Chapter 2; Where do we Go
/ I DO NOT OWN TWLIGHT /
Yes I'll continue my story. Also, this is my outtake on if he could get her pregnant, sorry, for the confusion. Also, about my summary, again, really sorry for the spelling error. It was 10 o'clock at night here, but it's been changed, no, let us get to the story;
' "Where's Edward, does he hate me" I asked teary eyed. "Why don't you ask him yourself" Edward said for behind, scared, worried, petrified, and ………..'
"Edward, I'm so sorry" I said as I clung onto him tightly, with no intention of letting go of him, unless he said so. I knew he would hate me. I felt myself letting tears out of my eyes, but I couldn't help it. Suddenly, I felt Edward's arms wrap around me, he kissed the top of my head and said "Bella, it's not all your fault, it takes two, and there's no way you could of done this yourself,
I love you Bella, I could never hate you". I felt guilty at that moment in time. I didn't deserve him to be so, understanding. I needed him to yell at me, and tell me never to do that ever again. Why didn't he yell at me? I understood he should have half the weight of our situation, but still, everything piled onto me. It was my fault. I didn't use precautions, like a condom, or birth control, it was my own fault.
"Edward, why did you have to be so understanding," I said graduately trying to stop crying. I finally stopped and he let go. Then Edward said to me, "Because, you're only human Bella, you make mistakes, and I'm here to help you get through them," then he wiped away a rebelling tear rolling down my cheek. I started to smile, then turned to Carlisle, "how long till it comes." "They'll" he emphasized "be here in 4 months, Miss bloated belly." He said putting his hand to my stomach. "Wait, how many am I having exactly!" I screamed. Edward held on to me and wrapped his hands around my waist. "You're having twins Bella," said Edward. Then, I almost fainted again, but Edward held on to me tight.
"Bella, take it easy, lie down," said Edward, "just get some rest, I'll be right here."
That was the last thing I heard till I fell asleep.
-Dream-
I was alone and had the taste of liquid rust in my mouth and a head that it was gushing out of. I couldn't see. I smelled the woods but, no, could this be, Jacob! I shutter at the thought of this. Then I saw him, with my foot, as he sliced it open and I screamed in response, then he brought the red, rusty, salty blade to my neck and whispered, "I love you Bella, I'll follow you. You can never be his again; I already made sure of that." Then he slit my neck...
-End dream-
Sweat rolled down my skin as I woke up screaming and Edward quickly came to my side. "What happened, are you okay Bella" he said worried about my safety. I was in shock though and couldn't talk; I heard the crying over and over again in my head. I tried to hide form the voices, but it wasn't working, nothing was. I then got control of my movement and clung on to Edward like a puppy to its mother, oh, bad choice of words, the crying came back, over and over again. Would it ever stop? I believe it wouldn't.
I needed Edward by my side but, I knew that in the end, he was the only one who would ever stay by me. I needed him here. I needed my heart to beat for four more months until our babies came. Only then would I truly fit in. "Edward, I need you. I need you to always stay by me." I said. "Bella, I will, but, I have a request of my own. Isabella Marie Swan, will you really marry me?" he asked, taking out the ring….
CLIFFY
Now you will never know. Sorry it took so long
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THANKS FOR THE REVIEWS I ALREADY WROTE CHAPS. 3&4 iIN MY NOTEBOOK, they'll be up later