Chapter 1
Here we lay, still in my bed, no longer wearing clothes, and completely and totally out of breath. Yeah, sex before school is always good. I look over at the brunette lying in the bed beside me. The sheets are barely over her chest and the sweat is lightly glistening off her body. She smiles as she looks over at me. She gives me a quick peck on the lips and gets out of bed to get dressed. I sit up in my bed slightly as I watch her put her clothes back on, piece by piece.
"hey did you finish that English assignment?" Brooke asks.
"uh… nope" I answer. She puts the last article of clothing on and starts with her jewellery.
"Rachel, if you don't do your homework who am I supposed to copy off of?" she asks jokingly.
"hmm, well maybe you should start doing your own homework" I say and she replies with a loud scoff. "… or you know, you could always sleep with the teacher, you're pretty good at that" I smirk.
"yeah, I know. But I don't think the teacher would take too kindly to me hitting on him. Plus he's like really… old" She says with disgust. I laugh a little. She's really cute sometimes.
"yeah, well feel free to hit on me anytime" I say with a smirk as I slowly get out of bed, still naked, and start strutting over to her.
"I bet you'd like that" she says with her scratchy voice. God, I love her voice. I lean in for a kiss and she meets me half way. My arms go around her neck as her hands sneak around my waist and lower. She gives my ass a little squeeze causing me to squeal.
"alright, I have to get going, I'm meeting Lucas before school" She says swinging her bag on to her shoulder.
"right, the whole non-exclusive thing" I mutter. But she doesn't really hear me, not that she'd want to.
"Brooke, can I talk to you?" I ask before she leaves.
"sure, but make it quick" she says looking down at her watch.
"It's just… I…" should I tell her? I mean we're really just fooling around, but it means so much more to me. "you know what? Never mind, it's not that important. I'll just talk to you after school…"
"okay" she says in a bouncy way and heads out the door. I watch as the door slowly shuts and Brooke is completely gone.
"It's just that I love you…" I whisper to the empty room.
About 20 minutes after Brooke left I left too. I got in my Denali and drove off to school as if nothing ever happened this morning. One of the perks of being with Brooke Davis is the amazing sex we can have any time of day. The bad part is that no one knows, because she doesn't really want people to know. The worst part about all of this is that I'm in love with her but I don't think she feels the same way.
I park my car as close to the school as possible and I make my way up the pathway. I see Mouth finishing a conversation with one of his friends. As his friend walks away I come up beside him and put my arm on his shoulders.
"hey Mouth"
"hey Rachel" he greets me. This guy is awesome. He's always there for me. Thank god we're over the part where he liked me.
"what's up?" I ask him. We walk by Lucas and Brooke and my eyes immediately meet hers. On the inside I'm smirking, but on the outside it just comes out like a death glare. Yeah, everyone still thinks we can't stand each other.
"are you and Brooke ever going to get over all of the fighting"
"don't take away all of my fun now, Mouth" I say as we head into our first period class together. I actually like this class, not because of the course though – hell I don't even know what this course is. But I like it because my best friend Mouth is in this class and so is Brooke. But she sits a few seats ahead of us with Peyton. She never looks back though.
The days usually go like this. She glares at me, I glare at her, we fight, we bicker, we ignore each other, we get back at each other. Then at the end of the day we end up having hot wild sex. All the tension that builds up during the day comes out at the end. And it's great… most of the time. But sometimes I do wish we were more.
That's why today I'm going to tell her. After school when we get back from cheerleading practise. Before our sex. No, wait. Maybe after our sex. Yeah, that's better. First things first, practise.
"5, 6, 7, 8" Brooke yells as we all move in unison to a routine she created. It's actually not that bad, but don't tell her that. About 10 seconds later I see Brooke stop everyone.
"Rachel, move that fat ass of yours faster!" she yells. Yes this is part of the bickering and arguing that comes around everyday.
"well you know, I've tried only living off of sex and alcohol, but it's not that easy. I just don't understand how you do it Brooke" I say getting back at her.
"I'll show you how I do it!" she yells as she throws her pom poms down to the floor and starts trudging towards me okay. But before she can do anything Peyton cuts in. Is it wrong that I'm totally turned on by this?
"okay okay, that's enough." Peyton says pushing us apart. I think she just grazed my boob. "practise is over, everyone go home. Brooke can I talk to you?" she asks.
"fine." Brooke replies angrily. "I'll see you later" Brooke says to me. I see her and Brooke walk away to their bags as I get mine and head out to my car. I get home about 5 minutes later and hop in the shower. About 15 minutes later I step out to see Brooke already waiting on my bed for me.
"well, well, well, if it isn't the Cheer Nazi" I say heading to my dresser to pull out some clothes. But before I can put anything on I feel Brooke come up behind me and put her hands on my waist.
"well maybe if you moved on beat I wouldn't have to yell at you" she says lightly kissing my neck. I turn around to face her and she smirks at me.
"hey, you know I was on beat, everyone else was off"
"I know…" she says tracing the lining of the towel I'm wearing. "I just wanted to get you all riled up. You know it makes everything hotter." She says as she slowly pulls my towel off of my body.
"that it does" I say going in for a kiss. I push her towards the bed, but not before pulling off her Raven's practise t-shirt. She falls back onto the bed and I fall on top of her, not breaking the kiss once. Her hands slowly move up and down the sides of my body while I undo the button to her jeans. I slowly undo the zipper and within seconds her pants are thrown to the floor. I straddle her waist as she sits up so I can undo her bra for her. I throw her bra to the floor as she starts kissing my neck. She knows it drives me crazy.
"oh god" I breathe out heavily. Sex with a girl is so much hotter than sex with a guy. That's why I turned. But only Brooke knows.
She flips me over so that I'm on my back now. I take this opportunity to take off her last piece of clothing. Her panties come down and join the rest of her clothes on the floor. She goes back to straddling me at the waist and makes sure our centres come in contact with each other. We start moving in unison and moans are getting louder and louder.
"oh God, Rachel" she moans as we both get closer and closer to our climax. I add my hand into the mix to speed up the process and within seconds we're both going over the edge. She grips onto my body and her body tenses up from her orgasm. Her body falls down on top of mine and slides off to the side. We're both out of breath and it's just like this morning all over again. I lean over and kiss her lightly to show her how much it meant to me. She smiles at me and pulls the sheets over our bodies.
After a few minutes of just relaxing I finally get enough courage to tell her how I feel.
"Brooke?"
"mmm?" she asks, still a little tired.
"I need to tell you something…"
"what?"
"look you know, this is great… the fighting and the sex…"
"yeah, I noticed" she says with a smirk.
"but…"
"but what? You don't like our sex anymore?" she asks jokingly.
"no it's just that… this whole thing… our relationship"
"yeah, but we're not in a relationship" okay, that one kind of hurt.
"about that" it's now or never. "Brooke, I really like you"
"I like you too Rachel, despite what I say at school"
"no… I mean I really like you. You know, in that love kind of way." I can't bring my self to look at her, afraid of what she'll say. "I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm in love with you Brooke. And I know that you're with Lucas, sort of. But I can't help how I feel. I know all we do is have sex and what ever and it's great, it is. But I don't just want to have sex, I want to be with you. Like for real…" I say in what seems like one breath. I finally look over at her to see a shocked look on her face. That's not a good sign. The next words out of her mouth will determine everything.
"look, Rachel…" she starts. Those weren't the words I was looking for. She has that look in her eyes, the apologetic look. The one that I definitely don't want to see right now.
"no, that's okay. Um I-I have to be… somewhere" I say as I quickly get out of bed and throw some clothes on.
"Rachel, wait…"
I'm trying to hold back the tears, but it's not that easy. So I give her a sad smiles. "no uh, don't worry about it. I'll…I'll be back later. Bye" I whisper the last words and head out the door. I have no idea where to go, but all I know is that I have to get away from here, away from my thoughts… and away from her.