Mello couldn't stop looking at the screen as Matt was shot before his eyes

Mello couldn't stop looking at the screen as Matt was shot before his eyes. He could feel a tightening where his heart was and a bitter smile crept onto his features. All took a turn a little sharper than he should have but kept going. There was no way in all the ten levels of hell he was going to cry.

"Sorry I got you killed Matt," he whispered.

Flashback…

Nibble fingers that toyed with a PSP all day ran across smooth abs as Matt kissed Mello breathless. Nothing compared to feel of Matt's touch and Mello moaned into his mouth. Matt's hands explored the now panting boys body to stop on his already hardened nipples. He tweaked them lightly and purred at the sounds that came from his lover. Mello bit down harshly on Matt's throat like Matt had earlier drawing blood.

"Mihael…" Matt moaned as Mello licked the blood from his collarbone. God that voice, it was amazing. Matt teasingly ran his hand up the side of Mello's cock making him squirm. "God you look beautiful…" each word was breathed onto his lips and it only made Mello want him more. Matt's touch was like fire to him and the heat from their bodies touching was so great nothing else compared, not even chocolate. Mello's tongue ran over Matt's skin and he couldn't stop from purring Mello's name again. Both knew that this was the last time they would ever make love to each other. Death would soon claim them and there was nothing they could do but make their last night together the best.

"I love you Mihael Kheel," Matt said kissing him after they had both came. Mello looked at him with glazed eyes and kissed him back.

"I love you too Mail Jeevas."

End Flashback

Now those sweet memories only helped to keep him going. He had to do this in order to catch Kira. The clock was ticking against him and he could feel the heart attack come.

"I miss you… see you in the… next life…" His heart stopped and he fell forward crashing into a church.

His eyes open and he looked around to find that he was lying on the ground. Grass tickled his cheek and he could see a figure coming toward him.

"Hey Mel, what cha doing out here?"

He knew that voice, it was a voice that always made his heart beat faster and the hairs on the back of his neck stand on end. Matt stood over him grinning and offered him a hand up. Mello couldn't breath for a moment and reached for the hand. He gripped it but pulled Matt down beside him. 'I thought we were dead…' Either this was heaven or else hell was going to torture him by taking Matt away again.

"Ha, ha, ha you could have just told me to sit with you," Matt laughed. He stretched out on the grass and looked to Mello who was staring at him. "What's wrong you look like you just saw a ghost?"

"I think I'm seeing one right now… you should be dead."

"Ha, ha, ha, Mello you should stop taking naps outside you always have weird dreams." Matt moved closer to his friend and kissed his cheek. "I'm not a ghost and as we can both see I'm not dead."

Mello blushed and smiled pushing Matt a little then rolled over and hugged him close. Thank god it was only a dream and the one he loved was still alive. Matt was laughing again and the two boys kissed right in the middle of Whammy's front lawn.