Disclamer: Okay, i dont own South Park. I know it, and i think you all know it too. But just to be safe, i would hate to be sued...

Yah, its a little bit dry right now. I know everyone is into more "hard core" things, but have faith in me. Ive only just begun.

But i had to get this started somehow, get to know a little bit of Craig's backstory of his screwed up life.

I love angst.

I lit up a cigarette and took a long drag. After another long, stressful day at school it was just what I needed to calm my nerves. School had become virtually pointless to me since I entered high school. I stopped paying attention in classes, which dramatically lowered my grades, which caused a lot more problems at home, but I didn't care anymore.

I got tired of caring a long time ago.

My life at home couldn't get any more worse to me anyway. Shortly after middle school, my mom took off with some guy, and my dad became an abusive alcoholic. Since my sister became a total slut in her junior year and obeys to my fathers every command, I get the most of his abuse. Im getting so sick and tired of coming to school all bruised up with the councillor acting like he's my "best friend" or some stupid shit.

Most of the time I'm too drunk or stoned to even notice. Drugs have become my new escape from reality. It started when I found my parents secret pot stash in the basement when I was around 9. Pot only did good for so long though, I needed something harder; that would get me farther away from life. Cocaine, LSD, meth; hell I'll try anything once. I guess it would be a lot easier on me if I knew it didn't hurt Tweek so much.

I started dating him around eight grade, after a major fight we had. It was full of pathetically sappy depression, confessions in the gayest nature possible and a romantic first kiss in the rain. It was so beautiful I probably could have wrote a book and made millions. Our relationship use to be like a scene from "The Notebook", but lately Tweek has been holding out on me, getting more and more distant. I never know what that guy is thinking...

"C-Craig. I think your smoke is about out." I turned around to see Tweek with a smile on his face. God he was beautiful when he smiled.

I looked down at my smoke and noticed it was down to the filter. I was so lost in my thoughts I only took one drag.

"Oh yah, I guess your right." I flicked the cigarette down to the ground, slung my arm around Tweek's neck and began to walk away from the school, thankful for the weekend.

Tweek giggled. "G-god Craig, maybe you should c-cut back a bit. You smell like smoke."

Hearing Tweek laugh made me smile. Ever since Kyle and Stan came out to the entire school by showing their "love" for each other, or in other words full on making out, in the hallway one day; people started coming out of the closet like crazy.

Not like it was that hard to tell, but Wendy and Bebe came out only about a week after Kyle and Stan. After that I felt like me and Tweek didn't have to hide it anymore. Besides everyone in this school knows its better not to fuck with me. I wont say in the most muscular guy in the school. Shit I'm fucking thin as hell, but I still have muscles from those years off being a preppy jock on the football team in middle school.

That's not what gets people though, one day I got into a major fight with Clyde and he spread a rumor around the school that I stabbed someone. Ever since that people have been scared of me. Not that I care, because of that fact and the fact that I'm the one dating Tweek; nobody picks on him anymore.

People use to pick on Tweek a lot, since he still shakes and cant button up his shirts properly. He deserves better then that shit, fuck he deserves better then anything I can ever give him. I really want to make sure he's happy and has a good life. I know that I cant give that to him, but for some reason he still stays with me...

"Craig, you've been zoning out a lot today... what's up?" I looked down at Tweek and saw his green eyes looking up at me with a sad expression on his face. Fuck that look could almost make me cry.

"Nothing, really. You know that if I was having problems you'd be the first one to know, right?" He nodded and I just had to kiss him. Its been so long since we have been this happy around each other, but I had to know that wouldn't last much longer.

Kenny McCormick practically leaped out of the bushes and scared me and Tweek half to death. At least that made Tweek grab onto my arm and pull himself in closer to me.

"Craig! Did you hear about Clyde's party tonight? I know you guys aren't on that great of terms right now, but its going to be insane you have to come!"

Kenny was talking way to fast, he always did when he was excited. At least its easier to understand him now that he lost his giant orange sweater and decided to just wear a simple, normal hoodie. Still orange though, that color looked damn good on him. Since he didn't wear it up, you could see his messy blonde hair and blue eyes and it made him pretty damn sexy. Kenny was bi, and I swear to god if I wasn't completely in love with Tweek, or fucked up at a party sometime he would be the first one I'd go to for a fuck.

"Yah, I was thinking about crashin that anyway, I'll be there tonight."

"B-but Craig, d-don't we have plans tonight?"

I looked down at Tweek. Fuck, I forgot I made dinner plans with him tonight. But, I needed my fix badly. Its been almost 2 days since I've had any sort of drug, and I was craving badly.

"Sorry Tweek, maybe we can do it some other time? Why don't you come to the party with me tonight. I'm sure the look on Clyde's face will be priceless when he see's me there anyway."

"S-sure, I guess... that could be fun." I fucking hated it when Tweek looked sad. It made my heart feel like it was being stabbed a thousand times. I love him; I really do, but I need my drugs.

"Don't worry, I'll make sure I definitely make some time for just you and me soon, alright?"

"Great! Well I'll see you there then. Bye Tweek. Bye... Craig." Kenny just had to say my name in that seductive tone. He knew I thought he was hot, and he loved to rub it in my face.

"Are... are you sure this is a good idea Craig. I'm worried about you..." I knew exactly what he was talking about. I agree that I'm taking this whole drug thing out of proportion, but it made me happy for that short moment. Almost like when I'm on top of Tweek.

It looked like he was going to burst out into tears, I had to do something to get that look off his face.

I put my hand on the back of his head and pulled him closer to me until my lips touched his. He gasped at the sudden movement and I took that as my opportunity to stick my tongue in and play with his. He made a slight moan and put his arms around my waist to pull me closer to him. After a few minutes of sucking face; trying to avoid the awkward stares coming from people passing by, I ended the kiss and Tweek gasped for air.

"Don't worry. See, im fine" I smiled and put my arm back around his neck. "There's nothing to worry about."

"I thought I told you no more making out in public" Tweek was bright red, which made him look even cuter.

I bursted out laughing as we kept on walking.

He's the only one that can make me smile.