Silent Dialogue

I was too stubborn
I was too relaxed
to see that
to notice that
even though I was a failure
even though I was a killer
you loved me
you loved me

And you closed your eyes
And my world went black
I'm so sorry I lived
I'm so sorry I died
before I could tell you
before I could make you see
I loved you
I loved you

I made you a promise
I gave you my word
and I will fulfill it
I won't be able to keep it
even though you'll never know
so you'll never understand
I loved you
I loved you

Your memory became mine
My memory became yours
yet through all the gaps and holes
but even as a ghost of the past
I never got the message that
I never realized that
you loved me
you loved me

I stand here in the rain
I'm looking down on you
and in the deafening silence
and even through all the noise
I finally figured it out
I finally got the picture
you loved me
you loved me

But every morning as I wake
But even in my deepest sleep
I have that same feeling
I remember still feeling
that though you're a dead killer
that though you're a living failure
I'll always love you
I'll always love you

Cloud
Zack