Escaping Reality

Omg please forgive me for the lack of updating! I cant begin to tell you how work and dance took away all my free time! Hopefully this short chapter can make up for it as I get back into the swing of things!

Things never were the same after Jacobs blood became my life...literally. My body seemed to crave and desire it here and there, but normal food had lost its taste. It killed me inside that I wouldnt be able to enjoy my favorite foods or Starbucks anymore...but unless you were a thing that needed blood I dont think anyone else could have understood what it did to me.
Yes, I called myself a thing now since I wasnt a vampire, nor was I human or werewolf. Light didnt make me sparkle like the Cullens, but it was quite painful on my eyes sometimes.

My apartment was destroyed and all my things in there since the attack and death of the vampire which haunted me and changed me...I hated him for it. Bella told me how she wanted to change to be with Edward, and I would gladly give what I had to her if she desired it so badly,
but I couldnt...I might kill her.
My life was now with Jacob and his father Billy in their small house...I had nothing, but then I had everything. Jacob was a real strong supporter and I didnt know where I would have been without him.

"Its getting dark out. Wanna head for a walk?" Jacob asked as he played with my hair that was sprawled on his lap.

I shook my head, "We have done that everynight all week Jake. Cant we do something different?" I asked looking up at him in the dark even though I could see him clearly as if it were day.

Jake gave me his signature smirk, "Well I have an idea."

"Im not feeding off of you." I warned since I knew where this was going. Jacob and I both knew that he loved it when I would feed off of him since it seemed to give him one heck of a pleasure boost. I didnt know what was in my fangs that did it to him, but sometimes it was hard trying to get him off when I was done eating. We have our intimate moments yes, but Jacob seemed to boast a lot on how it was he that needed to keep me alive and that it was he that was wearing all my bite marks. I tried to keep them in the same spot so I wouldnt damage his skin, but a few days after my marks were on his skin, they were healed and no mark was left.

"Thats not what I was getting at Kara; besides you took a nice snack yesterday." he said bending down and kissed my forehead. He was being a smart ass, but thats what was so nice about Jacob: he could be sweet and a typical guy at the same time.

"What then?" I asked running my hand in his long hair.

"Wanna go for a ride?" he asked his deep eyes looking into mine. Now that he mentioned it, Jacob and I hadn't gone for a ride in a long time! But our ride wasnt like a car ride. No he would turn into a large wolf and I would simply ride on his back as he took us away from La Push and everything that was there waiting for us when we would come back.

"Sure." I replied smiling as he and I got up and just walked out as we were: him in his shorts and no top, and I in my shorts and baby doll shirt. Cold didnt bother me anymore and I knew now what Jacob meant by the cold not really bothering him either. It was a great way to save money on winter and fall clothing for sure, but I would still wear them for appearance when we would go out.
Our feet walked silently on the forest ground as Jake held one of my hands in his and the other around my waist. Even though I could heal faster then Jacob even could, he was still paranoid about me getting hurt and it was sweet...and annoying.

Our meeting spot was the beach where he had dropped me in the water...good memories but I lost a good shirt. The moon seemed to be brighter than normal and the air was crisp with the smell of winter on its breath. The trees were losing their leaves and the ground under my feet was getting harder from the late night and early morning frost. Not that it bothered Jake and I.

"Ready?" Jake asked me as he looked down at me and I nodded yes. Taking his body away from mine, Jacob moved a little away and soon in a blur of shorts and fur,
a large red wolf stood before me. He gave a wolfish grin and deep growl as he trotted over to me and nudged my bare leg with his wet nose. I couldnt help but giggle and move his nosy nose away from me as I said, "Can I get on?'

He gave me his typical 'I thinking something dirty' look and I lightly smacked his back, "Thats not what I meant." I retorted swining my legs up on his back and held onto the nape of his neck where there was more skin, and made sure that I was properly seated on Jacob before saying, "Ok lets go"
In a spilt second Jake and I were a blur within the world as together we ran...away from our problems and reality. Even if for a moment.