DPXDF a sad songfic oh yea Tucker and Sam are dating.
I DO NOT OWN DANNY PHANTOM OR WHAT HURTS THE MOST THEY BELONG TO THEIR RESPECTIVE OWNERS
I was walking down the school hallway as the biggest loser on earth. There stood the popular kids and Phantom who all completely ignored me. I felt so alone when he left me, I thought when he said I love you, he meant it. And when he said I will never leave you, I thought he meant it. But that shows how wrong I am.
I can take the
rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can
take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid
to cry every once in a while
I pull my jacket over me and walk out of the school into the cold icy rain. It felt good as it hit my face I didn't notice I paused in my steps. I felt warm tears fall down my face but it didn't look like it. I just remembered Phantom and how he use to love me.
"Danny??"
Even
though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every
now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
I whip around to see Phantom standing behind me.
"Danny what's wrong you haven't moved for a couple minutes now." He was about to put his hand on my shoulder till I stepped back.
What
hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And
watching you walk away
"No." I mutter.
Phantom stares at me weirdly, "wha--"
"NO!" Don't go! Don't leave me! Please stay here!
Phantom was about to put his hand on me when he heard his name. With that he just flew off without a goodbye.
And never
knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is
what I was tryin' to do
I tried to shout his name to come back, but it didn't come out. I look up to see you flying over to Nasty burgers.
Was my love not enough, I thought angrily.
Getting my senses back I walked over to my house and there were Sam, Tucker, and Jazz waiting for me in the living room.
It's
hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm
doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends
and I'm alone
"Danny what's wrong?!" Sam asked, "You've been avoiding us for weeks."
"Are you okay?" Tucker asks.
I force a smile on my face, "I'm fine guys."
I ran up to my room quickly locking the door.
Still Harder
Removing my sticky wet clothes of my chest I hold my wrists out to study them.
Getting up,
getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do
it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my
heart
That I left unspoken
"Phantom," I hold my wrists with cuts on it, "I love you still."
Why doesn't he realize it, I did love him! Why doesn't he realize that they were using him! Why doesn't he realize he was also my best friend.
But now all I have is nothing left, all my words I spoke to him unspoken.
All my love to him ignored.
What
hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And
watching you walk away
What am I to you, a worthless doll
that can't be held anymore or else it would break. No if I was you
wouldn't have left me alone, you would have taken better care of
me. But then what am I to you? Just tell me!
I placed my hand up my bed to pull out a razor; it still had dry blood on it. Placing it over my wrists I slit it. Blood dripping down my arm I quickly wipe it up with a towel.
The blood on my arm starts to
harden.
And never knowing
What could have been
And
not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
School
I had a long sleeve shirt on as the day before so no one will see my cuts. Sam and Tucker have tried to talk to me but they are so busy staring at each other lovey dovey they ignored me. That is if he doesn't ignore me but what am I calling for a miracle. And what is the miracle?! That he comes to me and talks to me and loves me again. No miracle could ever do that.
What hurts the
most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And
watching you walk away
I walked out of the classroom
ignoring the teacher's shouts. That's it! I just lost
it! I saw in the hallway before class, Paulina and Phantom kissing
each other. I knew it, he probably was just using me or she
was.
Walking into the bathroom, no one was in there, good. I pull out the razor and a piece of paper.
A scream was heard all over the school, a girl shouted she saw blood in the guys' bathroom. She said a hand was hanging out. ((It's not Danny's POV anymore))
And never knowing
What could
have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying
to do
The teachers walked in and saw a body of a well known kid around school. The police showed up and went to the seen.
"What happened?" Phantom yelled as he ran over, he heard that Danny died but how!?
"Suicide." The police man stated. He handed a sheet of paper covered in blood over to him, "It had your name on it."
Phantom carefully opened it and read it.
I finally found out what I was, a broken doll, with its stitches open, a doll that will be thrown aside. A doll that's so useless that there are more of them. But I want you to know this. I love you. I really did, I was wondering why you hated me. But who would want a broken doll as a lover or friend.
Not seeing that loving you
That's what
I was trying to do
Ooohhh...
"No," Phantom whispered walking over to his body, "You weren't a broken doll. You weren't a doll thrown aside. You were a stuffed doll that didn't break easily. And people thought that. But they didn't notice the cracks on you and just continued. Thinking that you wouldn't come to this. They didn't know under that was a glass doll." He moved a hair out of Danny's lifeless face, "I didn't notice either. And my love I don't hate you..."
"I hate myself."