Hey here is the last chapter probably. I might make a sequel. Oh well, I hope you like it.
Disclaimer: I own nothing but the song. Song is mine.
Well here it is! Sorry for the wait!
Harry knew this would probably be his last night in this hallway. He looked around and was surprised that he couldn't see Snape. He expected to see Snape following him around now that he found out about Harry's secrets.
Harry shrugged. You never know with Severus Snape.
Harry grabbed his guitar and thought about why this would be his last night. It was time for him to move on and not be so depressed. He couldn't believe that just the other day he had been in this very hallway with no knowledge that anyone cared.
He remembered his talk with Severus earlier and smiled.
It had been early that morning. He had woken up from a nightmare and walked out by the lake. Somehow Snape had known he would be there and had sat down beside him.
"Nightmares?" Snape had asked.
"Yes, like every night," Harry had replied, bowing his head and twirled his wand in his hands.
"What are they about?"
"I don't want to talk about it," Harry had whispered.
"You can't stay hidden your whole life, Harry. You need to open up to me. It will help if you talk about them."
"I don't want to talk about it."
"That may be, Harry, but you need to talk about it. I used to get nightmares and I still do. It helps if you talk them through."
"Ok," Harry had given in, looking up to meet his eyes. "I was having dreams about the third task as I watched Cedric die," he whispered, his eyes lifeless. "How if I wouldn't have been so dang noble he could be eating breakfast right now and laughing with his friends."
"That's not true, Harry," Snape had said fiercely. "You didn't know what would happen when you touched that cup."
Harry shook his head. "I know," he had muttered, "but it's just hard to watch him die over and over and be so helpless."
"I know, Harry, but I will teach you occlumency and help you clear your mind."
Harry looked at him, puzzled. "Why are you being so nice to me again?"
"Your mother was my best friend and helped me through all my depression," Snape had said softly. "My parents fought, my monster of a father abused me, and he expected me to be the perfect Slytherin and a Death Eater. I knew it wasn't my fault for what he did." (A/N: in my story Snape is a pure-blood.)
"I know the abuse isn't my fault," Harry said quickly, catching his eye, not knowing quite what to say but knew what Snape was hinting at.
"Then why have you not gone to a teacher and why are you so quick to claim that you don't blame yourself?" He had looked at Harry sadly. "I'm no fool, Harry."
"I didn't trust anyone enough," Harry had lied. "And I just wanted you to know that I don't blame myself."
"You trust Dumbledore and Molly Weasley and McGonagall and Sirius and Remus and your friends. You may not admit it, but you trusted them even though you felt used."
Harry had bitten his lip, not knowing what to say.
"I know you think you deserve what horrible things happened to you in your life, but I for one know you don't." With that Snape had gotten up and had said, "think about it Harry. I'll see you later in class." He had turned away, his robes billowing, and had left Harry to his thoughts.
All through classes Harry had actually tried and shown what he could do. He worked hard on his homework and impressed and confused his teachers. The only one who showed he wasn't surprised was Severus, who was indeed very shocked to see Harry Potter brewing a perfect potion and handing in a perfect paper.
"Stay after class, Mr. Potter," Snape had ordered.
Harry had waited, looking at Snape curiously.
"You can do this," Snape had said, placing his paper onto the desk so he could see it. There was a large O on the top. "I haven't seen such description in even Ms. Granger's work. And that's just potions. From what I've heard it isn't near as good as Transfiguration, Charms, and especially Defense Against the Dark Arts."
Harry had shrugged. "I decided to stop hiding my powers and true potential."
Snape had just shook his head, before walking away. "Get to class, Mr. Potter."
Harry came out of his thoughts with a shake of his head, thinking how Severus Snape would never cease to amaze him, and picked up his guitar. He began the song and sung softly:
I never thought that someone was there, because I didn't want to open my eyes. I forgot that there can be love, and sometimes to find truth you need lies. You were always watching me, and I never knew. But now I finally see. I can be true.
Cause I now realize the truth in the lies. I can see the light. I can look beyond the skies. I have opened my eyes. I will not hide. Cause it is time for me to be who I am on the inside.
I have fallen far, into the deep, but I can now survive. I wasn't able to breath, but now I'm alive, I thought I had died, but I've finally opened my eyes, to look beyond the lies. I can see through the clouds and fly.
Cause I now realize the truth in the lies. I can see the light. I can look beyond the skies. I have opened my eyes. I will not hide. Cause it is time for me to be who I am on the inside.
I'm so tired of being untrue, because that's what you think I should be. It's time for me to be me, and you soon will also open your eyes to the truth.
Cause I now realize the truth in the lies. I can see the light. I can look beyond the skies. I have opened my eyes. I will not hide. Cause it is time for me to be who I am on the inside.
I am so used to pain, I am so used to hate. I thought my fury was unable to tame, I thought it was too late. But I've finally figured out, what I was meant to do, and I don't care about all of you.
Cause it's time I tell you a secret, one I've been trying to hide. That I was never or never will be apart of your lies. You've always been blind, and you need to see, to open your eyes.
Cause I now realize the truth in the lies. I can see the light. I can look beyond the skies. I have opened my eyes. I will not hide. Cause it is time for me to be who I am on the inside.
Ohhh…….
Cause I now realize the truth in the lies. I can see the light. I can look beyond the skies. I have opened my eyes. I will not hide. Cause it is time for me to be who I am on the inside.
So you need to open your eyes, because I'm not who you want to see. I'm tired of these lies, cause now I'm who I want to be. So now I will be who I want to see. I will be myself, and no one else. Cause I will be me, who I want to see.
Harry finished his song with a smile and nodded to the potions master who had been watching, with his back rested against the wall.
"I'm proud of you, Harry," he said softly.
Harry smiled and turned to look out the window. For the first time Harry felt accepted and he realized who he wanted to see was his true self all along.
THE END!
Or is it???????????
I might have a sequel with Harry becoming adopted and them messing with Umbridge and occlumency and killing Voldywarts.
Thanks to all you reviews and to SeverusAddicted who got me to write this chapter.
Sorry it took so long. Please review. Cause it makes me sooooo happy!
