All characters owned by Meyer's not me

All characters owned by Meyer's not me

While Bella's sleeping Edward lay's next to her when he notices a journal of some sort. Inside the journal is all of Bella's unedited thoughts and fantasy of the one and only Edward Cullen. Takes place after New Moon. Full of lemons

Italics Bella's journal /Bold Edward's thoughts…

EPOV

I was watching my angel sleep, how I would love to know what she's dreaming of when I notice a journal sticking out of Bella's bedside draw. For some reason I was drawn to this Journal I turn to the first page it must be new because it date is set for a month ago.

Dear me,

My love is back and I am overjoyed. Today Edward and I were in class; he was writing while, I was pretending to read the worksheet. When in reality I was having another fantasy. Bella has fantasy's about me hmm I wonder what? My fantasy is of us in this classroom all alone. Edward gazing into my eye's I see nothing but love along with lust and hunger, yet not for my blood but my body. Oh so it one of those fantasy this could be interesting. He lays me on the biology desk ogling me, in one swift moment I lay there all revealed to him. His gaze moves from my face, to my neck, then lower to my chest. He reaches out and cups my breast in his hands.

I couldn't resist, a moan escapes my lips and my back arches into his touch. But he pushes me back and I fall to the table, his hand falls to his sides, I sigh in frustration thinking he's done. I try to sit up but I'm pushed down again, I look down to see Edward with a mischief glint in his eyes and crocked grin. "Be patient my love." He whispers as he drops to his knees, his hand grips my hips as his head comes closer to my center. Am I about to do what I think I'm about to do, that lucky basterd.

He kisses my center and blows on my wet hot core. I start whimpering and panting I need him so badly right now. I need to feel him, inside of me; and as if he's reading my mind his tongue dove inside me and I feel as if I'm about to explode. Dear God, this is so erotic so orgasmic; so this is what my Bella's think. I must continue. He takes long strokes up and down when suddenly. I feel him pumping with his fingers; I didn't even notice he moved one of his hands. His fingers pump faster I now feel three fingers along with his tongue sucking and licking at my clit, I'm so close and moaning over and over one word, Edward. Suddenly he stops, Wait why did I stop damn it was getting good. I was about to protest when I feel Edward plunge into me I scream in pleasure. I was so surprised; there was nothing on my face but shock.

"I couldn't wait any longer my love." He slides his shaft almost completely out of me. He leans forward and his lips at my ear, "I need to feel you all around me, besides I wanted to see if you scream my name as loud as you did when I was eating you out." Whoa, whoa, whoa no I did not just speak so boldly. Sure I would think about saying those things but I wouldn't say them out loud. Oh God I love it when he speaks so boldly, though I love it when he is a gentleman, but when he speaks to me that way I feel sparks of pleasure shout down my spine. I feel as if I'm about to come. I definitely have to keep that in mind, he dives back inside me, felling every bit of me. He rocks back and forth and my legs wrap around his waist he goes deeper inside me.

"OH EDWARD BABY", I scream as he picks up his tempo. "Bella" he moans "You're so damn tight and you feel so good." Damn, this is over all, the best thing I ever read. I'm so aroused at this moment I feel I to am about explode. Who knew my innocent little Bella thinks of me this way.My Greek god is going even faster and I feel my walls clamping against him, and he begins to growl, purr, and moan all at once. I know he to is at his peck, as I think it at the same time we both climaxed together.

I come out of my fantasy to see I'm now in Edward's house sitting on his lap. "Love what are you thinking?" should I tell him the truth. "I was just thinking of you is all." I try not to blush and place my head on Edward's chest with a sly smile on my face thanking God that Edward could not read my mind. If he did probably say I was being absurd. How I long to make my fantasy a reality, to show Edward how much I love him, how from the slightest of touches from him I feel aroused and want nothing to spend the day worshiping my Greek God. If only Edward knew the many fantasies I have.

Until tomorrow, Edward and I are going to the meadow today and I'm sure I'll have another entry…

I remember that day Bella had this far away look in her eyes. She must of have had another fantasy. Bella began to stir I put the journal back and laid down next to her. I never thought it was possible but I love Bella even more. She stirred even more I looked out of her window to see the sun coming up; had I been reading all night. Bella opened her eyes and smiled at me. I smiled back and kissed her passionately.

"Good morning love, how did you sleep." I spoke after she caught her breath.

"Good morning to you too and I slept well." She pecked my nose and grabbed her toiletries bag. She turned to me as she got out of bed "Human moment" and walked out of the room.

This was going to be a good day but tonight will be better when I read the second entry. Whats' with the Greek God thing?

End of Chapter 1

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