A/N- This is the much wanted sequal to "Finding the killer" I think you'll need to read "Finding the killer" before reading this as its a follow on to that story :)you could read it on its own but you might get a little confused lol Anyways back to this story, i hope you enjoy it and reviews are a must :)

I still dont own anything unfortunatlly but my birthday is coming up, so would any of you lovely readers want to buy me Gil Grissom or Nick stokes?

Finding the killer: the aftermath

It has been 2 weeks since I was found, and in those two weeks I haven't been to my apartment, only for clothes and essentials. I am staying at Grissoms townhouse since he asked me to stay when I was released from hospital.

The past two weeks has been the best in my life, the man who I have loved for years, finally owned up to his feelings, and although people wouldn't think of it, Gil grissom is a very romantic man, always cooking me meals, reading me poetry when we are laying in bed.

Me and Grissom told the team that we was officially a couple when Catherine noticed Grissom was smiling more and I was the happiest she has ever seen.

But what the team and Grissom doesn't know is that I have been suffering form terrible nightmares since that night I got kidnapped. I dream about me being on one of Doc Robbins autopsy tables like the other victims, I know he cant hurt me now, as he is in prison for life, but it doesn't stop me wondering what could have happened if Grissom never found me.

"Sara"

"Huh sorry Gil"

Sara was sat at the breakfast bar now nursing a cold cup of coffee. After yet another nightmare, Sara couldn't hold her tears back so came into the kitchen to not disturb Grissom.

"Honey you okay?" Grissom asked, the words full of concern after noticing dries tears on her cheeks.

"Fine, you want a cup of coffee?" Sara got up of her stool. And went to make Grissom a cup of coffee, she knew Grissom was onto her but didn't want to worry him, how would he react knowing his new girlfriend has suffered nightmares since she was nine years old, ranging from the yelling and fights from her childhood to victims on a case.

Coming up behind her Grissom wrapped his arms around her waist, and leaned his chin on her shoulder before saying "Honey your not fine, your anything but. If you was okay you wouldn't have been crying and you wouldn't be sat here on your own"

"Im fine Gil, just came out here to think" Sara replied.

"Its not me is it honey, I mean I haven't rushed you into anything have..." Grissom was cut off by Sara kissing him.

"It could never be you Gil, ive been wanting this since I met you"

"What is it then? When I fall asleep you there beside me, but when I wake up, your not"

"Gil don't worry okay ill sort this myself" Sara unwrapped Grissom arms which was still around her waist, and passed him the cup of coffee before heading to the bathroom. "Im getting a shower, I think ill go in work early tonight to finish the report on mine and Nicks last case."

Before Grissom could say anything he heard the bathroom door shut and the shower starting.

I wonder if its me, do I disgust her, I mean what other reason could it be, she has been so happy since I told her I loved her, im scared of losing her I cant lose her, maybe am suffocating her, better get ready for work, I could talk to Catherine about Sara.

With that last thought Grissom went to get change for the long shift ahead of him.

TBC

A/N- So what you think? please review :) im thinking of posting this chapter every 2-3 days, so you have to wait a little longer for the next chapter sorry :) sometimes a might change my mind and post twice in one day you'll just have to see :)

BTW for all those who are reading Dates to remember, I know I said I would upate Monday, and I was hoping to get the next chapter done by then but i had no idea where to take it but thanks to some ideas of mykate i will get back on to the story after this one :)