Axel without Roxas…

When you spoke… I heard the sea in your voice. When you looked at me… I saw the sky in your eyes. When you smiled at me… I saw the world in your face. So naive… you were always so innocent. You acted like a child… running through the light, laughing.

You were so warm. For the first time in my life… I could reach out my hands and be warmed by someone's affection. Black never suited you. You dressed in black reminded me of a mourning angel… and I ached for you to be happy. The outfit you took to wearing just before you departed suited you better – white and black jacket – beige trousers.

But now… you won't wear that anymore. You are gone. For me now… the sea has become torrid and sickening… the sky faded … and the world dust… because the memories of your voice, your eyes, your smile are so much brighter, truer, realer than this place where I dwell now. How cruel that you have gone… I could understand if it were I. I was always cruel, detached and replaceable. But you… you became part of me. You were compassionate, interested and so matchless. You rubbed off on me. But now you've gone where I can't reach… and I am empty once again…

Now I don't have any more distractions. Demyx was the only one who even vaugly came close, but he looks too much like you for me to stand. This is the end of our story Roxas, you and I are ended. And my story is drawing to a close; I'm running out of ink and each paragraph of this life I complete brings me nearer to the finale. And there won't be an encore.

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A/n: Trying to get my creative groove back on. Reveiwers feel free to ask for a oneshot of any pairing as I need insparation. Kingdom hearts or ffvii/ffx is my big thing so ask and ye shall most likely receive.