Sideshown Like Never Before
Author's Note: I don't own the Simpsons or Sideshow Bob. This is a story about Sideshow Bob thoughts after the events in Day of the Jackanapes.

I really don't know what to do. I'm back in jail again and I don't know if I'm ever going to be let out. I tried to kill Krusty, and worse I tried to use a ten year old boy to do it. I almost got the chair this time. Of course they couldn't really have done it, first off I'd never had a trial, second there isn't a death penalty in Springfield. At the actually trial I pleaded guilty. I have been sentenced to life in prison. I am not surprised by that, I got what I deserved. At what point did my life become so horrible that I felt I needed to do what I did? I was happy as a child. Me and my brother were very close. I never thought we'd drift apart. We did everything together, we never had many friends so we relied on each other. We always got great grades and are parents were proud. Then when did things get so bad? How did we begin to hate each other. God Cecil if I knew it would have come to this I would have quit that job Krusty gave me in a second! You became so distant after that. You left Springfield to get away from me. You moved to Boston, you never wrote you never called. I never even knew what the Hell you did there! Is that what set us on the wrong directions we both took? I felt so anger after you left I buried myself into doing my job. Soon after I realized that my job was a pointless. Krusty was self absorbed he didn't care what children learned from his show, he only cared about the money. That was when I felt I had to do something. I framed Krusty for armed robbery and took over the show. I really hope it wasn't in vain, I hope children did learn something from my short time on the show. Then that little boy Bart took my big chance away from me. That was when I snapped. In prison I went mad, I planned revenge every waking moment. I actually tried to murder. Thank the heavens I always failed. That boy Bart is quiet resourceful, I think he will have a great future ahead of him. I think that's what made you do what you did Cecil, that's why I can't blame you. You saw what I was doing and felt you could finally show me up. Have your revenge by killing me and framing me at the same time. I forgive you Cecil. If I ever get out of prison again I'd like to leave Springfield. Leave my past behind. Be born again. That is my dream now. I Do hope I get out of here early. I think I'll write an apology letter to Bart. Try Explain why I've done what I've done. Maybe someday he will forgive me. Until then I will take the punishment I deserve. I just hope I'm strong enough to do that this time.