grasping his equally powerful erection. She felt her own body heat up just watching him and she squeezed her legs together in an attempt to ease her own throbbing.

Watching her squirm was sending Nathan's mind and his hand into over drive. He closed his eyes, knowing that if he continued to look at her, he would explode right there and then. Haley wanted a show and he was more than willing to give her one. He tried to drift his mind, to come up with any sort of distraction to keep this going. But he was only human and his extremely curious and hot girlfriend watching him made matters only worse. It wasn't long that his fist pumped faster and before he knew it, he elicited a huge gasp before exploding in front of her, his warm seed going all over his hand and his torso.

"Wow…" Haley muttered a moment a later, while Nathan crashed his head back onto his pillow and tried to catch his breath.

Nathan looked at Haley, the look on her face was priceless.

"I'm glad you enjoyed.." He smirked at her.

"You had no idea… thank you.." She said softly as she leaned over and kissed him gently. Nathan wiped his hand across his side and leaned in further to deepen the kiss. They finally managed to pull away and their foreheads leaned in against each other.

"I think.. I think .. it's my turn." Haley said almost above a whisper. The meaning and weight of her words had him hard once again. Trying his best to control himself. Nathan simply nodded and said. "Okay." Not trusting to say anymore he moved back but was surprised when Haley reached out to grab his left arm and took his hands with hers.

This, Haley thought to herself was definitely something she was ready for.

To Be Continued/End

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